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FULL MOON fEeLiNgs !!!

Last full moon of the year, babies. I wanna hear alllll about your takeaways and vibes and feelings and fears and excitements right now. Feel free to comment away or private message me ๐Ÿบโšก๏ธ๐ŸŒ

I, myself, ME am feeling really resistant and blocked. Kinda like if I was a river, there's definitely a giant tree damming me up somewhere. ( and not in a sexual way )

I think I need to work on rejection. 

First off, I am so, so, sososo so, deeply grateful for every single one of you who have pledged your money to support this thingy I'm doing. I really can't believe it sometimes. But this thing I'm doing is so vulnerable, and raw, a weird - weird in a good way but still weird. And to be completely honest, I felt so embarrassed after I  launched it. These days, everything is "so much cooler" the "less you care" and it's all about this sort of effortless artsy cool kid vibe. And yeah, that's not me. I have definitely tried. But to have publicly staked my claim, being like "Hey I really care about this a lot and believe in myself!" brought on an obscene amount of embarrassment. 

So we're working on that. 

I have a ton of ideas that I'm excited about but I'm finding it very difficult to sort everything out, organize and carry on with it all. Things feel foggy, silty the more I move around. Very frustrating for a Virgo moon with a Mars in Aries. Cuuuutteee. 

Anyways, I think social media portrays full moons as this sort of ritualistic, manifestation time and I suppose it can be. But I feel like, it's a time to just fucking brain dump, word vomit everything you've been keeping under the surface. 

That can be good stuff too! What are you deeply excited about, looking forward to? What are you most fearful of right now? Where are you domesticating yourself? Are you being called to focus on your external or internal relationships? 

What would you do or say if no one got mad at you? What are you not letting yourself do? 

When was the last time you felt worthy? 

I'm so grateful for my close friends when we talk about what's coming up for us during the full moons because we get hear how we are all going through it. It feels very primal, in a way. I wish we could all sit around a big bonfire right now and just air all our hopes, dreams, fears, and worries out together.  

Let yourself be messy.

Happy Full MOon ๐Ÿฎ ๐ŸŒ™ 

xoxo

Wolf

FULL MOON fEeLiNgs !!!

Comments

Ooof, I feel you!! Putting out music is probably one of the most scary and vulnerable things to do. I've been putting it off for three years. Whenever you end releasing it'll be the perfect timing !!!

Hannah Wolf

Momma Moon is challenging me: internal relationship to my own attractiveness, fears around putting out music. She also is giving me a new love for doing housework ๐Ÿฆ†

Nick Rattray


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