Why bother..
Added 2018-08-02 15:56:12 +0000 UTCHonestly don't even know what to say.
24 patreons have decided to delete their pledge and account the day before payment is due. Not just a few people... 24 people.
This month on patreon I opened up about my mental health and BDD and everything hoping for support and loyalty to me as a human being and not just a 'model' but obviously thats all anyone cares about. Majority of thse who join aren't bothered about actually supporting me - they just want to see me naked, which is flattering and all but the second I open about my health and everything they wait until the day of payment and leave... almost every single one of them without even a goodbye message or something?
How am I supposed to believe it when people say they care about me? I genuinely believed patreon was to gain exclusive content from a creator but also to go that extra mile and show support? I guess not... I've tried my best to be more than just the typical "Instagram model" I go out of my way to talk to my fans and be there for them but whats the point when they clearly don't care for me like I do them.
This was more than just "extra cash" to me like all the other models do it for. This paid my bills and kept me going.
Im so sorry to hear few of you who are still here and reading this because you must feel really unappreciated but I promise it's the opposite. I'm so thankful and greatful to have you, im just so heartbroken that the month I open up is the month so many have ran away...
I can't quite say I have any sort of motivation or anything right now but I'll somehow keep fighting...
If you're still here - I can't thank you enough
I'll share this months exclusive set soon but for now I need some time to heal.
Love
Mistyy π
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Comments
I'm so sorry Mistyy. People are assholes. But from what I've heard patreon has had problems processing payments and Credit Card companies have declined charges to patreon marking them as fraud. So maybe this is part of the reason why you lost some supporters. I can't say for sure though. I'm always here for you Mistyy. I love your work and I love you.
Nolan Loughlin
2018-08-03 01:14:47 +0000 UTCStill here although I think I shouldn't be. Let me explain. I'm not sure if I am one of those patreons you were talking about because I didn't delete my patronage, I hit pause on it in the middle of July so I think it should now be paused but somehow I have access to everything... I think Patreon fucked something up. But enough about that. Mostly I wanted to say, when I hit pause I didn't say anything because I'm not even sure where and how, plus it was a really crazy few weeks. But I'm sorry about that. But I'm still here! And I care about you not about nude pictures. You are beautiful but most of all you are an amazing, sweet and caring person and that's why I decided to support you! And I will again, after this month! Now about people who make pledges and back off before they have to pay, I'm pretty sure it's possible to set up your account in a way that first pledge is taken from the bank account immediately and the next one on the start of the next month. I think that is, right now, only way to stop people who, literally, just looks for "free nudes".
BadLuckGeeko
2018-08-02 21:44:28 +0000 UTC
