Update/Apology + Fat Chat Episode 3
Added 2025-09-07 07:17:14 +0000 UTCHi everyone,
First and foremost I wanna apologize for the sound quality on the update part of this audio. I had to record it in public on my old iPhone six (long story that I sorta explain in the update lol) and while it’s understandable, it sounds so bad compared to my usual audios. I’m also writing this post from the phone so please forgive any typos or weird formatting stuff.
I honestly don’t know if I’m going to keep this post up, I really debated even recording it in the first place, but every time I try to re-record with less emotion it I just get upset all over again so I was like alright I’m just gonna post this and hope for the best. The episode of Fat Chat was recorded back in June, so verrrry different vibe than the update lol. I was listening back to it like ‘wow, life was so good and I didn’t even know it’😭
Anyways, I’m going to do my best to try and get everything together with a new laptop so I can go back to my normal posts, and in the meantime I’ll be posting old commissions or scrapped audios so that you guys will still have content. I have one more prerecorded episode of Fat Chat and several audios that I never shared because they used the readers real name, so I’ll be muting names/identifying details and putting those up.
It’s been about an hour since I recorded the update and I’m still sitting in the same coffee shop (thankfully anybody that say me crying left lol) and at this point I’m just trying to be solution oriented and not give up entirely. I don’t know exactly what I’m gonna do, but I cannot emphasize enough how much I appreciate you all for bearing with me. Thank you so much, I truly love this community and I feel absolutely awful for the ways I’ve let you down.
I’m going to make the last chapters of Amusement Park Pounds available to the other tiers today, so if you’ve been interested, check it out! Again, this is all happening on the oldest iPhone in the world (I fr don’t know how it still turns on) so again, please bear with any technical difficulties.
Love,
Kallie
Comments
Oh… I’m sorry. I’m still getting caught up, since I mostly knew your YouTube and Wattpad content. It’s so tough starting out in the workforce today, especially with how AI is eroding a lot of coding/creative roles and entry level opportunities. Hope you’re feeling more at peace now and have settled into a new rhythm. I admire how hard you work, and hope that you’re also taking time for self-care and are being compassionate with yourself. A story that I’m missing is “The Rise of Nancy Henderson” (although I think I may have seen it on FF again not too long ago?). I’m a male feedee, but because most of the best weight gain fiction involves female feedees, I often end up consuming those stories and just imagining myself in the scenarios. I wonder if anyone misses any of my stories? I keep going through phases of high creative output followed by periods of shame, where I end up destroying a lot of my own content, so some of what I’ve written doesn’t exist anywhere anymore.
Chris
2025-12-04 02:53:43 +0000 UTCLife can be such a d*€k sometimes - I’m sorry the universe is having such a nasty go at you right now! Honestly, I’ve been there too, (several times throughout my 20’s) and one thing I learned is that as long as you keep trying you will get to the other side. Also, as a patron I view my subscription as a way to support you, as an artist - it’s not just a transaction to me and I’m happy to continue supporting you through this time!
ErinAF
2025-09-13 17:47:53 +0000 UTC
