BREAK ANNOUNCEMENT💜💜💜✨✨✨

ムラムラしてきた᤯🍆💦💦皆様こんにちは！

皆様、ご無事でお過ごしでしょうか？ご飯も食べて、十分に休んで💖 この投稿のタイトルにもあるように、5月はお休みをいただきます。購読を中止していただいても構いません！

ご心配なく......1つか2つ記事を書きますから、まったく不毛な場所にはなりませんよ！

このような形で本当に申し訳ないのですが、私のアートが違和感を感じ始めた頃から、私のウェルビーイングが悪化し始めました。燃え尽き症候群に陥ってしまったんだ...。

本当に皆さんにベストを尽くしたいと思っているのですが、悲しいかな、今はそれができません。

この休みを取るのは本当に怖かった。みんなが離れていって、二度と戻ってこないんじゃないかとか、僕の作るものに興味を持ってくれなくなるんじゃないかとか。ツイッターもシャドーバンバンされたし（？）、精神的にも肉体的にも影響が出るほどスパイラルに陥って、さらに心配になって...。

結局、私は休養を取り、より強くなって戻ってくる決心をした。このスランプから立ち直って、もっと良くなりたい。バニラをこのまま終わらせない。

皆さんの愛とサポートに心から感謝しています。皆さんの優しさと忍耐は、とても幸せで贅沢なものでした。今の仕事のやり方で、皆さんを失望させたくありません。

うまくいけば、変化と適応の方法を見つけられると思う。どうか待っていてください。

気をつけて、よく食べて。体調管理も忘れずに💜✨✨。

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Hello everyone!

I hope everyone is safe and well. Ate their meals and resting enough 💖 As you can see from the title of this post, I will be taking a break in May. You may cancel your subscription its ok!! Don't worry I will have a post or two so it won't be totally barren haha!

I am really sorry for doing this but my wellbeing started deteriorating when my art started to feel and look different. The burnout has really caught up with me...

I really want to give you guys the best I have but sadly, I am unable to right now.

It was really scary for me to take this break. I was so afraid that people would leave and never come back or people just stop being interested in what I make. And my Twitter has been shadowbanned(?) It has made me spiral and worry even more to the point where it affects me mentally and physically...

In the end, I made the decision to take the break and come back stronger. I want to come back from this slump and get better. I will never let Vanilla end like this.

Thank you all so much for your love and support. Your kindness and patience to me has been such a blessing and a luxury. I don't want to disappoint you all with how I'm working right now.

Hopefully I will figure out a way to change and adapt.. Please wait for me okay.

Stay safe and eat well. Don't forget to look after yourself 💜Getting horny 🤭🍆💦💦Hello everyone!

I hope everyone is safe and well. Ate their meals and resting enough 💖 As you can see from the title of this post, I will be taking a break in June. You may choose to cancel your subscription its okay!

I am really sorry for doing this but my wellbeing started deteriorating when my art started to feel and look different. The burnout has really caught up with me...

I really want to give you guys the best I have but sadly, I am unable to right now.

It was really scary for me to take this break. I was so afraid that people would leave and never come back or people just stop being interested in what I make. And my Twitter has been shadowbanned(?) It has made me spiral and worry even more to the point where it affects me mentally and physically...

In the end, I made the decision to take the break and come back stronger. I want to come back from this slump and get better. I will never let Vanilla end like this.

Thank you all so much for your love and support. Your kindness and patience to me has been such a blessing and a luxury. I don't want to disappoint you all with how I'm working right now.

Hopefully I will figure out a way to change and adapt.. Please wait for me okay.

Stay safe and eat well. Don't forget to look after yourself 💜✨✨