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2025-04-27 18:32:20 +0000 UTC View Post
And you haven't received a link to the gallery, send me a message and I'll get you one when I can. While I'm on indefinite hiatus, I appreciate the contribution!
2025-04-27 18:32:20 +0000 UTC View PostI have some little bits to upload at the end of this month, but they will be my last for some time. I tried as best I could to resume, but my creative energies have shifted more towards the, eh... what do those pretentious fart sniffing self-righteous thumb-in-ass youtubers call it... the more 'high minded' side of art. I have other creative ambitions and goals that have outpaced this one. I don't have the time or energy to ride this wavelength. I know that now for certain.
I'll still ...
GOD I'M SO SORRY JESUS CHRIST MARY MOTHER OF ALLAH'S GOLDEN BUDDHA I made an egregious rookie mistake on the latest drawing that I will never forgive myself for. I left out the subtle silhouette of the girl's other arm and hand! Yes, I could make excuses for my shortcomings, yes I could blame the angle, the perspective, the difficult positioning of the arms, yes I could blame the pot brownies, the opiods, the ritalin, the benzos, I could blame Canada and Ye and the Nazis and Israel and the tr...
2025-03-04 23:29:41 +0000 UTC View PostI've uploaded a new, simple piece to the drive. Sketches and WIPs will be up later. Links in a moment.
Aiming for two to three pieces in March. Sorry about the lack of ambition and poor communication.
...along with a pile of trashy sketches as usual. Stay tuned. Doing what I can with what I've got.
2025-02-01 01:42:13 +0000 UTC View PostThe word “woke.” How does it make you feel?
2024-12-31 00:12:38 +0000 UTC View PostWIPs, sketches, etc on the drive. You know the drill, links in a moment. Also included some for the best bum tier (because it's Christmas or something and it's good to give to the poor. I mean ain't nobody ever gave me nothin' but what am I, some spiteful, narcissistic ghoul that pays my suffering forward?)
January will be free, too, woo self-sabotaging behavior masquerading as charity, let's gooo
Look man, I've been on reddit recently and the things I'm seeing there are scaring me. I know this kind of thing doesn't mix well with hentai, and it bothers people, and it makes people uncomfortable, and you're not here for this kind of thing, and every time I share my political beliefs with the public I lose subscribers (fuck you too you disloyal wankers) but this is serious, metaphysical annihilation shit going down/up right now/later and it needs to be addressed if we're going to survive ...
2024-11-24 00:21:22 +0000 UTC View PostA few more sketches and previews are up on the drive.
I was aiming to finish "elf" this month and undershot. Maybe I should have finished the sketches first before I impatiently dove into color and detail on such an ambitious multipanel comic, hm? Maybe there's a reason most artists save that part for last, hm, where one's botched sequential planning doesn't result in days of lost work, hm? Maybe the ability to plan ahead and manage time on a project is what sets manga artists higher ...
Okay, got it figured out now I think.
Again as mentioned in the previous update, if you've joined after the links were sent, send me a message and I'll send you an updated link as soon as I can.
...is up on the drive. It's not much, but at least it's a start.
Sketches, WIPs, failures, experiments, doodles, etc are also up for ye T2 and 3.
Links on the way in a moment. Really wish I didn't have to distribute this way. If I ever get big enough, I'll make a website of my own and then I can finally escape the corpos (godplease)
Memberships should open again before the day is out. I say should because I don't have any control over patreon's auto-pause/auto-resume syst...
Barring any unforeseen catastrophes, a new small set will go up on the drive on Sept 21. Billing will resume then and memberships will reopen as well (links too, don't worry.) Additional sketches, WIPs and various doodles will also go on the drive for T2 and T3, after which updates (should) start again at a more regular pace for some time.
Slowly getting back on the donkey.
...it's because I'm dead, figuratively (maybe literally.) New drawings (even if they're utterly worthless shit) by then. Or nothing at all, ever again. Final ultimatum.
2024-08-18 07:13:03 +0000 UTC View PostBeen a lot of drama in the art community the past few years. The dust will never settle. I knew it wouldn't. But rather than weigh in on recent events, I'll reduce this very complex question down to its most basic essence.
Does it matter to you if I enjoy making what I make? If given a choice, would you prefer that I continue to enjoy making it, or are you indifferent to how I feel about it?
Please help me find my way through.
There was an error with my last billing pause. Membership wasn't supposed to reopen, and no one was meant to get charged for this month. I don't know what happened. Pretty sure I confirmed it was paused, but it looks like it resumed anyway. I've been offline for almost the entire month with no internet access and have only now discovered the mess they've left me to clean up.
I'm pausing again and issuing refunds for everyone who joined this month or got billed. Bi...
Might upload some WIPs and sketches to the drive sometime this month. Still no finished work. Will keep you posted.
2024-07-06 02:10:31 +0000 UTC View PostGee, who could have seen this coming? It's like I'm deliberately sabotaging my growth for a bewilderingly pathetic knot of reasons even a trained Jungian analrapist has no chance of disentangling.
2024-06-07 05:04:19 +0000 UTC View PostI've sent out the archive links. Here's hoping they stay up this time, hm?
Since there's no new finished material for the Best Bum tier, I'm keeping billing suspended until regular posting resumes on pixiv. For those in the upper tiers, enjoy the pile of sketches, experiments and abominations.
2024-05-06 22:19:46 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm reopening the drive tomorrow. It'll include a bunch of new sketches and almost completed WIPs for the upper tiers. I'll link you then.
I'm not going to resume billing until after I start posting in public regularly again, if that ever happens. Maybe next month, maybe the month after. Either way, you all will see it first.
2024-05-05 22:15:36 +0000 UTC View PostFF7 Rebirth has been a huge disappointment.
Speaking of other overrated, bloated and unnecessary disappointments that never should have been allowed to exist, I'm pausing for another month so I can continue to grind ten thousand boxes rotated and stacked in perspective instead of drawing the things that I actually want to draw. Trust me, it makes perfect sense, this is true and tried wisdom from the internet. I know what I am doing. I am in control. I have never felt more certa...
2024-03-05 06:23:34 +0000 UTC View PostMy work is no longer available on pixiv or other social media platforms. My drive has also been closed.
A new drive will be made in the coming months with all the old material and include new stuff, too, particularly that irksome doll set I've started and deleted a hundred times, and about 25-30 rough sketches.
For some time, my work will be available only to those who have already subscribed (although the desperate can probably find some of it on pirate sites, or reposts.) You ...
For personal reasons, I've paused the billing cycle this month (and possibly the next, or the one after, we'll see how I feel and what the financial situation is like) and closed new memberships, both here and on subscribestar. I'll pause fanbox as well if I can figure out how.
This is just a heads up. Nothing actually changes for you and you don't need to take any action on your end. You just won't be billed a month (or two or three or four or five.) New content may or may not drop in ...
2024-01-05 00:37:52 +0000 UTC View PostShipped and Sold (along with variations) has been added to the drive. Links on the way in a moment. It’s not a true progression set (there’s no real order to it,) so I've also included a PSD so you can mix and match gear as desired.
Strike one off the backlog. Onto the next. I’ll aim to update the poll soon so you can cast another round of votes my way, keep me flying steady. The usual small batch of sleepy warm up sketches are also incoming a little later for those of you who don...
2023-12-01 03:08:22 +0000 UTC View PostIt's time to hold myself accountable. And by hold myself accountable, I mean I'm going to crowdsource accountability onto you so that you can hold me accountable for the things that I can't hold myself accountable for because I am weak. That way, when I inevitably disappoint everybody, it'll be our fault, because you choose to either vote or not vote in my polls. That's the beauty of democracy, you know. When the entire economy collapses and your neighbors turn into...
2023-11-04 02:14:36 +0000 UTC View PostI updated the sketch / wip drive with ten + drawings and scribblings from throughout the month. Nothing too fancy. Some are more complete than others, but none of them (at least according to my wounded ego) are worth posting in public. I have one of those annoying styles where the detail hierarchy just keeps complexifying and unless everything is unified, it never quite looks right. But you guys have seen my before and after process when it comes to sketches at this point: you know I always s...
2023-10-01 20:24:59 +0000 UTC View PostI'm curious about the channels you used to find your way to me.
2023-09-09 22:33:05 +0000 UTC View PostJust a quickie, mostly a practice piece. Started out as a thong study and evolved in the process. Hope you enjoy!
I also added some sketches to the drive for you tier 2 and 3 folk. Links on the way in a moment.
2023-09-08 01:41:31 +0000 UTC View PostA new piece showing off some high tech auto training gear is now up on the main drive. I have some cutting room floor material for this one (nothing fancy, just alternate close ups and cutaways) and additional text that I'll upload later. Have to keep this quick for today, narrow window of time. Sorry for keeping everyone waiting.
If all goes well, I should be able to ramp up my productivity going forward. Got lots of sketches and WIPs still cooking. Desperate to get back to normal afte...
2023-08-22 02:51:48 +0000 UTC View PostUploaded some more to the drive. This time I decided to record part of my coloring / linework process for curiosity's sake. I know a fairly large percentage of you are artists also (30% or 40% if I'm remembering the poll correctly) and while most of you probably aren't here to watch the tedious grind of the craft itself, hopefully some of you will find it 'interesting.'
The sketch took about a minute. I worked at half my usual resolution for simplicity's sake. It's just a little 20 minu...
2023-06-25 02:25:31 +0000 UTC View Post