画家として、「お気に入りの専属モデル」とは、並々以上の創造力を掻き立てる存在でなくてはならぬ・・と私はそう思っているし、これが私のポリシーである。だから時には、こういう展開になる時もあるのだ。 As a painter, I believe that my "favorite model" must be someone who inspires my creativity more than ordinary. This is my policy. So sometimes, things turn out like this.
2024-06-11 15:59:30 +0000 UTC View Post
やはり3人での生活には無理があったのよ・・・。まんまとこんな最悪な展開になるなんて・・・。まるで、狙いすましたかの時間に起きてくるのも・・本当に気色悪い。でも、これは絶対に誰にも言えないことだから自分の中で解決するの！ As I thought, living together as three people was too much... I never thought things would turn out so badly... It was so creepy that it happened at such a time... But I can...
2024-06-10 15:40:41 +0000 UTC View Post
昔、私の両親は私を祖父に預け、よく出かけに行った。私は祖父が遊び相手になってくれたので、寂しくはなかったけど・・、大人になって気づいた・・、あの遊んだ時間は、「良くないこと」だったと・・・。 In the past, my parents left me to my grandfather and went out to go out. I wasn't lonely because my grandfather became a play partner, but I noticed that I was an adult ... that the time I played was "bad".
2024-06-09 05:52:10 +0000 UTC View Post
俺はまた会社をクビになった・・。これで3回目か・・。もう人生どうでもよくなって、やけくそになった結果・・、得られたものも・・決して悪くないものだった・・。今夜俺は、呆れた連中と一緒に荒れ狂ってやることにした。 I got fired from my company again. This is the third time. I didn't care about my life anymore, and I got desperate. But what I got wasn't so bad. Tonight, I decided to go wild with the pe...
2024-06-08 09:27:10 +0000 UTC View Post
これは・・私の過ち。もっと私がしっかりしていれば、こうはならなかったはず・・。あってはならないことが・・、既に私の腹の中で起こり始めている・・。これから・・、夫とこの義理の息子とはどう暮らしてゆけばいいのか・・。 This is my mistake. If I had been stronger, this would not have happened. Something that should not have happened has already begun to happen inside me. From now on, how should I l...
2024-06-07 06:23:08 +0000 UTC View Post
世の中はあまりにも理不尽すぎる・・。なぜ私だけがターゲットにされるのか・・？なざこのような学校生活になってしまったのか・・？どのみちこのことは誰にも言えないのだ・・。 The world is so unfair. Why am I the only one being targeted? How did my school life end up like this? Either way, I can't tell anyone about this.
2024-06-06 00:48:35 +0000 UTC View Post
部長、課長、私・・。今日は定期的な3人だけの休日出勤・・。先日私が起こした、会社の存続に関わる重大な失敗・・。上司2人にはそれが明るみに出ない様に取り計らってもらったものの・・、今私はその代償としての特別出勤状態なのだ・・・。 The manager, the section manager, and myself... Today, it's just the three of us working on a regular holiday... The other day, I made a serious mistake that could...
2024-06-05 00:31:34 +0000 UTC View Post
あいつは、あの念願の大会で最下位に終わった・・。それ以来、あいつはすっかり変わってしまった・・。にしても、変わりすぎだろ・・。ここまで堕ちるとは、俺も予想だにしていなかったが・・。 She finished last in that tournament she had always wanted to compete in. Since then, she has changed completely. But she has changed too much. I never expected her to fall so far.
2024-06-04 00:47:12 +0000 UTC View Post
あの人・・、最初は親切心でボランティアとして来てくれたのになあ。あの日から、今ではすっかり違う形で俺たちに貢献してるじゃねえか・・。まあ、ありがたい事には変わりねえけどな～。 That person... she came as a volunteer out of kindness at first. Since that day, she has been contributing to us in a completely different way now... Well, I'm still grateful for us.
2024-06-03 08:33:24 +0000 UTC View Post
今日も「偽りの授業」が始まった・・。何でこうなってしまったのか・・。自分の弱さだったのか・・？なぜ私は拒めないのか？塾講師である私は、今もこの生徒達に振り回されっぱなしでいる・・・。 Today, the "fake lesson" began again... How did it end up like this? Was it my weakness? Why can't I refuse? Even now, as a cram school teacher, I am still being manipulated by these students...
2024-06-02 04:25:11 +0000 UTC View Post
家によく遊びに来る彼氏がいる妹には、このことは絶対に知られてはいけないの！絶対に！ My younger sister, who has a boyfriend who often comes over to our house, must never know about this! Absolutely not!
2024-06-01 06:16:02 +0000 UTC View Post
今日は息子の友人とカラオケを楽しんだ。こうなることは、既に予測済だった・。主婦でもある私の非日常は・・、この日から始まるのだ・・。 Today I enjoyed karaoke with my son's friend. I had already predicted that this would happen. My extraordinary life as a housewife began on this day.
2024-05-31 03:10:33 +0000 UTC View Post
「私と同じ趣味を持った人たちが・・、こんなにいたなんて・・！」この秘密の店に恐る恐る足を運んで思い知らされた・・。ここまできたらもう時間の問題だ・・。私は・・もう・・意を決した。 "I had no idea there were so many people with the same hobbies as me!" I timidly walked into this secret shop and realized this. It was only a matter of time. I made up my mind.
2024-05-30 13:27:47 +0000 UTC View Post
昨日の宴会では、今までになく飲み過ぎてしまった・・。早朝に目が覚めると私は公園のベンチに座っていて・・、しかも身体が相当汗臭かった・・。昨晩の記憶がない・・。2日酔いが酷い・・・。 At the party yesterday, I drank more than ever before. I woke up early in the morning sitting on a bench in the park. My body smelled of sweat. I have no memory of last night. I have a terrible hangover.
2024-05-29 05:21:36 +0000 UTC View Post
平穏な昼時の派出所勤務は、はっきり言って・・ヒートアップの連続・・。巡査長が在任しているからこそ私が巻き沿いを喰らい・・そして・・、この有様なのである・・。 To put it bluntly, working at a police station during a peaceful daytime is a constant heat-up. It is precisely because the chief constable is in office that I am forced to take advantage of the situation... and this is the situation.
2024-05-28 15:00:34 +0000 UTC View Post
王妃に仕える執事として・・、これ程徳のある者はいないのではないか？この時だけは「逆の立場」になれるのだからな。こんな滑稽でおかしな事が現実にあることを知っているのは・・、この２人だけなのだな。 As a butler who serves the queen, isn't there anyone more virtuous? This is the only time we can be in the opposite position. These two are the only people who know that such a ridiculous and strange thing actu...
2024-05-27 03:12:43 +0000 UTC View Post
田舎店舗ともなると、昼休み時は、社員が外に昼食を食べに出て行き、店舗には誰もいなくなるわけで・・、そのタイミングで課長はいつもの様に・・アプローチを仕掛けてくる・・ When it comes to rural stores, during lunch breaks, employees go out to eat lunch, and there is no one else in the store.At that time, the manager makes his usual approach.
2024-05-26 05:37:23 +0000 UTC View Post
ここは・・僕らだけの秘密基地だ。絶対他人や他の仲間に教えないし、この人がここに来てくれる限り・・、僕ら皆が一緒にいる間だけの特別な場所・・・。 This is...our own secret base. I will never tell anyone else or my friends, and as long as this person comes here... it will be a special place that will only be there while we are together...
2024-05-25 03:43:56 +0000 UTC View Post
結局こういった部類の仕事が・・、手早く稼ぐ手段だったりするのね・・。でも今は文句すら言っていられないの・・。「自業自得」、私はそういった状況なのだから・・。全く世の中はうまくできている・・。 After all, these types of jobs are a way to earn money quickly. But now I can't even complain... ``It's my own fault.'' That's the situation I'm in... All is well in the world...
2024-05-24 01:53:24 +0000 UTC View Post
夫に了解を得た、女友達との慰安旅行。酔い覚ましの一人入浴も悪くないと思っていたのだが、そのお風呂が「混浴」とは知らず・・・ A comfort trip with a female friend, with the consent of my husband. She thought it wouldn't be a bad idea to take a bath alone to sober up, but she didn't know that the bath was a "mixed bath"...
2024-05-23 03:02:29 +0000 UTC View Post
私は「ヒッチハイクの旅」に、人生を好転させるきっかけが生まれることを期待したのだが・・、世の中そう甘くはなかった・・。やはり最悪のことを考えて行動すべきだった・・。 I was hoping that my ``hitchhiking trip'' would give me an opportunity to turn my life around, but the world wasn't so kind... I should have thought of the worst before acting...
2024-05-22 13:52:29 +0000 UTC View Post
自画撮りにハマった挙句・・、”こんなやり方”でも抵抗が無くなってしまった自分が、正直怖い・・。”いいね”の共感とちょっとした収入が得られるのであれば・・・ After getting addicted to taking self-portraits, I'm honestly scared that I've lost any resistance to doing it this way. If I can get the sympathy of "likes" and a little income...
2024-05-21 15:01:09 +0000 UTC View Post
あの日以来・・、陸上部のエースとしてお世話になっている顧問の先生には、休日にも指導を受けている・・。最近は指導するメンバーも増えて・・・ Ever since that day, I have been receiving guidance from my advisor, who is the ace of the track and field club, even on holidays. Recently, the number of members who teach has increased...
2024-05-20 05:47:13 +0000 UTC View Post
私には、先生との秘密がある・・。これは堅い約束により成り立っている。私はただそれに従うだけ。 I have a secret with my teacher... This is based on firm commitments. I just follow it.
2024-05-19 06:55:49 +0000 UTC View Post
私は・・、このシチュエーションに完全にハマってしまった・・。この姿といい、この時間と場所といい、この様な仲間達といい・・、全ての要素が、私生活に飽き飽きしている私にとって意味があること・・。 I'm completely addicted to this situation... This appearance, this time and place, these friends... all these elements have meaning for me, who is bored with my private life.
2024-05-18 14:02:59 +0000 UTC View Post
これは、俺たち3人だけの水泳部の秘密だ・・。メンバーには必ず「弱み」を持った人物がいる・・。そういった人間を俺たちは・・・ This is the secret of our swimming club, which is just the three of us... There is always someone with a "weakness" among the members... We are such people...
2024-05-17 03:31:37 +0000 UTC View Post
私達の関係が”禁断”であることは間違いないが、まぎれもない事実だ・・。出会う時間も場所も当然限られるし、一般人に発見されただけでも大事となる・・。でも、そのスリルは規制の多い私にとって・・・ There is no doubt that our relationship is "forbidden", but it is an unmistakable fact... Naturally, there are limits to when and where we can meet, and just being discovered by the general public is important... ...
2024-05-16 14:53:09 +0000 UTC View Post
人気タレントのマネージャー仕事は、時にはこんな事にも耐えねばならない・・。見たくない現実ややりたくない手配も、芸能事務所の首脳陣からの注文があれば答えねばならない・・。これも現実・・。 As a manager of a popular talent, sometimes I have to endure things like this... Even if it's a reality I don't want to see or arrangements I don't want to make, I have to respond to orders from the executives of the enter...
2024-05-15 00:51:12 +0000 UTC View Post
私はある者達と「密約」を交わしている・・。それは互いの利害が一致した、決して明かしてはならない秘密の契約・・。それは「闇夜」の森で行われる・・。 I have made a "secret pact" with some people... It is a secret contract that must never be revealed, with mutual interests aligned. It takes place in the "dark night" forest...
2024-05-14 13:40:27 +0000 UTC View Post