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Me with our cats 🐈 Part 1

A series of photos taken by my friend Julia, Julia and I studied at the Academy of Photography 8 years ago in Warsaw))

 Julia decided to try to shoot with my camera, and I did the post processing and cropping, I hope you like it!

Photographer's IG: https://www.instagram.com/dogstarlight?igsh=MWtud3JyYTViamdpMw==

Selfieee

Hello guys, have a nice friday everyone! ♥️

and i'm going to another acupuncture session, wish me luck 😅

Me by Dmytro Gurnicki on film 🎞️

The new series with me, by Dmytro Gurnicki, on film. We shot this series at his place, and in fact, we only had the background, the photographer, and the camera. We were trying to improvise, so I really hope you’ll like these photos 🖤

Later, you’ll also see more photos from this series taken digitally. I’d be curious to hear your thoughts later on which photos you liked more — the ones shot on film or digitally))

Hope you enjoy them!

Photographer's IG: 2025-01-07 13:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post

One of my favorite photos of me on IPhone 💫

I'm gradually getting back into the work routine, making plans for shootings and ideas, the main thing is that I don't end up in the hospital again 😅 yesterday I had strong emotions, we were playing a board game and because of such activity my heart started to hurt a lot, it turned out that it was residual after cardiac tamponade, there was a pericardial spasm, but I took some medicine and an hour later it felt better ))

"Forest Echo" with Lolita 🌱 Part 2

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/nemmy_horin?igsh=aHUycHViZWdzOXM2

Selfie 🤳

What are your plans for this year? Are there any dreams or projects you want to accomplish this year?

I'm planning a trip to Madeira in March (we were supposed to fly there in December, but because I was hospitalized, the trip had to be postponed) and I'll be shooting a project with one very popular model 😏

Happy New Year 💫

Hello, dear friends!

Happy New Year to everyone! May this year bring peace, calm, and mindfulness to each of us. Let worries take a backseat, allowing you to focus more on the things that bring you joy, fulfillment, and happiness. Here’s to a year filled with meaningful moments and cherished experiences! ♥️

Wishing you all the very best!

"Forest Echo" with Lolita 🌱 Part 1

Hello, friends! 🖤

This is photoshoot with Lolita, during which the swamp devoured my beloved sandals that I’d had for over 10 years 🤣

You might remember that I’ve shot in a swamp before, but that was in Kyiv. The swamp there was relatively shallow, not as cold, and it didn’t pull you under.

But This one, however, turned out to be quite deep, even though it didn’t look like it at first glance. The bog sucked you in significantly, and my sandals became a sacrific...

Today I turned 29 💫

Today is my birthday and I would like to remind you about something very important.

Living with chronic, undifferentiated pain is a journey that few can truly understand unless they’ve walked it themselves.

When I first started experiencing muscle pain, psychologists, mentors, asked me variations of the same question: What is this illness trying to tell you? At the time, these questions felt strange. I didn’t have answers, and for years, all I could see was what the illness ha...

Backstage video with Lola 🌱

Snow Braies with me 🗻 B&W edition

Has it become more convenient for you now that I’ve started separating color and black-and-white photos?

My Selfie 💫

Friends, I wish you all a Merry Christmas! And I wish you wonderful holidays! ♥️🎉

Snow Braies with me 🗻

Another extreme photoshoot: it had just snowed in the Alps, and the temperature dropped to 1-4 degrees 🙈

This was right after my pain attack, but as you can see, that didn’t stop me 😅😂.

Backstage from snow Braies 🗻

Red Velvet ❤️‍🔥

Hello friends! Everyone loved the phone set with red lighting so much that I decided to show you these beautiful behind-the-scenes shots from an old photoshoot ❤️‍🔥

Also There’s also a short video at the link below 👇🏻

https://drive.google.com/file/d/11PNGs_tuGCjr62bochihDaATqmztGhhi/view?usp=drivesdk

Me in Apls 🗻

After this shoot, when we descended from the mountains, I had an excruciating pain attack. I couldn’t even lift my leg, and Mark had to carry me to the car and back to the room. The thing is, muscle spasms are worsened by stress, muscle strain, and cold.

And on that peak, it was unbelievably cold—the stone felt like ice. I don’t know how I endured it, but posing was extremely hard because the cold numbs your mind, making it impossible to think of anything except getting warm as q...

Backstage from Alps 🗻

Shooting with Julia, B&W edition 🖤

Friends, from now on, black-and-white photos will be uploaded in a separate post🖤

 This way, those who prefer color can simply skip these posts, while true black-and-white enthusiasts can enjoy them fully. It’s all for your convenience. Let me know if there’s anything else I can do to make Patreon better or more comfortable for you—just say 💫

Model's IG: https://ww...

Shoot with beloved Julia Slip 🖤 Part 3

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/juliaslip_nu?igsh=MWhweDV5YndkcnJkbA==

Collections 🐾

Just to remind you that you can quickly and easily find specific sets in collections 💫

black mamba 😅😂🐾

Do you want to see my usual selfies in clothes here?))

We are all part of one whole

Hello, friends!

I want to share something very personal with you, something I haven’t talked about before.

Some of you know that I’ve been practicing various spiritual techniques for a long time and using different tools for that. One of these tools is the use of psychoactive substances.

Since the onset of my illness, I’ve gone through all the stages of denial and rejection. It was specifically “magic medicine”—let’s call it that—that helped me realize many t...

Shoot with beloved Julia Slip 🖤 Part 2

Second part of the shooting with Julia 🖤

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/juliaslip_nu?igsh=MWhweDV5YndkcnJkbA==

New shoot with beloved Julia Slip 🖤 Part 1

It’s been such a long time since I last did a shoot with Julia, I know how much you all love her, and probably the most beloved and popular session was the one with the sheep 🐑

That shoot was completely improvised. I visited Julia, and we decided to experiment and try something new that I hadn’t done before, And here’s what we created 💧

These photos taken in an ordinary bathroom at night, with a single light source from a lad lamp, which was a real struggle to work wit...

Red room ❤️‍🔥

I decided to show you my old self-portraits on phone, that I took back in Ukraine)

I didn’t like them at all, so I thought I wouldn’t share them, but now I changed my mind 😅😂

I know they’re not masterpieces, but still, perhaps you’ll find it interesting to look at them))

Me by David Dubnitsky 💫

Hi, friends! It’s been a while since we’ve had photos from David Dubnitskiy, so I’m excited to share this shoot with you ❤️‍🔥

I just read the conclusion from the hospital just 🥲

And I was wondering why no one explained anything to me, they didn't even allow me to walk half a meter without a wheelchair, if I had heard that in the hospital I definitely wouldn't have survived 😅😂

I just read the conclusion from the hospital just 🥲

Now I perceive these photos a little differently - it turns out that no one around was exaggerating 😅😅😅 and I was thinking what is the tragedy out of nowhere 😅😂😂

Cardiac tamponade is a ver...

Health Update

Friends, first of all, I want to thank you all again for your help and support—it’s truly priceless! 🙏🏻♥️

Secondly, I want to share something I haven’t spoken about before, even though I’ve always been open about my life.

This summer, I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and depression. Since July, I’ve been undergoing treatment, and honestly, it’s been helping a lot.

Looking back, I realize that BPD has probably been with me my en...

Backstage video with David Dubnitsky 🐾

The Art of Human Vulnerability

How often do you think about the fact that you could have none of what you currently have?

At the very beginning of my illness, when the muscle pain first started, everyone said it was psychosomatic, and I began seeing psychologists. Every time, they would ask me the same question: Why do you think you’re experiencing this pain? At the time, I thought it was a strange question. Eventually, one of the psychologists concluded that I was taking on too much—family problems, my own issue...