Regarding monthly poll + other things (please read)

hi everyone, i'll try to keep this short. for the past few days i've been feeling very limited, perhaps trapped thanks to this site. i kept comparing myself to other patreon artists, adding benefits, but in the end it only overwhelmed me. it might not seem like i do a lot, but doing sketch commissions, monthly poll art, exclusive sketches, step by step pics etc is slowly draining me, so there are going to be some changes again.

1. i will no longer post step by step process. i basically do the same everytime and i don't know if it helps anyone. i'm awful at explaining things and it just makes me stressed. i will post speedpaint whenever i stream on piczel, though.

2. no monthly poll next month. same as the reason below, after drawing latest poll winner (which i'll post in a bit), i think i need to improve my expressions and anatomy more so i'd like to study more next month

3. R4VEn tier will be removed. i think this is one of the reasons stopping me from opening normal commissions and while sketch commissions are pretty quick to draw, i think i need a break from them.

4. a 2 month break might happen in january. i don't know if this will 100% happen, but i'm in a project that helps young people find a job abroad. if they find a suitable job for me, i'll be leaving in january. i will keep my patreon open in case anyone wants to still support me, but i'll update you all once i know more details.

i know i'm posting this just 2 days before the next month and i'm really sorry, but PLEASE change your tier or unpledge so you don't get charged more.

i want to thank everyone who's been supporting me, either shortly or for a while. your support has helped me a lot both financially and personally and i'm happy to see so many people decided to pledge ❤️

thank you all so much and i hope you understand my situation!