What is happening
Added 2023-03-30 23:36:53 +0000 UTCHi everyone.
As some of you may have seen, I made a twitter post about my current problems. I am ashamed of that post. Since posting it, I've constantly been thinking about deleting it. I feel like its wrong for me to vent my problems into the ether. And most of all, i'm ashamed that I now look like someone who begs for attention.
I am not that well. Physically, I caught some bug. I am getting better, but the fevers, dizzyness and passing out is not great.
Mentally, Well, I feel like I fuck everything up that I touch. All the work I put into making renders, only to end up in debt. A year wasted, that's what keeps running through my mind.
The third image of this post is a preview render of how badly i messed the set's lighting up from the previous image. It doesnt even look like the same lighting setup, and sadly, it also took an hour to render in viewport mode. Not to mention, you can't even tell that's powergirl. I'll try to include her normal PG outfit in the first few opening renders so that its obvious who that is.
Otherwise, I tried to make shylily, to distract myself. The markings are nearly finished, but her body and face are difficult. Hair is straight up impossible. My current mindset isnt helping either.
I'm sorry.
I hope to do as much as I can in april.
Thank you for sticking by.
Comments
She looks beautiful and definitely already love this character, take uour time and dont look at the past year as crap, take as a learning experience that can benefit you in the long run, even if you're in a bad mind set its up to you to take control of the negative thoughts in your mind and tell them they can stick around but they will not influence what you do from now on, everyone has their bad times and usually its just a phase and just like a phase its only temporary you get through it, keep fighting through it and you'll become stronger for it😇😊
General Cellron XD
2023-03-31 00:27:16 +0000 UTC
