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              I did not enjoy drawing those pages lol.  I thought that shadow and all this nightmare stuff would be cool and challenging  just like the man burning in chapter 5 - which I REALLY liked to draw, learned a lot -   but not really :/   Maybe the nightmare visual  didn't "mature" (ripen?) enough - 

Maybe because there's just the Boy, half covered by the sheets, which is not really interesting as a drawer.   I like the last page tho ! 


Damn  the double page is so small on the PDF! Haha I think I didn't do my best but it's a lil ref to the painting The Nightmare by Henry Fuseli !  Kinda had to adapt it since the Boy's not supposed to move - sleeping paralysis-  

Thank god better things should happen in the next update ...  *wink wink*


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Haha hey new Patron ! I’m really happy you like it ! « Last update » just means latest one, it’s updated every month (30-31st)!😉

Z-Pico

OMGGGG I’ve been looking for these and I couldn’t find them anywhere until I discovered your Patreon page 🙌🙌 amazing. Please tell me there’s more though 😭 “last update “

Andrea

Hiii!!!! Omg This update made my night! Funny coz it’s also very scary to be thinking about night terrors at night hahahaha. That demon/nightmare’s body reminded me of Tera. I noticed Boy fell asleep on the floor but he woke up in bed, was he put on the bed later by someone???? Also I need to tell you and might tell you many times, your art is super gorgeous and inspiring, I adore your work 💗

TheSunscale

Yeah, so I’m totally fine in saying that I’m completely obsessed with your work and literally only discovered it an hour ago. Where have I been this whole time??????

Deeboiiiiiis

Thats awesome! And btw a perfect representation of sleeping paralysis. 😵🎉🥳

PiffPaff

poor baby.... you’ll be okay!!! 💖

Hufflefxck

You might have not enjoyed it, but i can only appreciate from the first to last page. Maybe the majority doesn’t consider sleep paralysis as serious as depression or anxiety, but just the feelings you were able to stir up through the marvellous art (seriously WOW) gave a perfect idea of how terrible it can be. Can’t wait for more pages, and take your time 💕 good art can’t be rushed ;) And i’m proud of the boy being able to move :D

Carlotta

I love the depiction! It reminds me of the saying beautiful evil, where not everything evil, harmful and terrifying is ugly. Some of the most dangerous things, like power and corruption, can look attractive or appealing.

Tolkin Sweeting

Whew. That nightmare is giving me the crepes. Might just sleep with the lights on tonight. 😳 I'm ready for some more lightheartedness. 😂 I really wonder how things go on from here.

Fumachan

Maintenant, effectivement, je me pose des questions. Dans quel état s'est réveillé Tera.. lol Et comment ça se fait qu'il soit dans son lit? Il fait bien peur se cauchemar!

LadyKya

You did a wonderful job of representing the nightmare!

Forester

I wish that I was able to make this assumption from independent reading, but no. Moreover, I do think that the "demon" must be someone from the exterior, because, and this is a sincere assumption, if The boy does not hurt himself, which is quite sad if he does, the monster (demon) must have been a person enveloped in the hallucination. This might be wrong, therefore please do not be mad if the storyline does not end up being this.

_damn_rius

They look great!

Tolkin Sweeting

Since it’s 300 pages 🥺 will you ever consider a printed version?

Deb

Another frighteningly beautiful update! B-b-b-b-but where's Tera??? He's TOO FOINE! I won't make it another month, I die! 😭😭😭 I have narcolepsy so thankfully shit like that doesn't disturb my sleep. 😇

Diehard Fujoshi

Although sleep paralysis occurs in people with anxiety or depression too. And yes, it is frightening. Sometimes more than nightmares because you know you are "awake", but your body doesn't respond and you see and hear strange things. But yes, I think the same. It's not only a nightmare. Whatever it is, something isn't right inside the boy

Kelku.Vrrtep

Thank you!! You're so kind- Yeah the Boy's gonna talk about it in the next chapter ! So we should learn more about how it feels !

Z-Pico

For our 300 page anniversary, I’m going to re-read the entire comic!

Aj

You might not have enjoyed drawing these pages but we enjoyed reading them! You really captured what it feels like to have sleep paralysis. For me it always feels like it’s hard to breath and that something is pushing down on my chest.

Aj

Haha yeah it's pretty unclear what the dark figure is doing, but a detail in the upcoming pages should help in understanding!

Z-Pico

I thought the butterfly devil was Tera, but then I can’t really imagine why Tera would grab the boys face like that 🤔

Aj

Nightmares are different from psychological traumas. Yes, both are frightening but their origin and production is way different in terms of neurological activity. This seems to me like a fully grown trauma. Hopefully the boy will get his own monster to fight his trauma. And anyone got some ,,steamy" ideas for the next pages?

Michael Lohmeier

xD

Z-Pico

not our homeboy Tera putting the Boy back in the bed-🤚🏼😭 we love one (1) man

Serena

We've hit 300 pages ! That's crazy to me lol, the first thing I was afraid of when I started this comic was not being ready to tell such a long story lol, so I'm pretty proud of myself!

Z-Pico

poor boy :,( but i really love how you drew the nightmare creature ... it’s just drawn lines but you just can feel the terror of the boy through the pages ... 😭

Mym Phoenix McFly

ok that’s frightening 😣 poor boy

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