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Instax Babes

Just a few cute shots from the evening that make me smile: Kitten showing off her bangs and being adorable (I kept this pic for my own collection), another cute shot of Mars spanking Joie (flexing those baby-dom skills!) and a Happy Porn contribution from Eden as she shows off the chopsticks from our kinky skill share.

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Thank You Patrons!

Today is a day for gratitude, not just because Patreon said so. As this year is coming to a close I am overwhelmed with appreciation for you, and for this space.

It’s not an exaggeration to say that each of you 68 wonderful individuals (and folks who have come and gone along the way) have improved my life.

Not only have you shown me that there are people who *value* what I have to say and share, but you’ve given me TIME. I’m a mom, I work in mental health, I volunteer in t...

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Kitten Baby

Kitten, in one of several babely looks for the evening, making eyes at the camera.

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Struck (a poem about my ex)

It’s been a week of too many feelings. Here I’ve been thinking I’m healing, and then one phone call from him ties me in knots.

It’s muscle memory, opening myself to him, wanting to be a warm place for him to land. I want to believe in the impossible, I want to see miracles with my own two eyes. So I answer when he calls.

In minutes I’m kneeling on the hallway floor and my hands are shaking. How can he bring me back here so quickly? This sour pit in my stomach, this bit...

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Maestro Game

So for this girl orgy game I wanted to solve a few problems.

1. I wanted the fucking portion of the evening to start before midnight. Usually there’s a lot of slap and tickle early in the evening, but people wait until late to be brave and let down inhibitions. I wanted to give folks the tools to get that ball rolling early.

2. So many of the babes who attend have slutty aspirations but communication and boundary setting hold them back. I wanted to provide some concrete steps ...

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Girls Like (2)

We had our first disagreement before the slumber party.

She was taken aback. “Are you serious? You’re not going to make time for me?”

“I won’t have time!!! I’m running things all night! And I *am* making time for you, on Tuesday when we have our date.” I was trying not to be defensive. (Ha.)

“So were not gonna fool around at the slumber party...?”

“Well no, unless you want to fuck in front of everyone so I can still be accessible for whatever issue...

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Poor Kitten

She’s so pretty when she suffers, isn’t she?

(Kitten, during the hitachi seance.)

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Eden

I loved Eden’s lingerie, the pentagram harness and her lace corset made it tough to keep hands off of her. (As Ms.O’s grabby hands are demonstrating here.)

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Girls Like (1)

(This is an excerpt from a piece I submitted to a Lesbian Erotica series. I got permission to share it here, mostly because it’s epic foreshadowing for something that happened at the slumber party that I’m dying to tell you about. Kinks are hard to explain sometimes, especially when your partner is new to all of this. Max isn’t really kinky, and she’s not really poly either, so it’s been interesting trying to navigate all of those things. Being cucked is one of my favourite and ...

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Den Mother

There was a split second right as quests were arriving when I thought “oh fuck I didn’t take a picture of my outfit,” rested my camera on the mantle in the dining room and quickly took two snaps before running to get the door. A busy den mother, as always.

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Joie gets special treatment...

She asked for attention and boy did she get it. Joie is being teased touched and tormented by Mars and Mimi during the ice breaker games.

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Me and Ms.O

Sometimes people don’t realize that Ms.O is my metamour. She’s been my husband’s partner for the past 3+ years. Sometimes it can be tough to balance things but she always makes a maximum effort to treat us both with nothing but love and respect. So she’s more than just one of my very best friends, and partners in coven crime.

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Oh Kitten 💝

I had to share one more! I can’t help it!!!

So good to see this kitty again, she lives in another province now but she comes back for all the important things.

This gorgeous piece of happy porn is brought to you from just before the Hitachi Seance portion of the evening. (A hitachi seance is when everyone surrounds a babe and gets her off with a hitachi and many hands. Sometimes there are various kink implements. Sometimes Madeleine is chanting.)

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❤️🔥⚡️

The first time we met I wanted to crawl into her lap. It took a while, but I got there.

(Max’s arms around me at 2am)

(I have wayyyyyy more to say about this, next week will include more story telling!)

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Instax

I’m putting together instax packages today, which means I’m also archiving the very best instax photos we took. The good news is we are all getting really good at taking hot pics. The better news is I’ll be sharing one instax a day from the party for the next few weeks!!! So many hot as fuck moments. More coming soon!

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Mimi and Various Oddities

A gorgeous selfie Mimi was generous enough to share with us.

(@mimi_inthesun on twitter.)

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Sorting

The morning after the slumber party, with the sun streaming in, Ms.O and Mimi and I dumped all the instax on the bed and sorted through them. Squealing and showing each other our faves.

(This one is Mars topping Joie!)

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My Rock

I couldn’t throw these parties without Ms.O.

Not only does she commit to the time and energy necessary to help me with hands on party planning, but the day of the event she is the most qualified person to talk me off a ledge and problem solve if I get stressed out. She understands my goals and thoroughly commits herself to her role in making this evening such a wild success. A giant thank you to this babe.

💙

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Kitten and her Main Man

It was so good to see this beauty. It had been too long!!! Those radioactive green shoes had us all gasping, and her human skull friend (who she calls Yorik) was pleased to be in her arms again.

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She literally woke up like this...

I was so thrilled that @nakedinasnowsuit from tumblr (formerly unthriftylovliness) came allllll the way from California to join us. It was like she’d been part of our coven all along.

We’ve been internet friends FOREVER so finally getting to meet was a treat. She caused all kinds of good trouble, graced us with several outfit changes, and put her toppy hands to work.

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Boss Witch

The whole night was like a fever dream.

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Morning After

Woke up with this on the night table beside me.

(Those are Joie’s titties, and then me on Max’s lap... and here are some other little peeks...)


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Just a taste...

Oh darlings I have so many good photos to share over the next few weeks my GOODNESS.

Here is a pre-party pic I took of Peach, Eden, Bee, Ms.O and Kitten.

I think we made last night the best slumber party yet. Can’t wait to tell you more about it.

The banner to the right says “this is my happy place”. ♥️

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Games!

I need to go to bed soon but there are still so many little things to do. These are stickers for a little game I invented... I’m gonna be the maestro and orchestrate a few scenes for my own entertainment. (And the entertainment of the other guests of course.) Participants will choose the label(s) that best represent their boundaries, blank labels will be on hand for folks who have other requests. They’re gonna be my pretty little puppets.

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Things I’m not wearing to the Slumber Party Part 2

I need to find more every day clothes I can wear this harness with.

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Things I’m not wearing to the Slumber Party Part 1

My hands are busy prepping for tomorrow night, but I wanted to show you some of the outfits I put together that didn’t make the cut.

I wore this a bunch of years back for the Satanic Ritual Sex Party we threw.

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Cheeky ✨

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3 more sleeps until the slumber party. I can’t wait to share photos here and tell you all about it. (This image is from our ‘zine!)

Today I am procrastinating a writing deadline like my life depends on it, which means I’ve taken cute titty pics to send Max, I’ve done a test run of the burning ceremony I’m planning for Saturday AND I’ve started planning a post-slumber party movie night (The Love Witch, naturally).

Please pray for me to finish this fucking piece... I h...

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Less... honest.

I’ve been listening to Norman Fucking Rockwell (by Lana Del Rey) obsessively. It’s the only thing I want to hear. It feels like fall, unabashedly vulnerable, dropping it’s leaves without a second thought. I’m trying to let it soak into me so I can shake this fear of being seen. Every time I peel too many layers back for this new person in my heart I feel paralyzed. The pain of leaving myself open haunts me from my last few connections. I hate this raw feeling, wishing you could take b...

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New Moon

The new moon is a good time to set intentions. I intend to kick ass at a work conference im presenting at tomorrow. I intend to have a great date with Max tomorrow night. I intend to eat a big bowl of cherry ice cream in a few minutes too. I also intend on having an incredible time at the slumber party this weekend... Ohhh and I intend on taking some fantastic photos of my babely friends too! Most importantly I intend to find time this week to take things slow so that I have enough energy for...

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