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Car story in Iceland 🇮🇸 B&W edition

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Health updates

For the third day in a row we’ve been running between doctors. A few nights ago, I woke up in the middle of the night with hellish pain in my lower stomach, I was vomiting, my blood pressure dropped to 50/30, and I honestly thought I was going to die. I couldn’t even call out to wake Mark, I was just lying on the bathroom floor, waiting for it to pass 🙈

Today it was finally confirmed I have endometriosis. Most likely I’ve had it all my life, since my periods have always been un...

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Car story in Iceland 🇮🇸

And also we spontaneously decided to shoot a little set inside the car, with that same view in the background))

The view didn’t come out super clearly, but I think the result still feels really moody and intimate. There’s a certain rawness to it that I really love!

Coming up next a beautiful short video we filmed in the car, which I’m excited to share with you soon 😏

But first… you’ll get to see the black & white version of this photo series, it’s a whole ...

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New set "Savage Daughter" with beautiful Nastya

So happy to share another beautiful photo series with Nastya 🌿

Someone even managed to comment under one of the posts saying something like, “Iceland has prettier spots for shooting”

And I have to say it was both absurd and hilarious to read 😅 First of all, it’s Iceland! there’s simply no such thing as an “ugly” place in nature here. Every inch of land is breathtaking, no matter where you look!

Iceland is wild, raw, and magnificent- always!!! This location,...

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"Inside the Glass House"- Art Photo Series №2

Set with 30 cinematic photographs – a visual study of closeness, presence, and atmosphere.

Soft light, natural movement, emotion, and rhythm- everything captured in the most subtle and artistic way!

This collection is not about what you simply see, but about how deeply you can feel the story through every frame.

Thank you for supporting my creative journey and helping me bring these projects to life

The download is delivered as a PDF booklet with all...

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"Inside the Glass House"- Art Photo Series №I


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"Inside the Glass House" - First Photo Art Series

Collection of 47 images exploring closeness, presence, and the subtle beauty of human connection framed by light and architecture.

This series focuses on detail, atmosphere, and emotion - every glance, every touch, every moment of stillness.

It’s not only about what you see, but about how deeply ...

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Visual Story "Inside the Glass House"

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“Inside the Glass House” is a cinematic art story created in one of the most breathtaking locations of our journey!

It explores presence, atmosphere, and the subtle rhythm of connection framed by light and architecture.

Duration: 15 min

Thank you for supporting my creative work and helping me bring these projects to life!

The download is del...

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Backstage video with Nastya "Savage Daughter"

You can download and watch the video from the link to Google Drive or from Attachments👇🏻

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1aH9kyw5xli8HO0Niv-cC--Eg82Z2S6BI/view?usp=sharing

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Danya on the rock 🪨

Another unexpected set, Yes… another unplanned shoot 😅

We didn’t come here to take photos, but these cliffs have been calling to me since my first trip to Iceland and this time, I just couldn’t resist them!

The beach was absolutely packed with people, but we climbed up the rocks anyway, hoping to hide from the crowd a little.

Spoiler: it didn’t work 🤣 The whole beach watched us by the end 😂

But Danya- my absolute hero-didn’t flinch. He climbed, crawl...

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Film set with me in Iceland 🇮🇸

A small film set we created in my favorite stay in Iceland, shot in the middle of the night 💫

Honestly, building a place like this in Iceland should be illegal- it’s impossible to sleep here!

From one window you could even see a glacier!

The view is so hypnotic that you just can’t take your eyes off it 😍

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Self portraits after hospital in February 🏥

Many people can’t even imagine what I have to deal with every single day for so many years… That’s why it means so much to me when there are people who truly understand and acknowledge how hard it is to live with all this.

I’m incredibly grateful to everyone who supports me and my art, to those who are subscribed to my Patreon, and to those who keep asking how I’ve been feeling throughout all these years. Thank you for your love and care ❤️

It’s truly because of th...

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Health updates

I hardly ever check my DMs, only if something urgent comes up. I guess it’s time to explain why

After coming back from the mountains, my health got much worse: on top of muscle pain I developed a severe rash all over my body and sharp pain in the lower right side (at first I even thought it might be appendicitis). Now I’m once again going through another round of hospital visits, not only with Masya, but also for myself, again🙈😅

It turned out I have a 5 cm endometriotic...

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Backstage video with Danya on the rocks 🪨

Another unexpected set this time on the rocks at Reynisfjara Beach, soon..

You can download and watch the video from the link to Google Drive or from Attachments👇🏻

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A small set with Nastya in color and B&W 🤍

We shot this in just 10–15 minutes before leaving the apartment, right as the morning light started filling the room.

Just look at that bed… those walls…can you imagine what it felt like to fall asleep and wake up with a view like that?

Nastya's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/an_stasiia

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✨A little big joy for our furry neighbors!

In our neighborhood, there are a lot of stray cats. All of them are sterilized and lovingly cared for by locals who feed them every day and we decided to renew their shelters:

it took us two days to build and insulate the new houses, and another three hours of early-morning from 5:00 cleaning.

We removed all trash, rotten wood, weeds, and cleared everything (even all bedbugs 😅🙈)

Now the cats have a warm and cozy place!

We also bought more warning signs for dri...

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Mirror selfie🪞

This mirror always shows me just how exhausted I am all the time 🙈

I haven’t been writing about my health lately simply because I’m too tired of even talking about it, let alone going from doctor to doctor.

On top of chronic muscle pain, there’s been occasional heart pain, a sudden allergic dermatitis covering my upper body (no one knows why), and noooooow an endometriotic cyst in my right ovary that will need to be removed !😅🙈🥲

God knows how much I’m tir...

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"Inside the Glass House" Second Exclusive Set 🖤

Exclusive Set with Ultra-close 30 photos of visual study of connection and ple@sure is now live in my shop ❤️‍🔥

Sensual, cinematic, and fully immersed.

A photographic exploration of bodies meeting- soft light, movement, emotion, and rhythm.

To see this set:

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Nastya+Danya on the bed, B&W edition

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"Inside the Glass House" First Exclusive Set ❤️‍🔥

Ultra-close 47 photos of visual study of connection and ple@sure ❤️‍🔥

It’s not about what you see, it’s about how close you get.

As always thank you for supporting my creative journey into new and brave territories!

You can download the entire set in format in my shop:

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"Inside the Glass" House vide0 ❤️‍🔥

A teaser from a very big moment. As I’ve already mentioned- it’s way too risky to post full videos like this on Patreon, so here’s a short !

A teaser from a very big moment. As I’ve already mentioned- it’s way too risky to post full videos like this on Patreon, so here’s a short trailer instead.

This was actually the very first video I filmed during our Iceland trip and looking back, I still can’t believe we pulled it off in such a surreal location 🙈

The ful...

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Nastya on film with red wall ❤️‍🔥

Hi friends!

I’m excited to share one of the film sets we shot on our very last day in Iceland with the guys. Honestly, I didn’t expect the results to turn out this interesting. The whole shoot happened completely spontaneously and very quickly when we rented the place, we had no idea there would be such a cool red wall there. Of course, we couldn’t resist using it!

It ended up being the last roll of film I had with me, and I only wished I’d had one more so I could take mor...

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Nastya+Danya on the bed 🌱

This place stole my sleep and my heart!

I was absolutely in love with this location, those panoramic glass walls, the endless view, the way the sky just refused to look ordinary!

We stayed here for one night, and honestly… I didn’t sleep. Not because I wasn’t tired (I was exhausted), but because I just couldn’t stop staring outside.

The sunset, the colors, the vastness, it felt unreal. Like the world paused just to show off.

E...

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Bathroom selfie ✨

Hi my loves! 💛

We’re wrapping up our time in the Dolomites and heading back soon, I’ll be fully back in action with lots of new beautiful photos and videos for you! 📸✨

But for now, here are a couple of fresh post-shower selfies to keep you company 😘

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Nastya in a flower field 🌼

This was the first shoot we did with Nastya on this trip and like most things in Iceland, it had to happen fast 🙈

When your schedule is packed and you’re trying to drive around the entire island, every stop becomes a race against time.

We had maybe 10–15 minutes for this session in the wind, in the cold, in classic Icelandic unpredictability 🤪

And as peaceful as these images may look… Iceland is Iceland. The name isn’t random-it’s Ice-land for a reason 🥶 S...

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Backstage video with Nastya in a flower field 🌼

Soon you will see this amazingly beautiful set with even more beautiful Nastya 😏

You can download and watch the video from the link to Google Drive or from Attachments👇🏻

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Idxm8uL8NDIG1dxZOIGeWu4dBj-9JSYI/view?usp=sharing

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Danya on the Waterfall 💦

We didn’t plan this shoot at all 🙈

We came to this waterfall just to take a quick look there were people around, but the place was so stunning, I couldn’t help myself! I stripped down, Mark took a few quick shots of me- it was cold, spontaneous, and absolutely worth it.

And just as we were getting ready to leave, Danya looked at me… and told me he suddenly felt brave enough to do the same 😅

He had never posed for art nude solo befor, but somehow, in that moment, ...

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A beautiful backstage with Danya on the Waterfall 💧

Soon you will see this amazingly beautiful set 😏

You can download and watch the video from the link to Google Drive or from Attachments👇🏻https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Idxm8uL8NDIG1dxZOIGeWu4dBj-9JSYI/view?usp=sharing

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My merch arrived 😍✨

I finally received my merch today and I’m honestly obsessed! 🥹

I’ve been wearing this t-shirt all day and don’t plan to take it off anytime soon 🙈

Who recognizes the photo on the print? 😉

It’s one of my favorite trips and now I get to keep it with me forever!

Has anyone else received their merch yet? I’d love to hear what you think !

Just a reminder: to receive your merch, you need to be subscribed to the $70 tier for three consecutive months, ...

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A Glimpse Back to Kyiv 🤍

A Glimpse Back to Kyiv Before We Left

Today I want to share with you a small collection of photographs from the time when we were still living in Kyiv before we had to leave Ukraine.

To be honest, I find myself missing those days more often than I admit. Even though the war had already started back then, things weren’t nearly as terrifying and devastating as they are now. It still felt like everything might end soon… but the years go by, and it only gets worse, darker, heavier...

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Lupines🌿

I’m so happy to finally share the full version of this deeply personal and poetic piece!

This film was shot in the middle of blooming wild nature, just love, light, skin, and wind ♥️

Two lovers, one connection, and a space where intimacy meets freedom 🌱

No filters, no artificial posing, just presence, tenderness, and the beauty of being real. This video is not about performance, it’s about emotion, vulnerability, and trust.

Eroticism can be soft. It can be w...

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