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A quick lil update

Hi everyone.

I wanted to write out a little update for everyone, in regards to what i've been doing and whats going on.

In terms of content, I have to sadly admit I havent done anything. Most of my time is occupied with studying or fixing stuff that breaks at home. The render above is an the first render of the new set, but its been made a few weeks ago at this point: I havent made a second one because after changing the pose and camera angle, the lighting went to shit again, and I lost all drive to work on it.

In terms of life, everything is very quiet. My mind keeps telling me its the calm before the storm, and I feel anxious all the time - which doesnt really help my burnout.

And thats about it. The exams I have lined up are on the 28th and 31st, so I'll know immidiately if i am thrown out of uni or not. If I do get thrown out, i'll give patreon a shot as a fulltime job. Might as well.

And I'd like to say thank you, once again. Your support means a lot to me right now. Thank you.

A quick lil update

Comments

I hope you get through everything and have a good rest and who knows what ever happens hopefully it will be a good outcome and that uni sounds like a robotic unfeeling machine and thats not good at all that shows an extreme lack of respect and empathy for human mental health and in turn physical health because the mental can have a strong effect on the physical if not taken care of with a compassionate helping hand, I hope you have supports around you besides our supportive comments to help you with any struggles you may or may not be having but we're all here to support you anyway 😊

General Cellron XD

That sucks. But any help you can get for yourself may really help.

Tannerbot

I once asked them about some advice on dealing with a mentally ill family member, since my uni has some services like that. The reply I got was ''Not our problem'' and ''We dont accept family problems as excuses for not showing up for classes and/or exams.''

Suefan3DX

Good luck on your tests! Also, you may be suffering from depression. Does your college have mental health counseling? They may be able to help you navigate your feelings.

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