my lungs are in terrible shape and i got anxiety of morning ear-ache widmo ;3; but i managed to get back to comms for real, very slowly, fighting back the huge break. I am very unstable and tired, and tbh I have a "faith crisis" especially after some extremely toxic behaviour of people i met back on the con last week.
I stepped back from drawing furries for a week as i couldnt force myself to draw after what i saw and heard from various people. It made me sick and tired. I am, sick and tired with flu, muscle ache and i generally feel weak, but im glad i could make some progress.
I might be silent too, as I really dont feel like talking to anybody, i dont have proper time to think of myself recently too. I need like 3 weeks of constant sleep, i swear.
still - enjoy the gun, enjoy the pretty boy, and see ya next post, hopefully i will feel better :)
non-furry cons they took me for as vendor are a ray of sunshine. I fxcking love other vendors :)