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Click here to read the new update! 

Damn, Chapter 10 is getting pretty long! Make sure it's 42 pages long when you open it, or it means you need to follow those steps: 

If you struggle reading it, make sure you properly closed the Patreon app/Safari/Chrome (whatever the PDF opens with, tabs included!). It can take a few tries but you'll be able to read it don't worry :)

You can also read the "latest Update" link.

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I hope you liked the update! I had this scene (including the next pages) in my head for sooo long! Something big is happening, Tera (and us) are getting an idea of what the Boy sees in the dark, and why he's so scared of it. I can't wait to work on the next pages to go further and deeper in this! Obviously it will lead to a scene in which the Boy opens up about his fears (to Tera, awww!!!) You will have to pay attention to the gestures and body language! :D

I'm happy I'm finally able to use those old sketches I published in 2019 to illustrate some of the nightmarish figures plaguing the Boy's mind! And of course  this recurrent drawing of the Boy's face crossed out (in fact it's his eyes, it's always the eyes that are crossed out!)

Also, you can tell something is happening in Tera's mind haha.

I hope these intrigue you! More is coming next month! 

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Oh, with all of it I was about to forget there are important lines before that haha. As often it doesn't appear like something crazy important but it is! For later, you  know.

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I hope I didn't forget anything or typos...!


Have a nice week! Thank you for all the support, we're sooo close to 500 pages uploaded! That's CRAZY! So thank you for making it possible! 

 Love- 

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Comments

Lovin' this series

R W

Does anyone else feel a sense of overwhelming honor to experience these journey with your fav authors and creators?

Poppy's Stepstool

That scene made me super uncomfortable (in a relatable way), artwork can be very personal. Great update.

Julia Razeau

Just want to say if anyone’s having a hard time it’s definitely the app when I opened it online outside of the app it immediately showed me chapter 10 on the app I wasn’t even able to see chapter 10.

Pompina Q

Battle not with monsters, lest ye become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you. -Nietzsche Tera is used to the monsters he runs with but now he’s seen the monsters that chase the Boy. My heart dropped, fantastic update Z!

Dani H

Everything about your art is so perfect. How you capture emotions is mesmerizing. I love how they are getting closer with each update.

Nathy Lara

I couldn’t get it on my phone, but I got it on the first try on my desktop computer

lelermooo

I was thinking the same thing - it felt so emotional even made my heart stop for a second. That swallow and sitting down slowly as he flips through the boys sketch pad. Effectively the boy is allowing him a glimpse at his soul and he is afraid what Tera might think or see him as broken. Can’t wait for the next update.

Kristin Burrows

I loved it! I really love the way you draw. Their expressions, their body language, their relationship. I'm really enjoying it all, and find myself going back and reading it and rereading it. I'm eager to see where this takes them, ☺️.

Veronica Coassin

hi there, ive tried a million times and i still cant see any more than 9 pages, anyone know what to do?

Runa

Thank you so much for your work!! I enjoy every update and I’m so in love of these two <3

Karolina Romero

Awesome update! There’s really a lot going on. Incredible that the boy trusts Tera with the sketches, and that Tera asks for permission. He could have easily shoved the boy away and just looked at them. I can see why the boy is so determined to help Jo out… at least Jo still has a chance to get closer to his brother again and make up for lost time. The boy lost that opportunity, and it seems like he is speaking for Jo just as much as himself when he says “he really misses his brother” while patching Tera up. I wonder if that is something he did for his brother too… Like Tera said, the boy really is a handful and the boy already explained that his brother often took the blame for him… Is it a bad thing to say I am happy that those gorgeous night frights/fears are back? I really love them. Reference Link from 2019 https://www.patreon.com/posts/fears-final-27471732

Mellowcat

Thank you for another amazing update! It’s so great to see them trusting each other more and more ♥️♥️

Milena

AAAHHHHH I am in love with the way you tells stories. Just... Enamored

Kitty Garza

This. THIS. The depiction of the rising tension in the last panels was absolute perfection. When a picture can tell a thousand words. That's precisely the case here. Honestly, brilliant job, and it is such a pleasure to witness your work and your art getting better and better with each update. ♡

Jelimel

Butterflies in my stomach, OMG Tera finally knows what Boy is fear of. The way Tera decided to sit down going through Boy sketch book I'm sure those sketches is heart pounding. I can't wait for next update ❤️

Ah'Ran

Agreeeeeeeee. It's a book full of fear and pain. My heart

SweetPikaGirl

"You're not scared of me" 🫠🫠🫠 Melting. Also. He finally sees what his little bunny is afraid of. 😨 I hope he opens up about his fear. Their dynamic is so perf

SweetPikaGirl

A M A Z I N G yet again!!!! Now the pain staking wait for another month for the next update 😂

Courtney

I teared up at the end... showing something important to you to someone else can be nerve-wracking. I have a lot of stories saved and they're not pretty, not as in "nicely written" but dark. Like manifestations of my depression and anxiety. I showed some of them to my one and only friend once and I was nervous as hell. I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. I know the why Tera swallowed like that, because he understood what they maybe were but I felt what the Boy felt. Showing someone your deepest secrets, who you are basically. Maybe I got it all wrong but that's what went through my head when I read the end. Well done like always ❤️ Thank you so much for this update, I hope you're doing well ❤️

shy

Literally just reread the last chapter for a catch up, then, BAM! this update 😂. I really wanted to see Tera’s face as he looked at those pictures. But you’ve portrayed so much of his emotions with a few panels, brilliant work!

Elle J Lawrence

Wow I love how the boy is holding the edge of his tshirt. He looks so insecure about how Tera will react to his drawings. Very different from his usual confident nature. The whole scene is so well captured! Cant wait to see how Tera will react!

Leon

Ohh finally he sees some of the Boy's art! I've been waiting dor this and I can't wait for the next update to see how it unfolds. The way Tera reacts has me on the edge! Also, I really like how the Boy is talking to Tera in this. Tera is right - the Boy is not afraid of him. But I think it's a very important thing that they can sit down and have a hinest and serious talk like that. Amazing work! 😌 Thank you for all your hard work! 😊

Tanja (hakuchin)

Wow, this is truly beautiful. How Tera reacts at the end.... Great! I really want to know what his first words will be in the next chapter.... 😍🙏

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