Story time! 😌

This is a quick little story of my very first ’not fully clothed’ photo set 🙈😊

Basically how I got into implied/topless/nude modelling and suicide girls.

I was level 22 at the time and i had done previous modelling before, but only ever fully clothed. I had wanted to do some lingerie/swimsuit shoots but at the time, the boyfriend I had was very against it. 

Im actually going to do another separate blog post about my past relationship so I won’t go into detail here about it.

I absolutely loved every style of modelling! I even loved the really sexual/porn style images 🙈 however I’d never do those myself. Anyway, I am also bisexual so maybe that’s why I was really into looking at other women haha 😏😅

My cousin, who was already a suicide girl at the time was constantly telling me to apply for suicide girls, she said I was perfect to join! I wanted too so badly but for 3 reasons, I didn’t.

Reason 1. Of course, my very controlling boyfriend at the time would not allow it.

Reason 2. I had little confidence with myself and my body.

Reason 3. I had never before even shot any kind of images like that before! I completely lacked experience 😭

So... I left it.

And around 6 months later, I received a message FROM SUICIDE GIRLS! Saying that they would LIKE me to apply and join!  It gave me this confidence inside to completely go for it! And this image above, is from my very first practice set for suicide girls! 

Of course it was a practice set so it was never uploaded to them - it was just to teach me how to pose and build self esteem for this area of modelling. I actually think I still have images from this set somewhere! I could maybe try to find them and upload them to you guys? 🙈

So anyway my ex at the time had NO IDEA about this set I shot. It was with a female photographer so I was most at ease and she agreed and promised we would not upload any images unless they were fully clothed! So he wouldn’t find out. There’s a lot more to this story of course but again, that’s another post. After the relationship was finally over I shot an actual set for suicide girls and went on to shoot loads of different styles of modelling And well - you guys know the rest 😌

thanks for taking the time to read this if you did haha 🙈

Have a great tuesday!!

love,

Mistyy 💖

xxx