My erratic behaivor of late.

I want to let you all know I have been very short tempered and thin skinned of late. Most of this has to do with the fact that my wife is ill and bedridden. I take care of her and in the periods in between I do my writing. This is one of the reasons why I can write so much.  However life has gone wrong and I have had to start working outside the home. This means my wife is home alone for long periods of time unable to do anything for herself.  My only consolation is that we have a boxer dog who loves her and wont leave her side so she is never truly alone. That dog became sick and 48 hours later died for no apparent reason. The vet can’t tell us what killed her other than to say she had some kind of infection. Without paying for expensive tests we will never know. All of this happened just as I got a few moderate reviews and ratings on royal road.
 

I hit my stress limit and for a brief moment wondered why I was doing all this. I just want to say the kind words many of you have said about my story means the world to me. I have indeed let the quality slip  because I was trying to maintain a more rapid posting rate. I was told by people on royal road that I should post more often so my story is in the recently updated list. So I was aiming to post more often while the number of hours I have to work on it was drastically cut down.
 

Obviously I can’t keep that up. I decided to try and adapt and develop a better editing method. I would greatly appreciate it if you see an error of any kind in this chapter please point it out. It will help me refine my method.  

ON the plus side!!!! (No it’s not all doom and gloom) I may have found a way to work from home. I have land with an old show barn for horses on it. Since I have been home so much I have been working on cleaning it out and making repairs to it. I “think” I have successfully rented It out for a sizable sum a month, enough where I can stay home again if I budget right. I am trying to negotiate additional costs to mow and maintain the land that would sweeten the deal. (This is the work from home part.)
 

Anyway, I worry that my stress was starting to show and people might have been concerned I was unstable.  I am never going to give up this story. I have thousands of pages to get up. The only question is how quickly and at what level of quality.  

Thank you for your patience.