19-180

EP.180 Worries  

Several days have passed. 

Since Juhee and Seoyeon arrived, the stud barn became a bit livelier. 

After becoming part of the direct line, Juhee had gotten a little more boastful, but only in front of branch family members or direct line girls more insignificant than herself. In front of me, she was still a cute bitch. 

Seoyeon adapted well to life at the barn. She must have known from the start that I’d have to have sex with other people, but at first she looked a bit shocked. 

But with me and Juhee taking good care of her, she soon became accustomed. 

After that, she rarely showed her feelings even while working. 

Occasionally, whenever there was free time, I’d meet up and have sex with Seoyeon alone. But the fact that the two of us kept disappearing didn’t go unnoticed by Dambi, and naturally, Juhee found out as well. 

Juhee, who knew the reason for Seoyeon's discomfort with men, was quite surprised. 

She even asked me how I became close to Seoyeon so quickly. 

I just gave my cock a slap and called it an explanation. It made total sense in this world. 

Naturally, Juhee nodded in understanding. 

Ah, and it has also been quite a while since Master and the Ritual Director have visited. 

Master didn’t need to come to the barn, since I would go visit for martial arts lessons. 

The Ritual Director seemed to be busy researching sorcery for my sake. 

I was worried that the shaman might not allow it, but thankfully, I heard from Dambi that permission had been granted and that I might need to help out soon. 

Anyway, with the two directors not coming to see me, their juniors had more opportunities. 

Accordingly, my daily routine changed a bit. 

One client in the morning, two in the afternoon. Like that, I took guests, and whenever I had free time, I soothed the jealousy of Dambi, Juhee, and Seoyeon with my cock. 

Honestly, I was living through days where my cock never dried up, but at least I was guaranteed personal time before bed after my work was over. 

All men need some alone time, however long or short. I’m no different. 

Sex was something I could enjoy and be happy with, but it was something I could do whenever I wanted. 

That’s why I used that precious free time as actively as possible mainly by promoting the barn to bring in more women. 

The Cheon women I’d met so far were all into men. 

Arrogant, headstrong, and contemptuous of men, but still plagued with sexual frustration. 

But after wandering around and talking to as many as possible, I found there were girls who weren’t like that. 

So sometimes I flashed my hard cock in front of them or used various sex appeal tactics. 

I’ve been feeling good these days. Maybe because even if it’s technically work, I get some guaranteed personal time. 

Actually, the main reason is the news that Seoyeon brought me, which still makes me smile when I think about it. 

“Hehe.” 

That news was simply: Sera is pregnant. Mari and Auntie, who had sex with me at the time, weren’t pregnant. 

The reason was that you can’t fight while pregnant, but Sera had handed over the throne to Mari and stepped back from the front lines, making pregnancy possible. 

Anyway, that’s why Sera was said to be all smiles these days. 

Unlike the rest of the family, who are caught up in near-constant masturbation and dripping girl juices, Sera was apparently calmly patting her belly and communing with her fetus. 

“How amazing and beautiful will the child that looks like me and Sera be?” 

For reference, I’m currently lying on the main house bed in the stud barn, fantasizing about a happy future. 

Having just sent off a client after fucking her until she passed out, my head felt fairly clear. 

“Dear, do you want a daughter or a son?” 

Today’s cleaning duty falls to Juhee, who asked as she swept and wiped the floor. 

Seoyeon had once been shocked by the idea of her beloved husband having impregnation sex with another woman and having to clean up the aftermath herself. 

But she picked herself up from that sadness by telling herself, "Those are the enemies, but I am the only one who knows my husband’s secret." 

That’s what she told me anyway. 

Now, there was no hint of anxiety on her face. 

“Hmm… I don’t know.” 

Honestly, I’d prefer a daughter. I want to put princess dresses and squeaky shoes on my little girl, give her piggyback rides, and take her to amusement parks. 

It’s a small but precious dream of mine. 

But that isn’t to say I’d dislike having a son. 

After all, any child born of my love with Sera is my child. 

“It doesn’t matter either way. The kid’s mine.” 

So I just gave a vague answer. 

If I said I wanted a daughter, but ended up with a son, how sad would Sera be hearing that? 

Would I be able to hide even a bit of that emotion when I looked at the child? 

What if the child sensed something and felt guilty? 

“Hmmm…” 

Thinking about becoming a father made me a bit sentimental. What if? Could it be? My thoughts snowballed one after another. 

I thought being a dad would just make me happy, but I see now that’s not all there is. 

I have huge respect for parents everywhere. 

‘Except a few.’ 

Maybe my expression got complicated while I was thinking, because Seoyeon put the vacuum down and came over. 

She grabbed my head as I lay on the bed and placed it on her lap, gently stroking me. 

She didn’t ask anything, but she didn’t need to. Words just flowed out. 

“I was thinking about the weight of being a father.” 

Turns out, without me realizing, I ended up relying quite a bit on Seoyeon the only one sharing my secret at Munyeosan. 

“I’m so worried with just Sera pregnant when the other family members… and even you, Seoyeon, have babies too, will I be a good father? All I know how to do is have sex…” 

And besides… 

I’ve also creampied every Cheon woman who’s come to me so far. 

I only used my guaranteed impregnation ability on those ranked below director. 

But eventually I’ll have to impregnate even the directors, and the women below them are already a sure thing. 

Even if the women of Munyeosan are technically my enemies, the children that will be born are my own. 

Doesn’t that mean I really should give those births my blessings? 

No, not just bless them, but truly rejoice as their father. 

They’ll all become addicted to my cock and get pregnant and bear kids. 

Should I really use and discard all of that as a weapon? 

Moreover. 

“Before coming here, I didn’t know. I always heard they were our family’s enemies, so I thought they were all scary, cold-blooded monsters. But after living here, I realized they’re all just normal women.” 

Scenes like tying up their messy hair and rushing out to work, saying they overslept; 

Or trying to maintain dignity as heirs of noble families, but sneaking laughs while watching TV in secret. 

They’re all people I don’t have any kind of relationship with at least not yet. But even so, I feel so sentimental inside. And what about the women who’ve already slept with me, formed a teacher-disciple bond, or come to think of me as their lover? 

“In a fight, those people would grab their weapons and charge into battle even with pregnant bellies. I can’t stop thinking about that.” 

“If those women just don’t join the fight, that won’t happen, right?” 

Seoyeon, who’d stayed quiet, spoke up. 

She was right, but honestly, it was also unrealistic. 

“Would they really? They’re all so proud of their family roots.” 

“But your husband is here now.” 

“……” 

I opened my eyes to look up at Seoyeon. Even from below, her lovely face smiled gently. 

“Sera knows. She knows that while you’re here, some of your feelings will go to them. But she sent you here anyway.” 

“……” 

“She believed in you. She trusts you won’t betray your family, and she trusts that even if you worry now, you’ll eventually find your answer.” 

“……That’s true.” 

“And she also had a message for me to give to you.” 

“What is it?” 

I lifted my head from her generous thighs. Sitting up on the bed, I faced her. 

“She said, do what you want.” 

“Do what I want?” 

She nodded. 

“She said, if you’re not sure what you want, do what you’re good at.” 

“What I’m good at…” 

That’s much simpler than the first question. 

“And… if you get greedy, think about how to accomplish both.” 

“What you want, what you’re good at.” 

I fell deep into thought. 

By now, Seoyeon should have finished cleaning and would be pursing her lips lewdly, saying, “All that’s left is cock cleaning. I’ll do it nice and clean for you♥!” 

But for now, she quietly gave me some space. 

“What I want and what I’m good at…” 

What I want… I don’t really know, but ultimately I just want a happy life with my women. 

What I’m good at is obvious. Sex. Sex. 

“Use what I’m good at to get what I want…” 

Does living happily through sex make sense as a goal? 

“Desire.” 

I have a lot of desire. When I see a pretty woman, I want to have sex. If I have sex, I want to make her happy. 

But I don’t give my heart to every woman. 

Like that idol group from Everblue Entertainment, and all the customers who’ve come to see me here. 

I don’t really have any special affection for them. At best, it’s, “Live a happy life,” as I see them out the door. 

If they’re not unhappy, that’s enough. Whatever happens to them after, it’s not my business. 

But Dambi, Juhee, Master, Ritual Director women I care about I can’t just turn my back on them. 

“So… I want to make them all happy.” 

Then, how? 

“…That’s simple.” 

In the end, it’s sex. 

Everything leads to sex. 

I came here because I’m good at sex, I’m having sex now, and all I want is to have sex with the women I love. 

Cause: sex; Process: sex; Result: sex. 

The Theory of Sex in All Things. 

“Everything in the world is sex.” 

And since I’m the best at sex, I’m the strongest. 

The worry and guilt fade, replaced by confidence and purpose. 

“It’s sex, sex.” 

I shouted it, but it didn’t feel powerful enough. 

“It’s sex, sex!” 

Still not satisfying. 

“Seeeex! Sex!” 

I yelled so loud the whole barn echoed, then got up from my seat. 

Humming, I headed for the bath. 

“Words ending in ‘-ex’ sex, harem sex, lesbian sex, frustrated married woman ovulation sex, virgin bitch corruption sex, mother-daughter competition for cock stew sex, sex where you thought she was your girlfriend so you fucked her but it turned out to be her older sister and now you’re caught in a legendary secret affair sex…” 

The song continued even after the shower was over.