Hey, guys. It's been a while. I don't really have a great excuse for disappearing that can be easily summarised, so I'll try and explain it here. If you don't want to read it that's fine too, you can stop reading after this paragraph. TLDR, I'm back and I'm going to do my best to get back into a regular schedule of posting. If you're still here, thank you for staying.
If you're still reading I guess you want to know why I've been gone. There were many factors, none of them great reasons. I was doing pretty badly all of last year, you could probably tell from the fact that my posting was getting a bit inconsistent. I don't want to make excuses, but I was basically living in a situation where I had no control of my life. I was depressed and couldn't work up the motivation to do anything when everything seemed like a lost cause. I lost faith in myself and my ability to draw. I didn't like how my art looked and I was starting to think that was the best I could ever do: pieces doomed to be forever mediocre. It felt like this, this Patreon, would never amount to anything, like it was a dead end, like no one would seriously ever WANT to see the things I drew.
This January I moved out and am in the process of picking up the pieces of myself and trying to give the process of living another shot. So I'm back. Again. Going to give this another whirl. I'll do my best to improve and stay regular. I can only hope you guys will stick around for it.
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