more of an update that a dump. between stupid heat and another depression episode i haven't accomplished much this week, sorry. and july commissions will probably be delayed a bit (what else is new).
sorry and thankyu for your support.
2025-07-13 23:05:29 +0000 UTC View Post
just another weekly post, coming through, thankyu
2025-07-06 23:09:54 +0000 UTC View Post
tbh i don't even know what to write in these most of the time, sorry it's not much this week.
but thank you for your support.
i am somewhat back in it, hopefully for some extended period of time. at least i have stuff to post in the anniversary weekly dump. thank you for your support.
2025-06-08 21:26:28 +0000 UTC View Post
some snake things in a long overdue "weekly dump" rebrand. hopefully i'll live to see 100.
as always, thank you very much for being here.
there should've been more, but i realised i probably won't even make the minimum amount needed for withdrawal (on ss, because that the only place i can withdraw from) and had another breakdown.
understandably people are leaving. hell they've been steadily leaving since the whole thing went to shit three years ago. and i'm just tired, at this point i'm borrowing money to buy food. i don't want to live like this anymore.
i can't make people like my stuff or support it, no ma...
the weekly posts are probably back, still feel lost though without my cigarettes.
also decided to rename "dump" to something else, never liked the "dump" part to begin with.
it'll be "stuff" for now, still thinking of a better name. let me know if you have any ideas maybe. probably not. thank you for being here anyways.
i apologise for the lack of content. on top of everything i decided to quit smoking (i can't really afford it anymore, both financially and health-wise) and i've been on withdrawal for more than a month now.
the brain fog is horrible and persistent, i can't focus and struggling to perform any complex mental tasks properly. feels like i just observe my existence at this point. i dont know when my brain will adjust.
i hope to get back to drawing soon (well i have to, i'm too b...
had another mental breakdown this week, so i don't have much to show besides misery and apologies. sorry.
2024-06-24 04:12:00 +0000 UTC View Post
how to sit and stuff. thank you for your patronage.
2024-06-16 22:07:26 +0000 UTC View Post
it's not not much but it's not much. thank you.
2024-06-09 21:30:45 +0000 UTC View Post
i am a bit conflicted whether i should post weekly dumps even if i only have a couple images or save it for the next week. idk.
as usual thank you for your support and patience. :]
actually weekly for once, looks at that. though it's not much. thanky for support.
2024-05-13 05:16:01 +0000 UTC View Post
apologies for slow content once again. things just not getting any better.
thank you for sticking with me.
apologies again for delays, but we made it to #90. hope i'll live to #100.
thank you for you support as usual :]
I am very sorry for not drawing for these past weeks, but after BMaC kicked me out and with all that's happening I got nothing left but 24/7 anxiety. And cat videos to keep me from panic attacks.
I should probably go to therapy or something, get some medication prescribed. Not that I can even afford it or that it fixes life, idk. Hope I'm not completely broken, but I'm not sure at this point.
I know people don't like depressing posts, I just felt I should at least write something....
2024-03-23 22:04:42 +0000 UTC View Post
sadly due to events i slipped back into depression, so there's not much and no title card. sorry.
2024-02-18 20:45:16 +0000 UTC View Post
my apologies for missing 2 weeks, at first i was sick with a cold and then i didn't have much to post. feels weird posting like 1 image as a weekly digest.
2024-02-04 11:30:17 +0000 UTC View Post
don't have that much this week, was busy with commission and the droke down a bit. so there's only a mothboi and boring stuff. sorry.
2024-01-14 15:56:19 +0000 UTC View Post
hope 2024 will at least not be worse than 2023 (probably not for me).
happy new year and thank you for being with me. :]
thank you very much for your support and merry xmas. or something like that, i'm not that good at holiday spiriting.
PS: also always forget to remind about Discord server, which you can join if your Discord account is linked here. just in case you didn't know.
2023-12-24 21:46:49 +0000 UTC View Post
should probably retire the title cards, they're not much value lately, Potreon has done away with title images altogether and Sobscribestar image display is a mess anyway. hm.
2023-12-11 00:11:32 +0000 UTC View Post
it's not much, i'm slowly becoming functional again
2023-12-03 09:38:30 +0000 UTC View PostThis is just an apology for being inactive. My health hasn't being great these past weeks, both mental and physical. I barely eat as it is, now I've got crippling tooth aches from everything.
As for mental, I've at least got some food additives and vitamins and stuff and I do feel a bit better overall. Hopefully be posting next weekly dump on schedule.
Sorry and thank you.
sorry for rare posts again. i'm really depressed, not even eating much (which actually helps with saving money that i don't have). slow with the very few commissions i do have, subscribers are leaving and it only makes me even more depressed. so things kinda getting worse. all i can say is big thanks to those who stick around.
2023-10-22 10:51:16 +0000 UTC View Post
i apologise for missing weekly dumps. if you prefer getting updates more often — i've a discord server, where i post all of this separately. in case you missed it, just connect you Discord account to Patreon if you want in.
and as usual, thank you very much for your support.
