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letterstoyou - todavía

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letterstoyou - soñé contigo

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home is in your arms - we found our little secret

you're like a sunset over hidden train tracks

no one knows where we are 

we found our little secret

the biggest little secret

no one knows where we are

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letterstoyou - (untitled)

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letterstoyou - not good at goodbyes

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letterstoyou - i'm staring at your eyes waiting

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letterstoyou - notebook

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letterstoyou - fell in love

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letterstoyou - i miss you when i blink

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letterstoyou - laying in an empty bedroom with the hiss of the ceiling light

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letterstoyou - sunrise

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letterstoyou - yellow shirt

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letterstoyou - a dream in november

the lyrics to this and the next 20 songs i post are way too personal for me to share. sorry

also if you were at the san fransisco show earlier this month, i am immeasurably sorry for that

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life - sounds like the crush on you (demo)

i did this way back in september (like all the other songs i had posted back then) but i never finished the vocals for this (and another one) going on a split tba i guess.. but i say demo cause i want to redo the vocals. the screaming technique i did here is more sustainable and doesnt run the risk of losing my voice and since im going on tour tomorrow i need to try to be a little bit conservative with how i scream ... but when i get back i want to use my usual super loud emoviolence vocal st...

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home is in your arms - walking at night alone

before i officially release this album i might go through these 4 songs and touch things up as i review them (such as more vocal layers) or anything that might be holding them back. i did this in april of 2025

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walking at night alone

when you're everywhere to be found and nowhere at all

burning summer morning and all the times we thought about tomorrow

standing in the rain and watching the sun glare against the grass

the smell of desperate arms kissed ...

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sadness - istoy

this is fromthe session in july from which came songs "pink sunset" "pink sounds" "summer love". i almsot forgot to finish this album,, there's still 1 other song to do then i can finish it

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i don't want to catch a glimpse of everything you love 

conveniently overlapped 

like the colors of a warm summer night 

cause i don't want to look you in the eyes

singing all my favorite songs

and crying in my throat at your absence

wat...

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hadlhaj (ha3aj) type idea

i came up a new way to type hadlhaj with digraph reductions (what i mean by that is that sounds that are usually represented with 2 characters only need one character to be represented). the way i did this before was with strange symbols that i can only type on a mac keyboard and that make it much harder for uploading songs and for people to be able to search them,,, so while they look kinda cool, it makes sense that i use very easy to type and search characters (most of these are numbers. th...

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Trhä - mëdelípi¶eenΩëcunna¶jan

soft little orange lights are everywhere as if it was an accident that immeasurable beauty would burst and spill over every surface. it sinks deep into mine.  if i were as formless as orange light i could hug it and touch it and kiss it , as timelessly as ephemeral moments stretched towards distant sounds that somehow resemble words ive always searched to say

enΩëcunna¶ja íjac jaseg babe ceb Ωëjdër sajnlë i qá§mënb ∫ú◊áqnë ca áhab ên ëfpalteywi ën élhdeywi View Post

ninatahec - trhocëns innajcë

i made this (except vocals) many months ago

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the magic in glistening edges - there is burning magical fire everywhere

crying in the outside world - im glowing like stars colored like lowsun 

tu dëjahΩ ibajnled ë∫

dëhajcet uva§tma jaseg babe∫

t◊ocëns innajcë

µu tahec qin §ëjana Ωevusawh qin agfil

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letterstoyou - lust of cut skin

this concludes the 4 track album finally... ill release it when i know what to call it

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lust of cut skin

drenched in tears

manic pink face 

akathesia 

golden name 

bleeding color of September

and your unwritten name

pacing and running to find it carved somewhere

blood of your wrist on a bridgeside

bruised legs and stumbling speech

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letters to you - somewhere

this is from the same session as autumn chapter and highwayside

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when the sun beats pink somewhere in the distance

crawling and whispering bittersweet etching of an autumn lining 

orange veins and tracing towards them

when the sun beats against the rain and it's raining pink

pink like the stars at the glimpse of of a distant song

when autumn lining swells in the rain it's a static image of your words 

pronounc...

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another home is in your arms track

this is so old.. i was making this a year ago in the winter time, i just finally finished the vocal layers. i want to finish this one EP i have before i go on tour, there's just one last song which is very very close to being done. then after that i have a whole other home is in your arms album i made that is also almost done but just need to finish it

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Love as perfect as untouched 

The first touch of gentle glistening intention

Gentle glistening springflower<...

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home is in your arms - maybe then

the intro of this song is reaaaaly old... https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/track/beat-16-february-9-2017-2
i always knew i wanted to use this little sound in some way, so i made it cooler. i did that, and all the guitars this year in the spring time, and then the drums i did in june (if you listen close it's the exact same drum tones as ths life albums i recorded in the summer...

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haΩaj lesson 3 - ∫duame

talking about "prepositions" and going through the list of all the ones i have and using them in example sentences. my voice is kind of under the weather here so pronounciations are not so pretty

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haΩaj lesson EP 2 (again...))

read last post for more context:
this is honestly a poorly made video but that's kind of my trial to see how i can do better in future videos... if anything here is unclear PLEEEASE ask me to clarify something (i am obsessed with talking about haΩaj)

this video talks about the first word category we look at which are the pronouns. (pronoun: aΩda - pronouns: aΩde) which is a silly thing i forgot to mention in the video. after editing the video i realized there are some things i fo...

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haΩaj lessons (again).... Ep 1

everthing i talk about here i already went over a while ago in a different video but i want to actually organize myself and continue this series and actually get farther than i did last time and i figured i'd just start from scratch... i recorded two episodes and from those two i learned what i should and shouldn't do for a good video so this has pretty bad audio..
this video only talks about how to read and pronounce haΩaj when it's transliterated into typable latin characters + the odd...

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more lyrics (upon commenters request)

left alone... - with her in winter autumn

in a cold autumn night, the chill of winter
in memories just so
where the snow fell
lightly your radiance
your smile, your shining, enrobed
at the ring of ice I see you dance
you look so beautiful in that sweater
all of the other people are here but they dont matter
it’s only your shining
the warmth around me as your sweet arms cradled in sweet fire
as we were in the newyork building
loosely falling lace at yo...

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lyrics (comment lyrics i've never shared!! so i can share them.. gonna try to be more open about lyrics)

there are so many songs whose lyrics i never share for no reason other than me having a hard time overexposing things that are so direct like that.. but i want to do better about it because i really like the lyrics i write to the same level as the rest of the music i make and i find it to be a shame that no one ever gets to appreciate them.. anyway here are some lyrics of songs that i never shared (if there are lyrics for things that i never shared here, please comment and maybe ill share the...

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Trhä - qé∂ënide

im sooooo happy to finally finish this. i recorded all the guitars at the beginning of 2024 and i always loved the riffs (especially that cool breakdown towards the end [which predates qosdëcet btw])

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endless pure fun

playtime never ends

free floating flight over bursted magic from the soil

informed space within the borders of our town

handheld smiles and deep respire

early autumn magic spills into our lungs

invisible spores kiss o...

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Trhä - navaqiΩaw


synths are back in Trhä. the lyrics are something i wrote december 2020 https://www.facebook.com/share/p/19iz1B3uuy/

part of a full album im almost done with

Ωë∂ilênsab onva ge gepse ëf ge túmne ë∫ tën. navama lênse∫. tu navaqiΩaw Ëmhélas ë∫ ëct fa£dëhajn nigome

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