24-81

EP.81 Realization 

Friday. 

As time passed, over the past three days, I deeply realized the weight of giving up being human. The life where everything was controlled was far more difficult than I had expected. 

I was stripped of the rights I had enjoyed since birth and had to constantly watch my masters, doing my best not to displease them. 

From waking up to going to sleep, I had to be mindful of my masters' moods. The comfortable life I once knew was gone, and I spent most of my time on a thin blanket in the corner of the living room. 

Except for the daily walks, which felt like torture, I never left the house, and no other activities were forced upon me. In fact, I barely received any attention. 

What was most painful was that even when I drank my masters' urine every morning, they didn't feel any sexual desire towards me. This made me realize they didn't see me as a person. 

I was merely used as a footrest and couldn't properly relieve my pent-up excitement, leading to a miserable existence where my body and mind deteriorated. 

Despite this, my SNS account continued to post videos and photos daily, and my follower count surpassed 10,000. 

I spent the day looking at my phone, repeatedly reminding myself that I was not human, until I genuinely believed it. 

I showed my genitals to my masters and others without any shame or embarrassment, feeling as natural as a dog exposing itself to its owner. 

My vagina became increasingly itchy due to constant abuse, and I foolishly continued to damage it. 

When bored, I would move the dildos on the floor slightly and shake my hips to attract my masters' attention, even climbing onto them despite the difficulty of inserting the end due to the narrow opening. 

The feeling of being fully filled was satisfying, but today, my masters didn't play with me; they just watched. 

They were looking at my graduation photos in my room. 

"Our 4-ho was so cute back then~" 

"Hahaha! Ye-bin unnie was really intimidating. If someone introduced me to her, I'd ignore her and run away!" 

"Wow, Ye-bin unnie had a real gang leader vibe back then." 

Seeing my past life as a human made me feel embarrassed. 

When Ye-bin's name came up, I remembered I had to go to the karaoke bar the next day to sell my body. 

The anticipation of having sex with unknown men excited me, but Jung-su spoke to me with a smile: 

"Ah, 4-ho! This is your last week, so say goodbye properly. I've already talked to your sister." 

"Ahh... yes..." 

"Don't be sad. You'll become even more famous. If you get caught by the police, it'll be a hassle. You can have sex with anyone except your brother, so don't worry." 

I couldn't hide my disappointment, and Jung-su explained the situation. 

Meanwhile, Hye-na appeared with a towel and a razor. 

"Let's tidy up your pubic hair. Come here." 

I felt fully submissive, eager to do anything she asked. 

I lay down on the towel like a dog exposing its belly, and Hye-na sat in front of me, creating a scene like changing a baby's diaper. 

"Wow, your hair has grown a lot! Despite being sprayed with water during walks, your vagina still smells like rotten eggs. Stop leaking so much; it stinks!" 

I apologized for the smell, which had become worse since I couldn't wash properly for days. 

The smell and itchiness created a vicious cycle where I scratched more, making it worse. 

Il-ho said, "You're just a trashy person, used by losers. Why would you be fine? Keep scratching your diseased vagina like you always do." 

I realized that while selling my body, I hadn't worried much about STDs since clients were usually booked by Ye-bin, and I foolishly assumed there wouldn't be any issues. 

Now, I understood why Jung-su and Il-ho didn't use me. 

Hye-na applied shaving foam to my vagina, and the sound of the razor was pleasant as the hair was smoothly removed. 

She wiped my vagina with the towel, and I stood up, bowing my head in gratitude. 

"Thank you for shaving my trashy pubic hair! Hehe..." 

Hye-na corrected me, stepping on my head. 

"You say 'trashy' like it's an adjective, but you're just trash. Speak properly." 

"Yes... thank you for shaving my trashy pubic hair..." 

"Today, you're still stupidly stimulating your vagina. If you're good, I might let you suck my toes." 

I quickly put Hye-na's toes in my mouth and spent the day sucking them. 

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Saturday, 8 AM. 

I woke up to Jung-su's foot crushing my breasts and was dragged out naked, thrown into a car. 

The back seat had multiple layers of incontinence pads, and I was seated in the middle with my legs secured to the headrests. 

The headrests had black straps that could be fastened around my ankles. 

As my legs were spread wide, my vagina was naturally exposed, and I was ordered to keep it open. 

As the car started moving, I saw the outside scenery through the front windshield. 

It felt like I was displaying my vagina openly, but passersby didn't notice the inside of the car. 

"Ugh, the smell is disgusting! It's making me nauseous." 

As the car filled with the smell from my vagina, Il-ho covered his nose, and Jung-su rolled down the back windows. 

I was startled but hoped that people outside would see me since we weren't in Seoul. 

We arrived at Ye-bin's karaoke bar, and I was dragged out without any clothes. Jung-su and Il-ho left without letting me say goodbye. 

Standing outside in broad daylight, wearing a bright red dog collar, I felt different from before. 

My mindset had changed; I no longer cared who saw me. 

The wind blowing between my legs felt pleasant, and I shivered with excitement. 

As I sensed someone approaching, I quickly crawled into the karaoke bar on all fours. 

The door was open, and Ye-bin looked at me with disdain. 

"Oh my, you came like that? You've really given up being human, haven't you? Tsk, tsk... crazy girl." 

I greeted Ye-bin politely and headed to my room to clean myself before the clients arrived. 

Looking in the mirror, I saw that the tattoos from four days ago were still faint, and my nipples were sagging. 

My breasts still had purple bruises, but my clitoris was somewhat improved since it hadn't been touched during the walks. 

However, my appearance was still grotesque, far from normal. 

Determined to do my best for what I thought was my last day, I prepared myself. 

The night ended with a terrifying punishment session, but I managed to meet the beer cup quota and received decent scores for my vagina. 

I washed my vagina thoroughly after each client to avoid any smell, and the thicker plugs helped maintain a good grip. 

Unlike before, when clients complained about the looseness, today was better. 

A client even praised me, which gave me hope for a good score. 

"Wow, 39 times. You did a lot today, didn't you? What happened? Your grip isn't usually this good. Hehe, hurry up and finish." 

I was disappointed by the high number of times but adjusted my position to match Ye-bin's knee height. 

The whip cracked, and the pain was more intense than before, causing me to lose my posture repeatedly. 

After swallowing the semen collected in beer cups in front of Ye-bin, I finally ended the day. 

Exhausted, I fell asleep as soon as Ye-bin left.