Hi beautiful few things want to say a few things

So here it goes I hope it doesn't come of harsh you guys know how appreciative I am of each and everyone single on of you. My youtube will always be free for you guys my paetron I do have a subscription fee I have a good solid few that's my ride or dies you guys know who you are I appreciate you guys so much always being in my corner and helping me thru the process of being new here teaching me diffrent tricks and tips even help me emotionally when I'm having a hard day you guys know who you are thank u I definitely wouldn't be able to do this without uses. With that said there's been alot of people joining as free or cancel there subscription right away soon as they find out it free so I don't get paid. This content is more adult content I never did this in my life. Till recently obviously due to financial issues but I'm so glad I have though bc i meant a few of the most amazing people. I'm new to one adult content I feel like if I'm showing my body I do believe it shouldn't be for free I'm putting my self out there. I feel as my body is not free so I totally understand if you can't afford it life hard things are very expensive i only make 250 a month so far with youtube and on here about 250 a month thats nothing in the scheme of things right . Sorry i know that thid sounds mean rude or whatever buy please don't join for free I have a person pays a dollar a month right I respect that more then nothing. Until I figure out how to make the videos to be only seen by members that pay even if it's less then 20 its something I do this for work as other things now a days u need serveral incomes im trying get my oldest ready to go to college in the fall we all have bills please try to understand we're I'm coming from I also do understand were ur coming from. I feel bad posting this but it's been heavy on my heart lately so I have to say something