Daily struggle of an artist.

Important news : march 11th. ->25th I will get stationary treatment

I have an incurable skin disease(since 20 years ) and right now its on a high stage.

I was in medical treatment since last year nov. until  feb 6th . 

Outpatient treatment: 2-3 times a week for 2 month + -

Additionally to that, came self~treatment via pills and medicaments (side-ffects can vary) . After that, I should normally come out like a fresh baby and can live like a normal human for about 1 year or so,till the symptoms return . I had this 4 times already in my life and I'm kinda used to it :/

some people have this every year ,so I do care about myself and condition.

Unfortunately ...

...common events have stressed me and probably many other content creators /artist out  so much in what we do as next to be able to exist . Some of you know, there is a a timespan where "you " are relevant and when you hit /miss the right time to change and move on and grow. I know my time is ticking ...or it feels like because of article 13 idk. . I have a plan on what I'm doing this year so time will show.

Somehow  this* all caused that the therapy was not effective at all and  I have spent unnecessary amount of my money to to lower the symptoms while I can continue to work . Even against of the recommendation of my doctor to get  stationary treatment(on nov .) ,I did refuse.

There was a chance to lower the symptoms but today I know it failed :)

I don't wanted to stop what I'm doing if there is a chance to be not away .

My current situation is 

that I've  entirely paused my real job until I'm out of the hospitals  stationary treatment and do mainly focus on what I'm doing here right now . I sleep in 3-4 hours timespans because I can't get into  the REM-phase correctly so I just woke up or speak so loudly(in ym dream)  that woke myself out,hard to explain . Because of that , the body start producing himself infections this also hurts (is kinda the wrong word) your psyche and you most likely end up having  an depression . I don't start with how this disease could be my death (blockade of heart veins) and will maybe spread to my knees and bones IF I stop healthy eating and fitness,luckily your guy is prepared :D .

I just needed wonderful ppl like you are who encourage me (especially in my first 6 months) that I have a telent for animating (that ends up with fucking :D)  

So don't imagine something horrible. Im used to it and gave up the "Im a victim " card loooong ago. We all have responsibilities and I feel responsible to inform you guys about this.

Yes ,I already thought about to continue working while getting stationary treatment there. But my body-condition and all the oils (complete body) will definately make this an nightmare (not to mention the other guy sleeping next to me and wondering what all these futa dicks swing in my computer xD) You usually look like a mummy and do mostly walking because of the oils you can really sit still (sleeping with oils ... a dream) :I

Anyway ,long story short: 

I can't work on bigger projects right now . I'll focus on giving your WIPs of the episodes and do shorties till march 11th-25th. Good thing is I ignore the usual order atm when which episode will be released,so you could see Orclust WIP and the other week Blue Stripes etc. . I'll try to produce something that cover up also  the 2 weeks Im away . Check out my stuff weekly :)

I just wanted to tell you that :)

thank you for your support,I love you guys