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Darling post!

As a thank you for the darlings I have, I have compiled all 4 into one post! You maty have only seen 2 of these as the other two will remain exclusive here ;D

As darlings, they get to request a monthly speeddraw/speedpaint of their favorites!

I've been receiving questions on when I'll open up more slots and requests to become darlings. I've been considering opening up 1-2 more; it might happen in a few months-- I just hope my process improves then lol I struggle with ADHD you se...

Catch22 Caleb + Annotated Process

A little something for my Jocks as well :D

I know most of you are here for the naughty stuff, but I thought I'd also help some of you a little with an annotated process

I don't normally do a lot of soft brush work becos they tend to make my stuff look.. unfinished? But it's why I love doing bold lineart lol it's therapeutic

I always do lineart at the beginning process, but to only do that in the end is also refreshing tbh

NOT A SKETCH BTW
Pls ignore the filenam...

NSFW: Evol Misappropriation

This is probably the most inappropriate use for ice evol lol FROSTING THE WINDOWS
They probably think they're re-enacting that one Titanic car scene LMFAO

YALL
In case you didn't see me post about it on twitter, there is apparently a #LadsYaoiWeek2025
And nobody told me this exists?!?! where the heck have I been??
I'm not mad-- I'm actually really excited/hyped this is a thing becos YAYYY
Lowkey I'm just scrambling to get some of the prompts for you guys-- this is comb...

Darling Catch-22 Zayne <3

"I'm not done taking what I want.. give it to me!"

I am... lowkey mad lol
I think this is the first .. quintuple(?) banner that I wish I could have pulled for all of them becos they all look so fluffy and cute with the new haircut and oh so slutteh with this outfit
I LOVE asymmetry and abs..
so yeah i'll say it-- I'm kinda mad I don't have all their cards

INFOLD

I DEMANd

FIX TeH DROP SYSTEM



HAGGH....

Anyway
The banner is coming to ...

Darling Catch-22 Sylus: TAMED

Kitten.. please-- just take me!

Loosely referenced his kindled moment screenshots
I'm gonna be honest I don't know how he ended up looking so S O F T
even softer than Xavier what--
Must be the soju...
guys i guess this is what my vision looks like on 2 bottles of soju everyone looks so fluffy and dainty and soff

Also
I took a short break-- escaped the city to be one with the snow and slopes so I could turn 26 without too much noise lol
I...

Catch22 Xavier

"I don't have my suppressants.. But I still want...!"

Happy late Valentines!! I meant to post this sooner
It's just that work got particularly busy that I took a nap that was longer than planned-- I didn't know I was that tired lol

Anyways
How are you all doing? I know some of you have yet to experience the Catch22 cards BUT LET ME WARN YOU-- these cards are LONGG
Liek.. movie length long... to me at least it felt like a feature-length film..
So uhh plan ahead when ...

Catch-22 Jenna

“Trying to break your own boss? That’s a fireable offense.. but you tempt me… I almost want to see you try.”

WHEEE i was up till 4 because of the brain worms

I realize some of you are going insane due to the wait, so I got you this quick remedy

I neglected the pants because it was like 3 am and i didnt wanna think of pants lol but tattoos seemed like a better idea than trying to render shiny leather

That aside tho HOW ARE YOU

I know we wer...

Crowstar: Relax, little star...

"I've got you..."

Ohh Sylus could only WISH he was using his mouth.. now he's got it all over his shirt xD -- dont give me that look he can always get another one lol

It's been a hot minute since I last drew something gay and mann you can't beat the feeling of drawing not 1 beautiful man but TWO

I've been meaning to commit the gay ever since the straight prides in this fandom wanted to assert control.............
If you've seen me post the snippiest things over on Tw...

Rafayel: S.. Stop looking..!

"Please stop staring...! If you keep looking at me, I'll--!!"

Oh-- he made a mess whoopsie!

I promised to keep tying up the boys didn't I?
HEHEH It's raffy's turn >:D

I don't know what came over me when I decided Rafayel probably gets off to being watched/stared at-- I'm also not sure what the term for this is lol
Scopaesthesia? Exhibitionism? I wouldn't say voyeurism since I know that's more of doing the watching instead of being watched.. MAYBE I jus wanna fi...

Darling Sylus: time to write, Kitten <3

"I got your parchments right here, as for the pen..."
(Mephisto flies in with a feather quill held in his beak)

Goodness
How are you all doing now that Caleb's come home??
I was expecting a cutesy angsty hurt-comforty vibe becos.. well childhood friends right?
OH BOY they hit me with the double whammy

Caleb is cool is baddass and adorable, but he's got ISSUES
more issues than cosmopolitan even
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT

He

is

PUPPY

And ooo...

Tutorial? o3o

I dont have the most consistent style, but I always wanna help you out lol Please vote on what topic you want me to cover soon!

NOTE: tiers below darling will have access to full preview/files; darling tier will have access to everything including a full process video

NSFW Darling Xavier: Please...?

"I'm restless... please help me..?"

We politely interrupt the shibari series for a moment to celebrate a darling's birthday <3 this is for you

There is also a fic! If you enjoyed giving this a glance and need a fic this was based off of, have a nice read! >:D click right here for the link

It's not really a PSA but if you're a ...

Darling Zayne: PUNISH ME

"Punish me... I need it..!"

I feel a bit evil for tying up zayne to be honest lol
But he looks so GOOD in red rope, gagged and on the floor
Of all the Lis, I think he's probably the most obedient on the brattiness spectrum

From good boy to absolute brat
Zayne--- Sylus --- Xavier --- Raffy
Where does Caleb land in this spectrum I wonder....

Anyway
This is just MY opinion
I'm just a xavier girlie, SO if you think this arrangement should be different, pl...

Sylus: OWN ME <3

"You own me, kitten? Prove it... prove to me that I'm yours--"

 I was gonna work on darling stuff before delving in on shibari research-- this whole thing is an ART form my goodness... I feel like I'm only scratching the surface but the way it's executed is... beautiful to say the least -- no shoddy rope work- all intuitive knots and twists

And I think I'll tie up all the boys this month >:D they deserve to be tied up tbh AFTER THE SMUTTY CARDS and absolutely no time de...

NSFW YoRHa Xavier x Ninez

This was bound to happen xD

I kept promising that I will eventually draw the Dtalon studio 9S statue outfit on Xavier lol and you know.. let's include the adorable 9S and put them next to each other because why not-- That way I got to do some deviated color/shade

9S gets the original since the statue was of him after all and I was having so much fun I decided to add the blindfold and clothing-aside options <3

Xavier gets a sort of white variant since we know he tends t...

SeaStar: We're not done, bunny <3

Xavier, you may wanna hold on to something
OR SOMEONE--
Who KNEW raffy was hiding a BIG ONE
To be fair, I've always wondered if he was a grower or a shower...
He's not lightheaded is he??

Okay,
It's New Years Eve and I wanted to end this year with a bang xD
But also I think all the travel and family obligations have caught up to me becos i've been lowkey sick and achy the past few days-- hopefully it's nothing too bad
I think my body jus crashed out after being so...

'Merry Christmas! Love, Xavier'

Last but not least, our little snowangel <3

I know snow or winter in general is not for everybody but I do enjoy it lol

From making snow angels, snowboarding, ice skating, sledding/tubing
carbs are in season becos they keep me warm, and i love bundling up with a hot drink..
Snow to me is also the season that sparks new beginnings <3

I hope you take it easy today and just relax
Merry Christmas!!

Kiss Zayne once for me <3

I know he's kind of a lamp post but let's pretend for a sec he doesn't immediately realize he's standing under a mistletoe xD

I always thought mistletoes were kind of a silly Christmas thing
I mean it's a parasitic plant that siphons water from its host

but hey-- nice little story behind it though..

norse god of war baldur was pierced by a mistletoe arrow, so it's now used as a symbol of love and peace..

What does zayne have for us?? is it a little trinket? cu...

Merry Christmas, Cutie!

"What could it beeee?" keeps shaking the box

Speaking of gifts, do you guys make it clear what you want or just let people surprise you?

I'm kind of in between..

I'm easily amused and absolutely love cozy things

At the same time, my immediate family knows if they got no idea what to gift me, they can always fall back on gifting me FUZZY SOCKS and FUZZY BLANKETS

I think it's too late to ask for a cookie the gingerbread man plush from beanie babies l...

Merry Christmas, Kitten <3

I dont think sylus is the best at making sneaky gift purchases lol
He's gonna go on a splurge and completely forget you're snuggled up at home becos of the snow xD

He's gonna open that door and give himself a jumpscare and probably spoil the surprise


That aside,

I hope you guys are having a wonderful Christmas Eve/Day! It feels so weird to work an actual job because... we have days off?? such a surreal concept-- BUT that also means I have m...

Darling Zayne: Slope-sitter

It's STILL TOO BRIGHT OUT HERE BRAH
You know that face you make when it's too bright and someone is trying to get you to smile for their photo lmao liek a grimace or squint but you're doing your best to smile and not blink

I don't think a daytrip to the ski resort is enough for me.. I NEED to spend at least a few days in Breckenridge-- it is SO FUN
I miss the slopes alreadyyyyyyyy take me baaaaack
It's unfortunately like 2 hours drive out of town, deep into the mountains, win...

Snowangel: my sweet firefly <3

"Did you try dressing your wounds by yourself..? Looks like we'll have to redo some of these~"

Whenever I draw bandaids on Xavier, just know that it's me lamenting that I never got Heartstring Symphony. I can remember seeing those puppy eyes and immediately going to download the game like late January-- BUT THE BANNER ALREADY ENDED -- y'kn-- It's ALRIGHT ITS ALRIGHT.. i'll get over it

I'm still hoping we get a rerun of some sort becos GAAAAAAGHHH I've abstained ...

Throwback 2B9S <3

Just because! ;p

I haven't drawn them in so long it almost feels like 9S is slowly turning into Xavier with how often I've been drawing him lol

At the same time however, it feels so familiar
It's like I'm saying hi to the kira who was drawing more 2b9s often earlier this year

He's been my androgyny icon for so long, 9S just gives me that sort of comfort y'know-- something very familiar after all this time, he's still here <3

Purposefully avoided drawing 2B's...

Darling: Santa-baby <3

"Have you been an angel all year, sweetie?"

GODS I HOPE YOU WERE-- becos this man will SPOIL
I mean to keep this sketch looking but my hand keeps slipping and jus LOVES rendering lollll I need that drama lighting -- there is a beginning, middle and no end to this render phase tbh -v-

Well? What's it gonna be, kittens? Need a Sable under the tree? A '54 light blue convertible? A yacht? What about the deed to a platinum mine? Sylus cutie.. he's.. not gonna squeeze down the ch...

Darling: Sparks Fly

Xavier totally emits light evol when he's experiencing intense arousal or an orgasm heheh
Be gentle yea?

I decided to start this month of with some sweet Xavier becos in all honesty, I AM DREADING starting his story branch tonight-- Am I going to get my heart broken? Will the angst be too much to play in one sitting? IS HE GOING TO BE OKAY??

Agh-- I know it's been consistent with the other story branches with the guys that things mostly turn out to be okay, but it reveals the...

NSFW In the Drakeshadows

I was going to draw some Xaviier ANGST but if you haven't been on Twitter (lucky you) Sylus' myth kidn of broke the site for a bit lol

HOW YOU FEELIN ABOUT IT
I know some of you are teratophiles (monsterfnckers) so I did my best with the PP even though I think it looks like a silicone toy LMAO I wanted to make him look not-so-human so I added some stuff like the pointed ears, fangy toofs, black scleras and slit pupils

ALSO

Happy Thanksgiving!! I am most thankful for ...

Darling Xavier: Make me purr ~~ <3

I dont wanna think about how many times I redid the background becos surprise surprise I DONT LIKE DRAWING BACKGROUNDS LMFAO

Nothing a good ol blur and airbrush to fix and hide all my mistakes HAHAHA Only enough to make sure it looks like a greenhouse of course and not indiscriminate airbrush splotches lol also thank GOD I have some textured brushes that I forgot i downloaded for this purpose

Do not ask me for a background tutorial lol

Girlies if you hate backgrounds, p...

*Leaves this here* (Crowstar speed draw)

Pls ignore that filename lol-- it was there becos I can hear sylus say "HELP HIM"

I keep forgetting that clip studio paint has this function where it lets you record a timelapse LOL -- dont remember what version I have but don't quote me for saying all versions have it

so here is the most updated glimpse on what my process looks like -- me changing the lighting halfway tends to happen a lot
I guess I keep forgetting about this function becos well it eats up disk space ...

Darling Zayne: Stethoscope

"Do you hear it...? Do you hear what you do to me?"

Oh sweet zayne.. I love to treat you the way a nerd treats homework

I slam you on my desk and do you aaaaaall night looong ;D

Actually would his sweet moans even allow us to pick up his heartbeat with the stethoscope? LMFAO it's been too long since I last used one of these.... he's just gonna have to keep quiet like the good boy he is heehee


How you guys doing with the event so far? LoL is it just me or...

Good Kitty: Raffy ;D

What do you mean this evol strap will make the reciever see literal stars-- where can I get one FOR FOR... research purposes LMFAO

Raffys card was so cute and funny xD I can't get over his uwu face dominating the whole kindled moment then kind of just nuzzles your chest and realizes too late what he just did HAHA

This new quadruple banner even really put a wrench in my upload schedule/plan but liek?? I"M NOT MAD LOL

They are all soooooo cute as litt...