Something a little different for today.

This set above was shot when I was touring Darwin in June 2021. I've had these pics edited in my hard drive for a while now but I was always hesitant to post this set. 

*sensitive topic below regarding s*xual assault
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Quite a few of my fans have reached out in the past day actually! When I announced that my second instagram and twitter accounts were going to be about my spiritual journey of self care and love - I was expecting many to unfollow which I'm not bothered by as I warned there was no sexy content going up on those pages. Surprisingly many are supportive and were more than happy to follow and are actually more excited to hear my personal thoughts rather than seeing sexy pics.

Any who, one thing I never really opened up about that I was s*xually assaulted by a client the night before these photos. Not going to go into the details - but f*ck it was shit. I would think my words of saying "no" multiple times were enough however it was like I wasn't even human to him - my obvious signs of discomfort didn't matter, didn't even react to them. 

It's funny what the mind does to us. It ends up replaying every other negative I've had similar to this feeling all in one hit. Through my experience over the years I've managed to avoid negative emotions by saying to myself "I'm fine!" In the end, it's not sustainable which has likely influenced me to start my new page. I'm on instagram and twitter so far as @vivthenomad - not feeling creative enough right now for another name but that works so far. 8) 

I still will be working with face to face meets (after lockdown) but I've decided to take a step down from this being my full-time career. I was extremely lucky to have Ellie with me at this time. Literally dealt with me crying for about two days but she fed me some mangoes so that was lovely. 8) I'm good overall though - I'm excited for what the future holds and I know it won't be easy but in the end - the natural highs from life will be worth it. x