WIP - 153 + slightly anxious rambling!

Happy March, gemlins! 💕

I finished my weekly redraw goal a day earlier than planned and for a moment I considered to keep going to get an even bigger head start into the next week but in the end I decided against that, and started sketching the NEW pages instead! I only managed 2.5 pages today before completely running out of steam and I will allow myself an early end to my work day for once (I say as it's already 10pm, lol) and go to bed to watch some Shadowhunters or something T _T) 

I'm making good progress still, but the amount of tasks on my to-do-list(s) up until the summer are so many that I can't help but feel overwhelmed sometimes when I let my thoughts wander for longer than 3 seconds, which is especially counterproductive at night when I'm trying to sleep and not have 5 panic attacks simultaneously XD

I worry a lot that all of you might start feeling annoyed because there's been a lack of new content ( =new pages) here over the last few weeks, even though I did at least manage to post 9 pages in February @ _@), as well as that people on Webtoons/Tapas might get angry about not getting regular updates for a while, but the reality is that.... I can't rip myself into multiple functioning pieces to work on 5 things at once so I'm trying to prioritise and stay calm and get things done one by one instead! 

That said, I am getting tired of only redrawing so I want to start working a little bit of new content into my days again, too, because when I speak of prioritising that also means everyone here on Patreon, you are, after all, my major source of support so I want to give you as much as I possibly can ;  u;) And also I need at least a small change of pace or I'll be going insane before I can even finish the redraw and open preorders. Also I really wanna continue telling this story aaaah during a sleepless night the other day I suddenly had an epiphany and some plot things that I had been wrecking my brain about for weeks fell into place so neatly!! I love when problems solve themselves on their own after a while, lol.

So I hope you enjoy this sketch of the first page of the next episode!! It doesn't spoil anything yet, but I can't express how I excited I am to draw that first panel :'))) Cityscapes are so therapeutic and calming to me, it's gonna be a blast!

And now... I'm going to bed OTL I hope this post makes at least a little sense, my brain is very fried, I haven't taken a day off in way too long (pls don't scold me, I kinda forgot 😭), but I'll definitely be taking one or two days off again next week!!