Daebom

Mar. 2. 2026 (M18 hellcat)

:3 cat

I'm taking the weekend off.

Things have been getting busier lately and my condition hasn't been the best, so I feel like I need some time to reset. :/

Feb. 25. 2026 (Maus,)

I tried drawing the background as well, but it’s definitely hard if I don’t plan it first.

Feb. 21. 2026 (BTR-ZD)

Rat :3 Also happy weekend

Feb. 17. 2026 (Valentine Mk.XI)

Bigger.

Feb. 13. 2026 (Valentine Mk.XI, images in video)

Finally I can rest this weekend. And please let me know what you’d like to see as FANBOX-exclusive content. Right now, there isn’t much difference between supporters and regular viewers, so I’m thinking about adding more benefits.

Game edit finished.

Now I need to make a new character. I can probably finish the video in 3–4 days.

Feb. 7. 2026 (ST-A1)

It’s bigger than the old one :/

Feb. 4. 2026 (T-34-57)

It feels like my drawing fundamentals have slipped a bit lately, so I think it’s time to study more. :/

Feb. 2. 2026 (Obj 211)

I dressed her a bit more.

Back to work at Feb.2

I’ve had enough rest and feel ready to start YouTube again.

My routine was messy for a while, so I didn’t have much time to draw.

Things are getting better now. :3

Jan. 23. 2026 (M10)

Drawing didn’t go well today :/

Jan. 20. 2026 (BTR-ZD)

Swimsuit version

Jan. 12. 2026 (M18 Hellcat)

Rear view practice.

2026

I spent almost two months taking a break and thinking things through.

When 2026 started, my original plan was to slowly reduce the amount of NSFW art I make. However, looking back, I realized that drawing NSFW art made me somewhat lazy with practice, and it often didn’t really feel like I was earning money in a sincere way. I also went through many situations that left me with regret.

Because of that, I’ve decided to change direction and stop drawing NSFW art—more...

Status

I’m still alive, but my heart feels close to dead. Every time I try to draw, all the cyberbullying I’ve endured, the false accusations, and the times I was attacked just because my art style “looks young” flash through my mind, and I can’t bring myself to pick up my pen. (Subculture art styles are supposed to look young… I know I have many Western viewers, but the people who insult me simply don’t understand subculture art. Who would prefer an art style that looks like a 40-year-ol...

Nov. 17. 2025 (Kate)

Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’ve lost the will to live... so I haven’t been drawing as much as I used to. :( 最近、生きる気力があまりなくて… 昔みたいに絵を描けていません :(

Nov. 13. 2025 (Whiskey project)

I finished my drawing practice and the planning for my new video today. There’s still quite a lot left to do for the new video, but I don’t really feel that urge to complete it these days :/ I think I’ll be taking it a bit slowly. 今日は絵の練習と、新しい動画の構想を終えました。 新しい動画はまだやることがかなり残っていますが、最近は完成させたいという気持ちがあまり湧いてきません :/ しばらくはゆっくり進め�...

Nov. 11. 2025 (BTR-ZD x Subs MP4)

It’s made so that when you watch it as an MP4, it plays seamlessly from start to finish :3 MP4で見ると、最初から最後まで途切れずに再生されるようになっています :3 All characters are 18+

Nov. 11. 2025 (BTR-ZD x subs animation)

Maybe I can post a video here? :3 (with sound) I’m working on it. ここに動画を投稿してもいいかな？ :3（音付き） 今作業中です。 All characters are 18+

Nov. 10 .2025 (BTR-ZD)

The animation is still in progress. :3 There’s still quite a lot left to do. :/ アニメーションはまだ作業中です。:3 まだやることがたくさん残っています。:/ All characters are 18+

Weekened rest.

I thought I’d have enough energy left on Friday to finish the animation over the weekend, but as expected, I just can’t get any energy on weekends. I guess weekends are for rest after all. 金曜日には体力が残っていて、週末に少しやればアニメーションを完成できると思っていましたが、やはり週末は全然力が出ませんね。週末はやっぱり無理せず休まなきゃと思います。

Nov. 7. 2025 (BTR-ZD WIP) (Day 7-8?)

I’ll try this as an animation, like the Obj 211 stuff. これをアニメーションとして試してみようと思います。 Obj 211の作品みたいな感じで。 all characters are 18+

Nov. 7. 2025 (YT video's GIF)

I’m thinking about who to draw next for NNN :/ T-34-57? or BTR-ZD? >:3 次のNNN用の絵、誰を描こうか悩んでます :/ T-34-57？それともBTR-ZD？ >:3 All characters are 18+

Nov. 6. 2025 (WIP)

In Fanbox, a little Animated. :3 Fanboxでは、ちょっとアニメーションで動くようにしました :3 All characters are 18+

Nov. 3. 2025 (Obj 211)

It might be difficult to censor the animated version… :( アニメ版を検閲するのはちょっと大変そうです… :( All characters are 18+

Nov. works until now.

I’d love to share my old drawings too, but I’d have to censor everything, so it might be too much work. Guess I’ll just have to start creating a new history instead. 昔の絵も投稿したいけど、全部検閲しないといけないから大変そうです。 新しい歴史を作っていくしかないですね。

📢 Notice

This space mainly features animations and illustrations made for YouTube, as well as my practice works.

Thank you always for supporting me — your support gives me the strength to keep working harder.

And thank you for helping me stay positive and move forward.

Starting in 2026, I will no longer be creating R-18 artworks.

I’ve decided this because I want to take more pride in the work I do, and I hope you can understand.

That s...