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EP.208 The Shocking and Terrifying Bucket List 

Having regained her human status, Heo Seong-ah still fidgeted with an uncomfortable expression. 

"Why are you so stiff?" 

"It's... just awkward." 

"Yeah?" 

Living without urethral and anal plugs, 

being able to relieve herself freely, 

sitting comfortably on the sofa watching TV, 

eating at the table with a spoon, 

walking upright on two legs, 

enjoying a leisurely daily life without training or torture, 

... 

... 

... 

and various other things. 

Heo Seong-ah suddenly gained freedoms that should have been normal for any human. 

She should have been overjoyed, but she couldn’t shake off the awkward and uncomfortable feelings. 

After all, she never knew when her master’s attitude might suddenly change again. 

"Then do you want to just go back to being female livestock?" 

"What?" 

"I really love you, and you’ve shown so many exemplary behaviors that I made you human again. But if you don’t like it, you can go back to being female livestock." 

"Uh, well..." 

"You don’t want that, right?" 

"Hhic..." 

Having urethral and anal plugs stuffed in all day, 

not being allowed to relieve herself without permission, 

having to eat with her head pressed to the floor, 

never even dreaming of sitting on the sofa, 

never allowed to use human tools, 

crawling on elbows and knees until they were ruined, 

enduring endless training and torture without rest, 

... 

... 

... 

Going back to such a rightless life as female livestock? 

"N-no, I really don’t want that!!" 

She truly, sincerely hated it. 

"Then will you obediently be my girlfriend?" 

"Yes! I’ll be your obedient girlfriend, Master! Please make me do anything you want!" 

"With that attitude, how are you any different from livestock? Haha!" 

Jun-ha laughed carelessly and stretched. 

"It’s boring to just sit around... Should we do something couples do together?" 

"Yes?" 

Jun-ha returned from his room with a set of origami paper, a pen, and a glass vase. 

He brought two packs of origami, each with 100 sheets, and handed one to Heo Seong-ah. 

"Master, what’s this?" 

"We’re going to write a bucket list. You know what a bucket list is, right?" 

"Yes? Yes... Is it okay to write anything..?" 

"No. Write things you wanted to do or eat if you had a lover. We’ll each write 100, put them in the glass jar, and pick one each day to do together. Sound good?" 

"Yes..! I-I like that..!" 

"But whatever you pick, you have to do it. No veto. Same for you and me." 

"Yes!" 

The two sat back-to-back, wrote on the back of each origami sheet, folded them, and put them in the jar. 

Since their folding styles were a little different, it was easy to tell whose was whose. 

"Hmmm... This is harder than I thought. Isn’t it for you too?" 

"Yes, Master. But I’m happy because there are so many things I want to do..!" 

"Yeah." 

Jun-ha quickly wrote about 20, then struggled to think of more. 

Meanwhile, Heo Seong-ah cheerfully filled hers. 

Going for a walk outside. 

Dining at a fancy restaurant. 

Shopping for clothes at a department store. 

Trying local street food. 

Traveling abroad. 

... 

She didn’t really expect Jun-ha to grant her wishes. 

Knowing they were impossible, she poured her dreams into the list. 

So, 70... 80... 90... 

With just three left, she ran out of ideas. 

Thinking deeply, she wrote down what she truly wanted from him right now. 

Don’t hurt me. 

Because being treated roughly was so hard. 

She hated violence and electric shocks. 

Don’t make me take drugs. 

Every time she took those suspicious white pills, she felt strange. 

Her body floated, her senses became hypersensitive, and her mind went blank except for her master’s face. 

... She’d unconsciously pledge her love to him. 

Even though she felt resistance, she couldn’t hide her racing heart. 

If this kept happening... 

She felt she might truly fall in love with Jun-ha someday. 

And finally, the last one. 

End the female livestock life. 

What more could she say? 

She wanted to escape right away, but she couldn’t handle the consequences, so she just obeyed and waited for her chance. 

No matter how strong her dependence on the drugs, she held onto hope that she could escape someday, and kept her mind strong. 

Meanwhile, Jun-ha was under the illusion that she had become a wholly obedient female livestock in both body and mind. 

"I’m done writing!" 

"Okay, just wait a bit~" 

Heo Seong-ah quietly watched his mood as she put her papers in the jar. 

Soon Jun-ha finished his 100 and added them, and together they mixed all 200 papers in the jar. 

"Let’s decide what to do today." 

Rather than deciding each day on the spot, picking something from the jar seemed like a great way to confirm their affection for each other. 

Smiling happily, Jun-ha picked up a paper, glanced at its fold, and quietly put it back, choosing another. 

He repeatedly picked and put back papers, clearly searching for one he wrote. 

Heo Seong-ah, expecting this, just waited with a calm smile. 

"Finally picked one~" 

After a while, Jun-ha pulled out a paper. 

"Let’s see what it says~" 

"Yeah! I’m excited!" 

"Right? Then you open it yourself." 

"Okay!" 

Thinking of Jun-ha’s shy personality, Heo Seong-ah dared to hope for something sweet. 

Maybe an all-night game session, a late-night movie, a cozy meal at a scenic restaurant... 

She thought she could handle anything like that, and opened the paper with a big smile. 

"Eh... Eh..?" 

The moment she read it, her face froze. 

No wonder... 

"Let’s see~ Oh, it’s ‘Get a piercing’!" 

"Hhic.!!" 

What Jun-ha wrote was not something any couple would want to do. 

"M-master... Isn’t this... against the rules... isn’t it?" 

Heo Seong-ah protested in a trembling voice. 

She was afraid to say anything, worried about upsetting him, 

but she absolutely did not want to quietly go get a piercing. 

"Really? What’s wrong with it?" 

"Huh?" 

"We said to each write something we wanted to do as a couple. That includes things to do together, things you want the other person to do, things you want them to do for you... all sorts of stuff, right?" 

"Still..." 

"You could have written ‘give me a piercing’ for me too, you know." 

Jun-ha hadn’t broken any rules. 

He had simply written what he truly wanted from his lover. 

It was Heo Seong-ah who misunderstood the rules from the start. 

"And Seong-ah, you promised. No refusing, just accept it quietly." 

"Hhic..! But..." 

It was unfair. 

She was so upset she thought she’d go crazy. 

If she’d just picked properly, she never would have gotten this punishment. 

After all that picking and choosing, to land on ‘get a piercing’... 

This was nothing but a torture disguised as a lover’s act. 

"See this number?" 

"Huh??" 

If you looked closely, next to ‘Get a piercing’ was the number ‘10’ scribbled in rough handwriting. 

"That means you’ll get 10 piercings on your body." 

"Hhic.!!" 

One was scary enough, but ten? 

Where would all those piercings go? 

"Master, isn’t 10 a bit... too much..." 

"Nope, you picked it, so you have to do it." 

Jun-ha had planned this from the start. 

Being a girlfriend was just a pretext. 

He genuinely wanted to treat Heo Seong-ah as a person, not just female livestock. 

But he couldn’t accept keeping such a broken, dumb cock-sleeve onahole as a girlfriend. 

He would treat her as a human, but never forget the training of livestock. 

As her boyfriend, he intended to spare no effort to make her a perfect onahole. 

"Let’s go, then. We have to get to the piercing shop, so get ready." 

"Hhic... Master..." 

"If you beg one more time, I’ll get angry." 

"Hhic..!" 

Jun-ha took out a white hoodie from the closet that had never been worn and tossed it to Heo Seong-ah. 

He’d bought it as one-size-fits-all, but it was so big it looked like a hoodie dress on her petite frame, reaching all the way to her ankles. 

With the hood up to hide her face, she looked like any ordinary woman on the street. 

"Good. Let’s go." 

"R-really?" 

"Seong-ah, you don’t want the piercings, right? I know how you feel, but you promised to do whatever came up, even if you didn’t like it." 

"Still... Master..." 

No matter how she thought about it, this just wasn’t right. 

How could she change his mind? 

"Sigh... Seong-ah... let’s go, hurry up?" 

"Master, it’s just... I mean..." 

"Damn it, aren’t you coming? Are you going to keep resisting?!" 

"Hhic..!" 

In the end, Jun-ha, his anger at its peak, glared and scolded Heo Seong-ah.