UPDATE
Added 2023-03-09 21:22:27 +0000 UTCHello everybody and thank you for your patience.
There is a lot to write about, but step by step:
1.) My mother is recovered, but my father's condition is something I have to accept and never take a day for granted.
2.) I have been constantly updating on Discors and Twitch, for the following reasons: a.) It's where I can chat in real time with the community. || b.) Being there helped me cope with my situation. || c.) Games help me concentrate on them because they only advance if I interact, while a movie or a series, under my mental circumstance, was not going to maintain my atention for long, because it does not require it to move on, and my reactions would have been crap and senseless.
3.) During those streams and chats, I explained I have been since the 23rd of January working morning at an apprenticeship to comply with my Master Degree, and afternoon at my actual work, and obviously my Master Degree classes. So if the family struggles were not enough, I was literally deprived from a moment of rest, making even more important to turn on my PC at late night and play something that could keep me away from my reality, even if that meant less hours of sleep. My apprenticeship officially ended today, by the way.
Next weeks' weekend I shall start with the next Daredevil episodes, but regarding what I shall do on my channel I have still to decide.
So much has been going on since December... I am somewhat afraid nothing is over and something will punch me in the face (methaphorically) again. But what I have learned is that whatever I do, I have to do it because it makes me happy, and I find a moment of peace with it, not a stress. Of course everything to do must be entertaing for the viewer who seeks such content, but until now I was more stressing out than enjoying anything.
With that being said:
- I am done with trying to please everybody 🫠 There shall be a scheduled content and a "community choice" content, further information coming up as soon as I prepare everything to start over.
- Everything I shall create will be for fun. But if somebody shall not find it entertaing it's ok, I respect it, we're still buddies 🤗❤️ No drama is needed.
Most of the content I shall create I want it to be live with Patreon members, and the connection is going to be Discord and YouTube's unlisted streaming.
This is all I have for now 🥰 I was not going to write yet, I wanted to wait until everything was defined, but I have seen some comments and understand the concern.
Stay safe and thank you for everything! 🫂
Comments
Sending hugs and best wishes for you and your family
Dennis McClernan Jr
2023-03-10 07:02:30 +0000 UTCDuaffy, thank you for the update, now we can breathe a sigh of relief and start preparing for your eventual return. Start slowly at first, maybe once or twice a month, and then when you feel more comfortable, well, you decide. We all love you Duaffy, and look forward to your return. 💛 times infinity.
james flack
2023-03-09 23:27:44 +0000 UTCYou do what you need to do. And if anybody has a problem with that then they need to grow up and realize it's not all about them.
Richard Maurer
2023-03-09 23:25:21 +0000 UTC