Reflections

Photo by Greg Bennett 

Hey y'all!

I hope that you all have been enjoying midsummer; the sticky-sweet juicy moments that drip down your lips and flood through your being.

July has brought a lot of beautiful shifts to my life. I found Community. A group of people I can come home to. It feels surreal, what I have always wanted. People to cry with, cook with, be grumpy with, adventure with, and all together weave an ease in daily life between our collective energies.

Beautiful moments happen when we come together. Like living poetry. I press the bruises on her inner thigh from a faraway lover, so she can continue sipping memories of the bliss. We buzz around the kitchen together like a hive. We lay on hot tar parking lots to watch the sun paint the sky and run our fingers through each other's hair. We run barefoot through the forest like banshees to dive into wild waters, and drink wine. We make sure there are always fresh flowers in the spaces we gather. We snuggle and watch movies; we take baths. Intimacy like this is as natural as the air we breathe, and somehow, as a culture, we have forgotten how juicy and how very necessary it is to our sense of belonging and fulfillment. 

 I am falling in love, with all of them. But especially with two of them, who have cracked my heart wide open. I am in love with how rough her hands are, the dirt that has found home in the cracks in her fingers, the callouses that come from working with the earth. The way she always keeps flowers and fruits around the house; reminders of the natural flow of abundance this earth thrives in. I am in love with his kindness + gentleness, his fierce protective energy when it comes to the few he lets into his heartspace. The way he smells like motor oil when he gets home, his fingers blackened in grease. We are a wolf pack and I feel more safe than I ever have in their arms.

Please note; I have changed the tiers! I feel deeply that I need to shift into valuing myself and my energy more. Thank you for understanding & please feel free to switch/sign up for new tiers as you see fit. <3 xo