Skoon

Update on the Applejack

Added 2019-12-24 22:07:09 +0000 UTC

I have been trying for two days now to finish it. I am still languishing in the lineart phase.

I am not having any trouble with the image! Not at all. However, there has been a delay because...

I. Cannot. FOCUS.

I do legitimately suffer from ADD, and it seems to be on a conquest through my brain at the worst possible time. On top of that, I am on a bit of a manic upswing so I am even more all over the place than usual. Anybody who understands what ADD does knows what I mean; it's like your brain is an entirely separate person you have to constantly argue with to get it to sit down and play along; and it is utterly exhausting.

Nothing I've tried to get my brain to stop wandering away has worked. Not music, not conversation, nor hardcore attempts to brute-force myself. I am aggravated beyond belief now; as tomorrow is Christmas and I started this thing with plenty of time to make the holiday, yet here I am. Again.

I'm genuinely upset.

I mean really upset at this.

Please forgive me if the image is delayed until after Christmas itself. :( Though I am not gonna stop trying, I am about ready to smash my head into a brick wall, and cannot promise it'll be done tomorrow.