Sorry for my absence :/

First of all, I'd like to apologise for the lack of content for the past few weeks.

Secondly, I've needed to take a break for a little while, and some issues at work lead me to, well take it outright ... the main issue here is I didn't warn anyone about this break, or put this on pause.
So, I am very sorry about that.

I'm starting to hit a wall, it's getting very hard to think of stuff, stuff I'm capable of doing.
And it's harder so to not rehash ideas over and over, hell, even this render is a "rehash" of sorts.

But yeah, I've really needed a break for a while, and whilst I might not be creating stories etc, I implore all of you to understand that this isn't my full time job, if it was, you wouldn't be paying only 3 euros a month for content, and there would be way more of it. It's a "free time" deal where I spend whatever free time I have creating this stuff, along with other projects that are in the works, my game for example which still is unfortunately extremely slow in terms of progress. Learning to code as I go is in of it's-self a long process, but it's progress, even if very slow. Proficiency comes with time and practice.

The whole reason I'm not charging 5,8,10,20 euros for my stuff is precisely because I don't create tons of it, and because I just don't have the time to ...

This is one of the rare cases where scarcity does not equate to value / cost.

I can more than understand the loss in patrons, fuck, I'd quit supporting someone too if they didn't produce content for a while, and I've done it in the past, but also been rather patient with some creators too, supporting them for months on end without them posting even an update.
Anyway, that's not the point.

From time to time, as many fellow creators have told me, it's important to take breaks too ... allow the creative juices to replenish per say.
And even if this render feels thrown together (for me at least), it's a render that needed to happen as it's been on my mind.

While I don't take commissions or requests, I am however open to ideas (detailed ideas), and I won't charge you for the ideas either, because they help me, and obviously my main objective isn't to make money ... money is partly why I'm making a game too, it justifies the price I'll be asking for ... everything else, well, it's passion, it's me making use of the little free time I have to give to a community I love, for a genre, niche of content I adore ... one I wanted to become associated to. I want in the future, one day eventually, for people who are into this kind of content, to be a "staple name" of the genre ... like, see someone on a forum asking for recommendations and to then see my name come up in discussions as "top tier" or whatever.

I'd love to be one of the creators who appear in the "history books" of this fetish ^^

Anyway, sorry again for not posting for the past few weeks. I just really needed the time.
And I'll do my best again to get back on track creating quality content for you all.

PS: moments in my life like this are why I strive to have a "buffer" of content here on Patreon for my DeviantArt account, where I have all of my watchers, all 8.9k ... not too long till I reach 10k o.O

And quite frankly, if it were the other way around, and all 8.9k where supporting me, I would not need a full time job to live, as I'd be doing this for a living and never be inactive again, because it would be my job not to be. But free content always attracts more people, which is normal.

Even if I "only" had 600 patrons, with my current pricing, I'd be able to do this full time.
(Obviously, I don't mean "only" ... 600 is pretty much the threshold at which I'd quit my full time job to do this full time instead, because it would replace my current salary, thus allowing me to stay home and work from home all day, further reducing some expenses like travel etc ...