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Alright! Got my last pic up for the month and now for some long needed rest!

I have been strung OUT..

Like... Everytime I turn my head, BAM BAM BAM something explodes.

So, BSG gonna take some days off for her vacation, shes gonna paint her kitchen, clean her house, and hang out with her family while she shakes all the crappy stressies out and fixes her problems one step at a time so shes good for november!

Thanks for staying with me and supporting me through...

Hope you all like Poppy!

DESPITE many setbacks I'm still going strong. I needed a few days in bed but I'm never going to give up and im never gonna stop!

This might actually work!

I got a pretty good idea of what we are going for in a website and I have an ACTUAL backing for it. I honestly think it's worth investing time in and it can help artists around the world if this takes off!

Im tired of seeing my fellow brothers and sisters not know if they can survive because of websites changing their policies overnight.

Discord banned my other accounts just now too

Didnt give a reason, I didnt do anything wrong. I'm going crazy.

I feel like I can't catch my breath..

I need some time to think. Im still gonna make my last picture for the month, dont worry.

I promise not to let this stop me. I got my pixiv back in order at least.

I need to stop and think for a second, though. Everything in my life right now wants to crumble apart and I just can't let it. I've come so far and I'm finally happy.

*Talks through gritted teeth* MORE FUN NEWS

Pixiv decided to private my account!! GOODIE!!! WHAT A FUN MONTH!!

I POLITELY LOVE AND RESPECT ALL YOUR PATIENCE WHILST I DEAL WITH ALL THESE MINOR PROBLEMS LATELY! *Eye twitch*

GIVE ME A SECOND TO SORT DISCORD AND TELEGRAM AND PIXIV AND PROBABLY FANBOX!!!!!!!!

So little update going forward

Things are... weird with links lately. Since discord banned me (Even though I didnt do anything) that means someone I was talking to must have reported my account.

So I think the best, and most coy, thing to do to avoid eeeeeveryone off my little butt is doing a telegram instead that supporters will have access to.

I know its a pain in the butt to make a new account on something but weird times call for weird measures. I COULD also just keep making discord accounts. That might w...

Presently working on two pics!

I just havnt posted much because I've been busy and I think I'm getting sick. All tired and weak.

but anyways expect some stuff soon, promises. I just gotta get through a few more 12 hour shifts at work x.x

It finally happened (Discord bad news)

So my account got deactivated unfortunately. I'm going to appeal it but... you know.

I just hope my server is allowed to stay or can get a new owner. I love it more than anything <3 Thank you guys for making it such a special place for me and everyone.

For now if you need links just DM me on here and i'll make sure you get taken care of..

I promise ill get this taken care of. I hope verything works out.

<3 Love you guys lots.

Little Preview of our next pic!

More family time! Chi and Nishikata coming soon!

Little life update!

Things have been going wildly up and down lately, but i've been trying to keep steady to the draw! I decided to either quit or drop to 3 days a week in November thanks to everyone being so amazing/good little ATM's (hehe but thank you), BUT that decision might have to be postponed.

Thanks to everyone's support im FINALLY getting things going in life that I need to get get done, like dental work.

Ive been living with a broken tooth for a year now and ive FINALLY gotten that remov...

You guys bought me a foot massager I desperately needed!

Hehe, so by proxy a lot of you are rubbing my feet right now <3

But this gives me an idea. How about a giant girl (Like the race Giant) being serviced by a village of dudes?

So the winner of the raffle never got back to me, so Im doing another roll!

Congratulations next winner! I'll keep their name anonymous for now, but I cant wait to see what you make!

Btw. as a reminder, the pass is 9S5gfKNww8xNjqM-kW83gw

Trying out a new brush!

This is a little mini comic thats gonna end with a malfunctioning alarm and a mating press lol But I like this brush. Normally I run over the lines again to give them depth and texture but just on their own they seem to do a good job!

I got a few more pics in the works!

I got a cute takagi family pic In mind as well as a funny one involving that one vtuber who made that music video!

I know I've been super quiet Lately And i just wanted you all to know I'm doing great! Having some down days and using the fanbox money to finally take care of some dental visits I desperately needed! I finally got my broken tooth taken out which is amazing and I need a few more crowns so I'm gonna spend time doing that while I still have insurance! Love you guys...

Hey guys! Sorry for the lack of updates! I've been busy drawing!

Things have been going really good. It might be short lived, I dont THINK i'm out of depressy town yet but Ive been getting lots of inspiration and ideas these past few days so I'm hammering them out while I can! Mommy loves her babies, and she is still doing her best!! Remember, if you need links HMU on here or discord (Silverdollarb)!

New Mega Pass!

And my new discord links!

https://discord.gg/JcWSAS77KS

https://discord.gg/cCAjpfNEn for the hangout!

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Also the winner for September's Raffle iiiiiiiis ちょび / Chobi!!

I hit them up with a message! I cant wait to see what they come up with!

Thank you guys so much! It means the world to have you all for October!

Anyways!! As per my promise the first ATM pic is up on September's Extras to make up for lack of content last month and I'll be doing the same for my next one!

Now ill set up links within the next day so ill respond to allll the requests when I do!!

I love you guys!

Oh and this pic is gonna be ATM exclusive, just because you were such good boys waiting for mommy to get better last month

I’ll be putting my next two pics on the September files even if it’s in October

i dont want anyone to feel ripped off by the lack of content this month so I'll be making it up to you by putting some of octobers stuff in the current files!

So that way you get all the content and you can wait to decide if you want to resub to see what else I put out, that way you don't have to waste a month!

thanks for being by me all!

Lots of good times lately!

Been doing lots to improve my life and while I was down I was making a lot of mini sketches, so Im gonna try and get those all done before the month's end!

Mommy might not be 100% but she's gonna be doing her best for her little addicts.

Oh it's come to my attention pixiv DM's arnt sending correctly

So If you've sent me a DM and I havnt responded just respond to here, please, and Ill hit you up, or DM me on discord at Silverdollarb!

Oh here's the new discord links!

https://discord.gg/kM7VbZx7 Heres the link distribution

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and the Hangout https://discord.gg/qVNmy4u9

BY THE WAY, Thank you to everyone who reached out and to those who stayed

A lot of folk have reached out with words of encouragement or talked with me about life and junk and art and I can't thank you guys enough. You really helped me feel a LOT better about myself going forward. I've never had "Help" or this kind of support before in my life so it's very special to see so many real people care about me.

And thank you guys for sticking around and cheering me on and giving me the confidence to tackle this with my head held high.

<3 Love you guys bunc...

Updates:

While ive been taking some time to let my brain reset I've been absorbing some fun ideas and techniques.

It really helps to take a step away sometimes to see what you're missing in your art/life.

I think

1. I want to try some bigger better expressions. I have a select few I've been defaulting to and I think I want to get some nice bigger emotions in there.

2. I've been getting a LOT better on composition and camera position, which is great, and I think I n...

Oh just a reminder to Dm Me for any links you might be missing

The links will change each mont. The old ones will still be active but only new ones are updated !

Thank you guys for being with me on my art journey!

I just wanted to talk to you guys directly and share my feelings.

It's been really incredible having you guys come in and grow with me..

I started drawing almost two years ago and I've had nothing but the most amazing support. I started by just drawing mouths on pomf.tv over and over again gradually moving to more complicated things the more friends I made.

I wanted to do right by them and make something together.

I was never ashamed of my work and I posted them on pi...

<3 Quick variations of my last pic on ATM

Just little quickies I threw out during my lunch break, nothing special haha.

Thank you guys so much for liking my work!

I'm mulling over a few ideas right now and I think I have some really fun ones.

Hey guys! A few pics and variations have been uploaded!

I got one of Takagi and Chi with a preg edit for ATM, a pic of Tasha with a watersports and saucey dialogue edit, and a pic of Takagi on her phone. I'm gonna make a super cool "Shaming" version of it for ATM when I can!

It feels nice to be back <3 I miss you all

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Just some preview (Only the dialogue)

“You’re a disgusting animal! Get your hands off your dick, p…”

“You’re so gross. Stop groveling. It makes me sick… You’re a grown man, fuck women your own age! Ugh.. you’re disgusting..”

New key for september and new pic!

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https://discord.gg/7czV2XCk Just log into this and give the bot Chunky your Pixiv number!

This is just for gold tier stuff for now. For ATM and any other questions just ask Silverdollarb (My discord!)

Im feeling pretty great. Finially finished the pic ive been doodling around on. Im gonna try a few more this week! I want to make this month worthwhile!