Early Access - Big Rigs Over the Road Racing
Added 2022-03-31 18:20:11 +0000 UTCFINALLY got round to doing this one. Absolute beautiful bobbins of a game.
I'm very tentatively but confidently thinking I'm in a better mental state at the moment. I still have very bad days, and my work/studying is commencing at an absolute snail's pace. But small steps are still steps.
It's been very strange with this sporadic therapy that the NHS has been able to offer me, that I have realised how damaged I am. The anger has nowhere to go, and I do think that has directly affected my relationships with friends and certainly partners. It's really no wonder I'm such a lonely person - I'm far too afraid of the feelings and truths of other people to even engage in conversations with strangers.
Octavius videos do remain to be a valuable creative outlet, so thank you. I'm getting very bored of not being "fixed" but at the same time I'm not beating myself up for being a fuckup any more. So that's something.
Anyway yeah new vid x
Comments
Somehow therapy always has the effect of making me realise that I'm in a much worse state than I thought I was. ๐ I think people just end up accepting their issues as the norm over time... ๐ฅด
Thomas Thacker
2022-04-03 19:54:23 +0000 UTCI loved the medication joke - as someone who gives anti-psychotics to people I'd love if more people would remember that they actually work.
Kyle Levesque
2022-04-01 01:10:28 +0000 UTCI hope the best for you miss
Danny F. Mainville
2022-03-31 23:48:37 +0000 UTCI should probably try Big Rigs. I love Goat Simulator
David E. Blankenship
2022-03-31 21:46:42 +0000 UTCCool, good to see another great video octy!
Jaap van der Wulp
2022-03-31 21:35:57 +0000 UTCLovely to see that there's a video to look forward to in the morning!
WhatHoSnorkers
2022-03-31 20:44:01 +0000 UTCCoffee...hmmmm...I only ever drink instant coffee. Don't think I've ever been to a Starbucks, but if I ever did, then I would immediately try to ask for some Happy Shopper coffee that I remember getting some time back in 1993 in Brighton. I think it tasted sort of like chicory. Dunno if Happy Shopper coffee even exists now, or Happy Shopper even, so by my reckoning that would make it even rarer than civet cat stuff or whatever. I would also try to confuse the barrister even more by saying that my order was to be made out to "ye clouthe et fosse et knyghte sloppe, brithe ye sloume et et et noage ye slithe, oh um oh um, oh um". Oh - the only other thing is - on the moon and likely on Mars, there's probably a Londis shop, so it will be possible to get some groceries and such. Anyroadup, if in heaven there be no borze, then obviously that's a no show anyway. As always, this, what ye have wrought takes away the utter dreariness of stuff as it is now in the world - and aye, I have seen how the AVGN dealt with Big Rig Racing ere this, and forsooth I was not disappointed in your treatment of it - and yeppers, I shall be getting the book that you have completed or are in the process of writing. Muybayetheth Tapis!
Stuart Christopher Brownlee
2022-03-31 20:29:33 +0000 UTCFine return to form! Thank you for sharing
Scott Call
2022-03-31 20:18:57 +0000 UTCAs always, <3
2022-03-31 19:29:08 +0000 UTCThis game is right at the top of the great big steaming pile of bobbins :) great to see a new vid !
Wazzock22
2022-03-31 18:52:00 +0000 UTC
