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Shooting with me in Warsaw 2025, Part 2

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Artist Recomendation 🖤

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Yesterday I finally had the procedure we’ve been planning from last summer 🪄

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Shooting with me in Warsaw 2025, Part 1

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"Stone Power" with Margo by me 🌑

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Set was shot during the last time I was in Ukraine

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Some Nudes from Bali 🌿

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Me by Ira Khodarchenko, Part 4

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A small health update 🩸

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Me by Ira Khodarchenko, Part 3

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Me by Ira Khodarchenko, Part 2

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Me by Ira Khodarchenko, Part 1

This series will have four parts, simply because there are so many photos.

And this is Part One.

Looking at these images now feels very different. They were taken about three years ago, during a time when I was heavily on steroids and muscle relaxants. I can clearly see the contrast between who I was then and who I am now — without steroids and with those medications reduced as much as possible.

Even though I’m still dealing with swelling, it’s nothing compared to back...

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Behind-the-scenes video from Kyiv

Hi, friends!

Today I want to share a short behind-the-scenes video from a shoot that took place in Kyiv several years ago — before we left Ukraine 🇺🇦

It feels especially meaningful to look back at these moments now. That time, that city, that version of life holds so much tenderness, freedom, and quiet strength for me.

I’m happy to finally share this little fragment of the past with you 🤍

Thank you for being here and for holding space for these memories w...

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The world does not need more people pretending- What the world needs, what it has always needed, is people who have done the inner work.

“You know, there’s something rather strange happening to certain people right now, and if you’re watching this, there’s a very good chance you’re one of them. These are the people who feel everything, who walk into a room and immediately sense what no one is saying, who see through the performance, the masks, the carefully constructed surface of social life.

They’ve been told this is a gift — this ability to perceive what others miss. But I want to suggest something quite ...

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For the first time, I’m giving it space to exist as it is 🌊

For the past two weeks, I’ve been in a state of complete dissociation because of the Epstein files.

I spent many hours inside those documents — photos, videos, news reports, listening to testimonies and victim statements. Honestly, at some point I thought I was going to lose my mind. The anger was overwhelming, unbearable.

And it wasn’t only because of the cruelty itself — as horrifying as it is — but because of something else that hurts just as much: how most people con...

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Me by Julia Slip, Warsaw 2024

This shoot actually happened in 2024, when the girls came to Warsaw.

We spent those day photographing each other in a circle — taking turns, laughing, playing, and simply enjoying being together. It was light and full of joy. No pressure, no expectations, just friendship, creativity, and a lot of fun.

Looking back at these images now feels especially warm. They carry that feeling of ease and closeness, a small memory from a really good time.

I’m very happy to finally sha...

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Backstage with girls ✨

You can see & download Backstage the next shoot via the link below:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1eLmH7il4YrULZxzVfS_wzxwuXqzo0hyr/view?usp=sharing

Enjoy 🤍

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Lola & Joel by me ❤️

This is the final series from my trip to Spain and one of my absolute favorites!

I realized while editing that I haven’t photographed a mother and child in such a long time. So this felt very special to me. I’m deeply grateful that this opportunity appeared — naturally, gently, at exactly the right moment.

And the models… just look at them!!!

Joel is Lola’s son — wow. Those curls, that skin tone, that light. I truly can’t get over it. The way they look together...

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Me by Lola on film 🎞️

This is the final film series from this trip.

There’s something very quiet and unusual about it, almost fragile. It feels different from the rest, like it exists slightly outside of time.

I think a lot of it comes from the water lilies. I’ve always loved them deeply. There’s something almost unreal about them — the way they float, the way they belong both to water and to light. And it’s so rare to encounter them in real life, not just as an image or a symbol, but truly t...

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Lou in a jungles 🌱

Let’s balance things out a little with some masculine energy ✨

All the shoots during this trip were completely spontaneous, truly, none of them were planned 🤣

And this one is no exception.

Lou is an incredibly kind, thoughtful, and interesting person!

Lolita introduced us, and it instantly felt easy and natural. He also works as a model, and on top of that, he writes books, which somehow makes his presence even deeper and more layered.

We spent a really be...

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Our little Spain paradise on film 💫

A short filmed episode so you can get a feel for the atmosphere of our house there (or rather, it's Lola's house, but she says it's ours 🤣). I remember that week with such warmth and can't wait to come back again ❤️‍🔥

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Health updates 🩸

Yesterday we did the first procedure:

total plasma exchange + albumin + donor stem cells + exosomes — all in one go!

Everything went well.

Right now I’m feeling very weak, super sleepy, and quite swollen (face + body), but so far no other complaints and I truly hope it stays that way 🤞🏻

Now it’s time to wait, observe, and quietly pray for positive changes over the coming weeks 🙈

Yesterday’s treatment cost 5600$ 💵

Also ones again I want ...

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Lola & Olive tree 🤍

The third series is also one of my absolute favorites, this time with the olive tree 🤍

That turquoise tone of the leaves feels almost unreal. Soft, luminous, alive. I’m completely in love with it!

And judging by the number of Lola’s portraits here, I think it’s quite obvious that I’m deeply in love with her face as well 😅🤣

With Lolita, there is simply no such thing as a limit when it comes to portraits 🙈

She’s probably the only person with whom I ...

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Lola with a horse 🐴

The second series with Lola and of course, no shoot is allowed to exist without a horse! 🤣

Absolutely impossible. The horse simply would not permit it!

I truly love this series.

For me, Lola is one of the most beautiful people in the world, equally beautiful on the outside and on the inside.

There’s a rare harmony in her, something very calm, very honest, very real.

This set feels like that: quiet strength, softness, and presence.

I hope you’ll feel ...

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Little health update 🤍

We had a recent consultation with the doctor, and we finally have a small but clear plan moving forward.

The first procedure has been moved from the 22nd to the 21st. On that day we’ll be doing Total Plasma Exchange, and on the same day donor stem cells + exosomes will be administered as well — all in one go.

After that, we’ll closely observe my condition for 4–6 weeks, see how my body responds, and only the...

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Me by Lolita Astra on Film 🎞️

These photos were taken on a nudist beach where Lola brought me one day.

The plan was very simple and innocent: relax, breathe, take some photos, enjoy the sun and the sea.

At first, the beach was almost empty. There was just us, me and Lola, and one older guy sitting far away under an umbrella near the rocks. Quiet, peaceful, perfect.

And then… another man arrived. He sat down uncomfortably close to us and started staring. Not a casual glance, full, intense, invasive star...

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Lola in spikelet field 🌾

These photos were taken literally in Lola’s backyard, I’m not exaggerating when I say that all the locations were just a couple of meters apart. Two steps here, an arm’s length there. That’s it 😅 And honestly… what a gift it is to live and create together. To barely leave the house and still make a whole universe of images.

To realize that you don’t need to travel far to find beauty, sometimes it’s right there, waiting quietly in your own space.

The series are sma...

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