sadness - a capture and pink dream moment spike

I'm honestly so proud of myself for finishing this today. I leave tomorrow early in the morning and I wanted to finish the "rain chamber" EP so bad before leaving but I was genuinely so sick the past couple of days I could barely even sleep last night at all, and I was certain that my voice was going to be too useless today to record. I was disappointed until I took a nap this afternoon and woke up magically feeling a trillion times better. I went to record the last of the vocals on this song and actually sounded pretty good. I'm pleased. anyway this is the last of the 3 songs I needed to finish "rain chamber". I'm going to upload it immedeately to streaming services and as soon as it shows up on spotify I'm going to release it on bandcamp. just like pregarden mayflowers this song was completely made from scratch earlier in the spring in april. the lyrics to this song were a thought diary I posted on facebook on january 24 2020. it's like a little story I imagined, like a dream. it's about touching a certain magic, in a certain magical dreamlike place. it's a beautiful story of encountering and sharing fluttering moments like butterflies. beyond this description the actual details of what I'm talking about are personal and for only me to know. I was very torn between the titles "seconds chiming" and "a capture and pink dream moment spike", but I think I could make a multitude of different songs called "seconds chiming", but this is a more specific story that "a capture and pink dream moment spike" fits way better.

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in a rain chamber, seconds chiming and still the magic of the first spring crystaline colors painting walls of memories and unplanning stories, their beginnings and ends unreachable, eloping the mountainscape into hidden spaces and hidden burning absolute feeling as felt as streamtears dampen your eyes, a capture and pink dream moment spike, 8 difference, it is in my hands, not yours, pushed away losing, you lost, I win, I surf the dreamrain platform