What the fuck is going on ?
Added 2024-01-20 00:52:12 +0000 UTCHey y’allllllllll?!!!
once again, your Patreon contributions have helped me make my rent by the hair of my chinny chin chin !
I took some time away from feeling obligated to post and share for the last couple months. To my surprise, y’all have stuck around. I’m in awe ! And through this hiatus have a new found excitement and view on my relationship to this platform.
mainly (if we more being real here) , I’ve been going through the gnarliest break up I’ve ever experienced in my 27 years of life. The dust has settled just enough for me to say thank you and share this demo that I’ll be releasing at some point in this year of 2024.
admits the break up, elliott and I are still somehow finding a way to mix and master the last song (matrix) of my 3 part series. I’m really excited for all three of the songs to be out.
as for THIS DEMO!!!
I wrote this back in 2021 ? 2022 ? With Elliott as a silly demo and we ended up going offfffff. While we were messing around and riffing, my very best good friend jackie texted me. She was having a bad trip and needed someone to ground her. I told her, “ it’s just your new brain. It’s not a bad brain!” She responded by saying “yeah, it’s just something I gotta get used to.”
I’ve tripped my fair share. The last time I tripped hard, I realized there’s no such thing as a good or a bad trip. And this song has played a huge roll in owning my ooey gooey, shadowy subconscious that comes up all the time during a trip. But also, it’s no different than depression or anxiety. It’s not bad, it’s just something you gotta get used to. Feels like good time to share this while pluto, the planet of the subconscious, goes into aquarius tomorrowwww ! Aka literally the Age of Aquarius.
I alsoo looooooove other people’s trip stories. Like, live for them. So if you feel inclined to cheer me up , please share away your favorite trip memories or stories ! Good great and ugly !
more soon
xoxo
wolf
Comments
Dude this is a f*ckin’ amazing song
Dyl
2024-06-22 01:38:06 +0000 UTCive only tripped once and it was last summer with two of my best friends. we had a friend drive us from boulder, co to the edge of wyoming late that night to see the northern lights. i remember us getting out of the car in the dark and i was so uncertain of where we were but walking forward i felt so sure and comforted by the uncertainty. we all huddled in a group embrace at this lakes edge and looked up at the stars and watched them reflect on the water. a giant flock of ducks slowly got closer and closer to us the whole night. it was a really special night i hold close to my heart. i sometimes think i cant ever trip again simply because nothing will reach that kind of serenity!
rebecca
2024-01-21 04:07:39 +0000 UTC
