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EP.132 Deep Despair 

The manager gathered Heo Seong-ah's wrists behind her back and handcuffed them. 

This was to prevent her from touching herself during the idle time, which would negate all the training so far. 

"B62" 

"Hic... Nngh..." 

"As promised, I'll give you 'rest time' in this state today." 

"Yes..." 

Her hair was pulled so tightly it felt like it would be ripped out, and her heels kept sinking towards the floor. 

For a normal person, this position would be unbearable after 10 minutes, making them break out in a cold sweat and scream for help... 

But remembering the previous training, Heo Seong-ah positively accepted this, thinking being left alone like this was much better. 

"Good. Then I'll come back tomorrow morning... but before that, I'll bring you a meal." 

It was time for the meal and excretion that ended the day's routine. 

Since she had just relieved herself uncontrollably earlier, he planned to only feed her hungry stomach and leave her be. 

"Nngh..." 

Though Heo Seong-ah wasn't hungry at all... she had no choice as livestock. 

She had to eat when told to eat and starve when told to starve. 

The manager who had left and returned held an ordinary food tray. 

The tray contained foods with various textures, from thin liquids like porridge to soft jellies to hard candy-like solids. 

"B62, do you remember the promise I made before? That if you endured the training well... I would surely let you have a 'human meal' instead of 'livestock feed'?" 

"Y-yes..." 

Had he said such a thing? 

Not remembering clearly, Heo Seong-ah nodded slightly as she answered. 

"Since this is your last meal at the shared facility, I'll keep that promise. I'll feed you myself, so open your mouth." 

"Hic... Yes..." 

Unable to see, she had no idea what food was in front of her. 

Though worried there might be foods she disliked, livestock had no choices anyway. 

"Please open your mouth." 

"Ah..." 

A spoon touched right in front of her face, and Heo Seong-ah slowly opened her jaw to take in some unknown hard solid. 

"Mmph..." 

Sugar cube? 

The small cube-shaped hard food had a bumpy surface and tasted slightly sweet. 

"How is it? Delicious?" 

"Uugh..." 

Though he had said it was an ordinary human meal... 

The solid Heo Seong-ah was eating was actually a nutritional food for livestock developed at the shared facility. 

It was popular among many owners because eating just one provided all the calories needed for a day. 

"Ugh... Uuh..." 

The moment she unconsciously bit down with her teeth, she jerked her waist and spat it out. 

"Nnghh..." 

A sharp toothache that made her want to cry stimulated her brain. 

Saliva dripped down her involuntarily opened jaw. 

"Huuh... Aah..." 

The toothache, once felt, did not quickly disappear but spread pain for a long time. 

Moaning from the extreme pain, Heo Seong-ah again felt the shape of the spoon poking at her lips. 

"B62, did you dare spit out the precious food without eating it? I'll feed you again, so this time please chew and eat it properly." 

"Nngh..." 

She barely managed to open her trembling jaw to take in the solid. 

"Mmph... Huuh..." 

She rolled it around in her mouth, tasting it. 

"Ugh... Uugh..." 

Though she only licked it with her tongue without using her teeth, she continuously felt pleasure as if rubbing a sensitive erogenous zone with fingers. 

With her throat tightly closed, she moaned, unable to even swallow her saliva properly. 

Eventually saliva leaked out between her closed lips and dripped down her chin. 

"What are you doing? I clearly told you to chew and eat it." 

"Uugh..." 

The moment she clenched her teeth to follow the manager's order, she felt an even more intense toothache than before and twisted her bound limbs. 

"Kyaaah!" 

She shook her head, screaming in agony with her jaw wide open. 

"Nngh... Hic..." 

Her teeth hurt so much. 

The pain of pressed nerves was unbearable. 

Once might be a coincidence... but not twice. 

"Nnghh!" 

The moment she clearly realized something was wrong in her mouth, the manager's words hit her like a bolt from the blue. 

"B62, your behavior just now confirmed it." 

"Huh...?" 

"Though the reaction is much more intense than the modification I wanted... In any case, due to the effects of the aphrodisiac, B62 has become a body that can never again eat a normal meal." 

"Hic..." 

She had realized it herself, but hearing it directly was a different feeling. 

Not only had her body become so sensitive that normal life was impossible, but she couldn't even eat properly. 

Could there be a more desperate situation in the world? 

"Because the nerves in your teeth have become extremely sensitive, it will be impossible to chew hard foods for the rest of your life. Even if you eat soft foods or thin foods like porridge, it will be difficult because the nerves in your teeth will be stimulated." 

The manager fed her a bluish jelly with a spoon, as if to let her experience it herself. 

"Mmph... Mph..." 

Though it certainly didn't hurt as much as before, it would be an obvious lie to say it didn't hurt at all. 

She felt both pain like needles continuously pricking her dental nerves and a pleasant sensation at the same time. 

Finally, the manager fed her warm milk porridge with a spoon. 

"Nnghaah!" 

This time she felt a sudden temperature change that made her gums burn, causing her to spit out the porridge. 

"Pfft." 

The manager involuntarily burst out laughing at Heo Seong-ah's condition, which was much more serious than he had expected. 

"Ah, I'm sorry. Your reaction was so amusing I couldn't help but laugh." 

"Uuu... Huu... Haah..." 

Heo Seong-ah, her lips tightly closed in shame, trembled her waist from the stimulation of her teeth touching each other, then opened her mouth wide like an animal and stuck out her tongue. 

"Heu... Heah..." 

She realized that extending her tongue out of her mouth as far as possible with her jaw open was the only way to minimize stimulation. 

"Huu..." 

Would she have to live like this... for the rest of her life? 

Tears already blurred her vision at the bleak future ahead. 

"B62, first I'll apologize for your body being damaged beyond what I had imagined." 

His voice came filled with laughter, as if not sorry at all. 

"From now on, until the day your sentence ends, B62 will not be able to eat cold or hot foods, can only consume liquids with no viscosity, and must stick out your tongue and drool like an animal as you are now." 

"Huu..." 

"Your body will feel pleasant orgasms no matter where it's touched, feel intense pleasure to the point of losing reason when urinating, and live excreting transparent jelly that can't be called feces from your anus." 

"Nngh..." 

As if reminding her of all the modifications so far, the manager looked over Heo Seong-ah's lewdly changed body as he continued speaking. 

"And your anus has been artificially given protrusions to please your owner's penis, becoming an anal pussy, while your real pussy has become a vulgar hole that squirts whenever you feel good even without stimulation. Also, your mammary glands have been modified to produce warm, sweet breast milk when your breasts are kneaded." 

"Hic..." 

"Including various other modifications... B62 has become an 'ultra-sensitive lewd body' that can never return to normal for the rest of your life." 

"Nnghah..." 

She faced the brutal reality that she wanted to deny but couldn't. 

"Congratulations." 

"Hic..." 

It was an atmosphere where applause seemed appropriate, but how could the manager be happy when the person involved was crying and saddened like that? 

"B62, why do you keep crying? How can the person who should be happiest of all keep showing tears?" 

Be happy? 

About this situation? 

Did he think words were everything? No matter how she looked at it, it was a situation that felt only of despair. 

"Sigh... B62 is still young so you may not understand, but becoming a body that can be loved by your owner is a very happy thing." 

Not at all. 

No matter how she thought about it... 

It wasn't happy. 

"Isn't it better to become a female livestock loved by your owner than to be hated?" 

Not really... 

Wouldn't it be better to be hated and abandoned by the owner? 

She didn't want to receive unwanted love. 

"Will anything change no matter what I say?" 

Looking at her behavior so far, Heo Seong-ah's mindset would never change with just verbal training. 

Since she was born human, behavioral education was more effective than words. 

"This is something B62 must realize for herself. The process of that realization has been the training up to now, and tomorrow's final day will be when B62 is truly reborn as 'female livestock'." 

"..." 

She didn't want to answer. 

She no longer had the strength to answer. 

Rather than continuing such meaningless brainwashing education, it seemed much better to just be sold to an owner right now and pretend to give up, pretend to be obedient, and live as livestock. 

"Well then..." 

The manager finished speaking and gently rubbed Heo Seong-ah's cheek with his fingertip. 

From the sudden stimulation, Heo Seong-ah felt a pleasant orgasm as her waist trembled. 

"We'll rest for 3 hours and then start training again." 

"Yes... Huh?" 

Hadn't he clearly said... she would get to rest comfortably for the whole day today? 

And hadn't he said the training was all finished now? 

"Why are you so surprised? It's 9 PM now, so in 3 hours it will be tomorrow. I'm letting you rest for a day as promised." 

"Nngh..." 

Heo Seong-ah frowned, thinking she should have known it would end up like this. 

"Please rest well during this rest time that will never come again." 

Having said his piece, the manager... 

Left the room with a bright smile.