RIP Armadillo
Added 2021-11-19 21:54:22 +0000 UTCSo, let me tell you a story about how I was driving in the middle of nowhere Missouri and I accidentally ran over an armadillo (for which I feel horrible but it was night and I couldn't see through the rain) and then my tire kinda just....committed not-alive and I had to get a new tire in the middle of a thunderstorm in a Walmart parking at 11pm while sobbing crying and having a panic attack and then spent the whole next two and some aught days trying to find a dealership worth a damn to fix my van (that is also my house) and thus this and some other things sent my poor chronic depression into a spiral to the point that I was essentially a sick puddle on the floor of my van for a week aside from the few moments I was able to try and exist as a human....
so there will be no audios this week, but next week is looking up! Thank you all for understanding how hard mental illness can be and how much I still love producing content for you all even when....well, my brain breaks for a bit. I'd really appreciate if you'd all throw out some ideas for audios you'd like to see (especially spicer ones) since I'm trying to get the ol' gears working again and you're all so inspiring! I love you and sorry for this hiccup!
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I think I've said this before, but your vids are always a pleasant surprise. It's not that i don't care, but I usually have plenty to keep me occupied throughout the week, so I forget your upload schedule constantly, so it's always a nice surprise to see something new in the feed.and i don't mind relistening to old content. In no way am i or (I'm guessing a lot of the other listeners) feeling impatient with the amount of content you put out. Road troubles are the worst and armadillos are very unfortunate casualties, so you have my sympathies. Rest up be well.
that1otherJake
2021-11-20 04:33:57 +0000 UTCGlad you are feeling even a bit better now and I would recommend trying to refocus and breathe with intent, whenever things seem to spiral out of your control. You are always in control. Life doesn't really pull its punches sometimes, but you are here and you are okay. That should give you hope and courage for whatever lies ahead. Don't be disheartened by the tough challenges you face, but take solace in knowing that you have the power to overcome each and every single one. I truly believe that and I believe in you. On a side note, I really appreciate the picture of the armadillo on this post. Not to make fun of the situation, I love animals, but for some reason it made me have one of those (mild) laughing fits when the situation is not appropriate, so thanks and sorry for that, at the same time. Be good.
Mihai
2021-11-19 23:33:56 +0000 UTC
