My first comic (in attachments: - content warning NSFW: rough sex, x-ray)

Yeah, so I did a few more failed shitty drawing and then, out of no-where! INSPIRATION! I did a doodle of me getting fucked by a baked bean man; then I spent the rest of the day expanding on it more and more until I had a crafted a completely insane series of images. I drew upon the violating feeling of having an unwanted sensation put upon you. I HATE, HATE HATE HATE the feeling of beans. I like how they taste and when hot are yummy in my mouth but cold baked beans, god just writing it makes me shiver with revulsion.

This may be a good time to mention, incase you didn't already know, that I have a lot of sexual trauma. A lot, I was sexually abused as a child all the way to an adult and it something that has a ongoing and variable impact on me everyday. Sometimes I am hyper-sexual and desperate to be treated in a way I'm darkly familiar with, other times I do not want to ever feel that way again and am revolted by the most mild of indecency. I've sexualised myself in the past and I increasingly spend time regretting it and hating myself for it but also feeling kinda proud of owning it? I don't even know, I have problems :3 regardless, drawings of myself are always safe. I am not a cartoon but I can kinda become one when I want too and anything that happens to cartoon me is entirely under my control, I can get kinda crazy with it sometimes.

With that in mind, I actually feel kinda bad sexualising a cartoon of someone who isn't me. Like I've invented a character just to be my plaything and I don't like the idea of someone else being my toy. Cartoon people are people too, you know? Am I insane? Probably

Anyway, I made this little bit of text to go with the sequence too, I think it's pretty funny:

"YUK" Oh dear god, What had I done? I carelessly left a half eaten bowl of beans on the floor and like the clumsy fool I am, I went and stuck my FOOT in them!

The cold beans, oh God, they feel so bad, It's like, it's like...

"You have soiled my children, Alice", OH NO The Bean ninja!, " Now you will feel my wrath"

"Gladly!" I say, so as to be consensual.

The Big Beany Meany wasted no time in soiling my slit with his big bean Beanus, sliding his huge member over my clit.

"does your little bean enjoy my advances, Alice?" I couldn't awnser, I was too distracted by the tomato sauce between my toes.

He then drove half his big cock into me, filling me to a normal level of filledness.

"You should have bean more careful" he grumbled, before filling me to double a normal level of filled up. It felt like beans.

The beastly bean ninja brazenly buried his big, burly Beanus with blazing bravado, bulling and beating my baby bakery. I could only moan in beany bliss as buckets of boiling baby batter bloated my belly.

"I hope you're a collector, Alice, Because you're going to have a beany baby."