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Tenderness ✨

Snapshots from another lifetime, moments I’ll never forget.

Piper & Heart (2017) - Photo by Guy New York

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Pretty Good Plans 😇

We are thisclose to pinning down a date for the 10th (!!!) Sapphic Slumber Party. I’m a few days away from sending out the save the date, a week away from announcing our hot-as-fuck Instax Pack from the 9th event, and a month away from sharing some early sneak-peeks of our upcoming ‘Zine. So much to look forward to!

As I’m typing this I’m also realizing we need to plan a road trip to Eden’s place in the country… we always have a blast and field trips are good for morale. (E...

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Divorce Feelings & Dreams

I woke up this morning agitated from a dream where he was throwing a huge party in my house. (The house that used to be our house.) I was frazzled, confused, I felt out of control. People were in every room, he wouldn’t explain anything, brushed me off. I marvel at my sleeping brains’ ability to distill my real feelings this way. It’s artful really.

In our quick exchange with the kids tonight he mentions (another) vacation with his girlfriend. To New York. I cringe. I bite my ton...

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The Happiest Place

When I imagined making a space for queer women, a space that catered to their own desires, a space for joyful play and hedonistic exploration, this is exactly the kind of moment I pictured.

Lexie & Sage - Sapphic Slumber Party #9

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Happy Friday the 13th ❤️

“Don't you dare let them convince you that 13 is an unlucky number. The moon has 13 cycles each year and so do you. It's a powerful number, one you feel in your body. One you feel in your blood. You share a tide with the moon, it flows. They want you to fear the very things that make you unstoppable. Take back full moons and superstitions.” -Heart, 2014

Heart & Hands (2016): Photo by NymphoNinjas

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I Want

“No holy place existed without us then,

no woodland, no dance, no sound.

Beyond all hope, I prayed those timeless

days we spent might be made twice as long.

I prayed one word: I want.“

-Sappho

Piper & Heart (by Guy New York) - 2017

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💖

I’m ovulating and I want attention.

Heart - Sapphic Slumber Party #9

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Big Grin

Oh my friends, let’s end this long strange liminal week with a very warm photo.

Here is Beth at the last Sapphic Slumber Party after a very hard spanking. Note the hot pink cheeks and Ms.O’s grin, proud of her handiwork.

Ms.O & Beth - September 2009 - S.S.P. #9

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8 Things

1. I haven’t shown off my ass all year! So here you go. 🍑

2. Max’s neighbours in the apartment across the street definitely know me as the naked girl. 🙈

3. I realized I never contacted the winner for my book giveaway! Doing that today! Thank you to those who participated. 😘

4. Confession: I haven’t had the time to read the Best Lesbian Erotica book. The holidays have been busy and I’m doing a lot of restructuring for my Real Job. I need to make reading all o...

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Sweet Memories

Heart & Piper - 2017 (Photo by Guy New York)

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New Years Lights

I love when my phone shows me “memories from this time last year” and it’s gorgeous naked women I adore all wrapped up in string lights. I still remember trying to get my own toes out of the shot, and being so distracted by their wandering hands.

Elly & Ms.O - New Years 2018/19

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“Kiss me gently, then eat me alive.”

Piper & Heart - Photo by Guy New York (2017)

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Tension

A holiday filled with biting my tongue left me with a very tense jaw. “Let me help you,” she said late last night, and she sat down beside me. “No it’s fine,” I tried to brush her off, always so resistant to help and interference.

She cupped my jaw in her hand, thumb and forefinger pressing into the hinges, and massaged the source of my tension. It made me nervous, her holding me that way, the word mandible intrusive in my thoughts. “Shh, bunny relax, it’s okay.”

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Helpful Hands

Piper was so helpful when it was my turn with the sybian. You can see her in this action shot pressing me down against the machine. Betty’s holding the controls, turning the dial (up).

Piper, Heart & Betty - Sapphic Slumber Party #9 - September 2022

*click the “sybian” tag to see more of these

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💙

Eden is so inviting (and her cheeky smile in the reflection melts my heart).

You can see in this shot that the bed in this room is a SWING. It’s… a unique experience. Especially after you’ve cum so hard you feel like the room is spinning on it’s own. Reality feels far away when you’re at the mansion.

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Eden - Sapphic Slumber Party #9 - Sept. 2022

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*fans self*

Hello Patron Pals,

I hope your holidays are winding down, and you’re not feeling too rough. It’s been… a lot.

This magical moment from our last slumber party is an alternate take from my favourite shot of the night, but I think it’s a valiant entry! Flor is a marvel for asking for this particular moment to happen, I love a woman who orchestrates her own bliss. Let’s maybe keep that energy into 2023 shall we?

I’ve decided I’m going to extend the Best L...

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… and to all a Goodnight 🎄

I’m in bed early.

I hope you’ve had a cozy day.

Xo -Heart

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Christmas Cheer

It’s been tough to get into the holiday spirit, but Wednesday the coven gathered for some Solstice celebrations, and today everything is cancelled because it’s a SNOW DAY.

Christmas is complicated, but I’m going to do my best to focus on the things that make me happy. I hope you can do the same for your holidays, wherever you are.

I’m going to be a cute little Santa and send a copy of this years’ Best Lesbian Erotica collection (which features one of my stories...

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Details

I still have a few more absolutely smashing slumber party photos to share with you over the holidays and into the new year, I’m waiting to get all the proper permissions and edits in order to share a few very CHEEKY shots. (That’s a hint. 😇)

I love how even random shots from the mansion (like these) tell a story. Above we have a very hasty mise-en-place that speaks to our covens passions. And below we have a tentative and demure peek of Betty, a pile of erotica books at her feet...

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Hotel Sex

“Cheers,” she said as we clinked together our shitty hotel-room-glasses filled with good champagne. The jacuzzi steamed up all the mirrors and it made the candle light look hazy.

The tub was filled with soft water and rose petals, the jets were loud. We were both curled up, legs wrapped around each other in the water, wet and skin to skin.


“My sister had a jacuzzi at her first house,” she said absentmindedly as I pressed the button again to start another 10 mi...

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America look out!

Buzzfeed is very excited about Anna’s US book release for her excellent novel Good Girl. You can read the article here.

Her book will be available January 17th in the US! I’ll be doing another giveaway in January to celebrate.

Also! She needs help for an upcoming article! Anna needs to talk to AMERICAN people who enjoyed kink during their pregnancy. (Our coven...

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Monsters and Time Travel

Her father is medicated. He was a monster her whole life, violent and abusive, the stuff of nightmares. Now, thanks to the pharmaceuticals, he’s like a charming old hound dog. She still bristles at him. Her body remembers.

He likes me. He’s kind and protective of me. If I didn’t know the stories of things she and her sister lived through I would think he was a bit abrasive maybe, but harmless. It makes me feel like a traitor when I laugh along at his jokes. He should suffer for w...

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Spent 🙈

Here I am post-orgasm, patting the sybian and telling it “good job lil’ buddy”.

Blissful bunny, giggling, rolling on the floor.

Sapphic Slumber Party #9 - September 2022

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Party Games 😳

Betty wields the controls for the sybian, and stops to snap a picture with her phone. Piper Doll stroked my hair and says sweet things in my ear while I provide entertainment (watch Heart squirm!). Flor sips prosecco and watches with a smile. The sybian is intense, but I like it.

Sapphic Slumber Party #9 - September 2022

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Ms.O

This stunning babe could use your best wishes and good vibes today as she does something brave. (How lucky was I to kneel before her and take these photos?)

Ms.O - Sapphic Slumber Party #9 -Sept. 2022

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Put these photos on my fucking tombstone.


Hi my name is Heart and I throw great parties. Here I am at 1:27am when my jobs are finally done and I get to revel in what we’ve made.

Sapphic Slumber Party #9 - September 2022

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Best Lesbian Erotica Vol. 7

I’m so pleased to announce that one of my mushy love notes was selected for this years’ Best Lesbian Erotica collection. Sinclair Sexsmith put together a gorgeous collection of diverse stories that show the many shades of smutty sapphic desire.

(An extra special thanks to you, my Patreon buddies, if it wasn’t for your financial support I wouldn’t have the time to write mushy love notes. Thanks for making that possible!)

2022-12-09 14:57:58 +0000 UTC View Post

Lights and Falls, Call and Answer

“I’ve been feeling stuck, tethered, trapped, stuck. “Breathe, out, in, breathe.” Things have been simple, I don’t trust it, I thrash and gnash my teeth, stress-testing the best parts of my life. “What if I’m horrible? What if I’m the monster? What if I never learn?” (What if?) It’s just me, pacing the parameter waiting for what’s next. Show me something beautiful. Give me faith.” -Heart (Libra), journal entry for the Gemini full moon 🌕

2022-12-09 04:33:55 +0000 UTC View Post

Eden (helpful as always)

I’ve been away this week speaking at a conference for my real life job. And then Max and I stayed to have a night to REALLY enjoy the hotel and getaway vibes! A much needed break.

Eden was so kind as to offer this devastating selfie from the last slumber party to help tide you over until I’m back in action. (Isn’t she sweet?)

I appreciate that she always makes good use of the mirrored ceilings. A+ use of space, such a babe!

Eden - Sapphic Slumber Party #9 - ...

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Burn

“It seems like it’s always this way, for me at least, the best things and the worst things are mixed together. Mingling, bleeding all over each other, like two paint colours just as you start to blend them, impossible to separate already. That’s life I think. Joy and pain and birth and death and growth and oppression all happening at the same time. It’s a mess. It’s rarely cut and dry, it’s nuanced and it’s complicated, I feel it all. 

Maybe things are di...

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