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Take a little break for today

My dear ones,

I need to take a little break today from writing my life story.

What I’m sharing here might seem like just memories, but for me, it feels like reliving some of the most painful and confusing moments of my past — with my heart wide open.

Writing these parts is much harder than it might seem from the outside. Sometimes I don’t even know how to keep going, how to find the strength to tell what happened next.

So today, I’m pausing. To breathe. To feel...

"My Journey Through Life: Adolescence" Part 4

Today I was planning to continue my usual story, but I suddenly felt a deep desire to write about my parents. I had intended to share this part later, but my heart wants to talk about them today.

You’ve read a lot already about my difficult relationship with my parents—especially with my mom—but I want to tell you more so that you can better understand why they acted the way they did. I think it makes sense to start with my grandmother.

My grandma grew up in co...

"My Journey Through Life: Adolescence" Part 3

Between the ages of 16 and 18, I kept experimenting with my style, vision, and editing techniques. Naturally, my teenage years left their mark—and as you can see, some of the photos from that time are pretty dark 😅.

I kept learning from different photographers, retouchers, and photo schools, and my mind turned into a total creative mess. I wanted to apply everything I had learned all at once—and honestly, you can totally see that in the photos 🤣. 2025-03-21 15:00:16 +0000 UTC View Post

"Echoes of the Earth" Part 1

Amidst the raw, untamed beauty of Madeira, this photo series captures the seamless bond between human and nature 🌱

Over the course of a week, we explored the island’s volcanic cliffs, misty forests, and rugged shores, creating images that embody the essence of harmony, freedom, and ecological consciousness. The model, stripped of all artifice, becomes part of the landscape—wind, stone, and sea merging into a single entity. Through this work, we reflect on our connection with the ...

Me in Madeira on iPhone 🌿

Hello, dear friends!

Today, I want to share with you a series of phone photos from Madeira featuring me. This was the only day I had enough energy left to be a model for a little while, since the other Nastya—the model, also Nastya—left a day earlier. So, on the last day, we took a few photos for me))

But very soon, I’ll be showering you with incredible beauty—photos of Nastya that I shot with my camera. I’ll also tell you more about this project and what’s coming next...

"My Journey Through Life: Adolescence" Part 2

Exactly one month after my breakup (with that very red-haired guy—his name Alex), on December 27th (literally a day before my birthday, which made it even sadder 😅), I met my future boyfriend—Andru, the one I would be with for three years. To this day, we’re still on good terms!))

The first six months were tough—we kept breaking up and getting back together. And honestly, teenage years are the worst time for relationships. It’s a time when you should ...

Lolita by me 🖤

A small series of photos with Lolita, which I took while Julia (Slip) was photographing Lolita, and I was running around her trying not to disturb her 🤪

Do you prefer black and white or color in this series?

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/lolitastrr/

"My Journey Through Life: Adolescence" Part 1

Hello, friends!

I’m ready to continue sharing my life with you, even though I’ve realized how difficult it actually is. Not just in terms of how much time and effort it takes, but also emotionally—it turned out to be much harder than I expected. When I first came up with this idea, I thought it would be easy to write about myself. But after some reflection, I’ve decided to keep going. After all, I wouldn’t be me if I stopped at the first challeng...

Back home 🌿

Hello, dear friends!

My journey to the beautiful island of Madeira has come to an end. It was a challenging week, as I had to take a lot of photos every day for a project I’ve mentioned before (and will share more about soon). But despite the physical challenges, I still managed to recharge, relax a little, and regain some energy. Nature is the most powerful source of strength 🌿

I’m beyond happy that I finally fulfilled a long-time dream of mine! I really hope to share thes...

Me with Lola, our self portraits 🛁

Remember last set in the white bathtub? So In the same apartment, Lola and I took self-portraits for our dear friend. And honestly, this was an insanely difficult shoot because the night before, we had a ceremony with psychoactive substances (we’re not addicts, just to be clear 🤪😂) We practice mindfulness, meditation, deepening our connection with the universe, and enhancing brain neuroplasticity.

For Lola, it was her first experience, and she had a real breakthrough—so much s...

Lolita by me 🛁

When The Substance came out, I wanted to create something similar and spent a long time searching for a studio or a bathtub with white tiles. Surprisingly, that turned out to be quite a challenge 😅 Then I had cardiac tamponade, then it took me a long time to recover, and so on🙈 But later I found a short-term rental apartment with the perfect tiles, but when we arrived, the bathroom turned out to be much smaller than it looked in the photos—I could barely fit inside when ...

My old self portraits 🔮

Hello friends!

Tomorrow we have a plane to Madeira and I'm very worried, because I have a lot of responsibility for this project 🙈

And while I decided to show you my old self portraits, which I tried to do back home in Ukraine several years ago, but because of the terrible quality of the shooting on the iPhone, it turned out completely different from what I wanted, so I didn't show them to anyone till now, you will be the first 😅🫶🏻♥️

New publication in Play Boy 🐰

I completely forgot to tell you that our photo shoot with Sergey Kovbasyuk was published in the new issue of Playboy NL! ❤️‍🔥

You will find the whole series here, of course 🫶🏻

This is my 7th publication in PlayBoy (as a photographer & as a model) only as a model it turns out I was published 3 times, in Ukraine there are copies that I would like to raffle off when I go home to Dnipro 🏠

Have you seen this set, what do you think?💭

First warm & sunny day in Warsaw ✨

Today in Warsaw the weather is amazingly nice and warm, for the first time this year I'm walking around with short sleeves on the street and basking in the sun ☀️

My moral exhaustion has almost reached its peak, but nature always heals, thank her for this day, I recharged my batteries a little bit 💫

Still Don't have your toto bag? Just Subscribe to my tier with merch and in three months you will already receive an exclusive toto running with a photo with me from the Alps ...

Me by Anastasia Vodchenko 🐾

We shot this series in Kyiv during a period when my health was severely deteriorating. In the middle of the shoot, I experienced an excruciating pain attack and had to inject myself with steroids and lidocaine directly into the nerves in my head and neck—right there in the studio bathroom 🙈😅 And then, I had to keep posing for another two hours straight. It was incredibly difficult. I remember that time as one of the most physically painful periods of my life, but I am grateful for it....

Me by Stanislav Kraievskyi 🖤

Shooting from Kyiv, Stas was shooting me on film, unfortunately I don’t remember what kind of film it was, but I really liked the result))

A piece of my morning today ☀️

Do you know why I would love for Netflix to make a documentary about me?—something many people have suggested to me. I didn’t really understand why before, I mean, who I am to make a movie about me 🙈

Now, I’ve been watching a lot of documentaries on Netflix about different people, and I think it would actually be very practical! I wouldn’t have to keep repeating my story—whether about photography or my illness—over and over again, I could just send a link to the documenta...

Some memories from photo trip to France 🇫🇷

I have put together some memories from our trip to Strasbourg to shoot with photographer Seckin https://www.instagram.com/axakadam.bis?igsh=Ym1ramdiNWwwaXFh

We stayed at his place for three days, and for three days, we were constantly shooting. I remember how, by the second day, I started feeling unwell, my muscles ached more and more with every hour, and working became physica...

Julia B&W edition 🖤

Some close ups from last set 🐾

New set is available in my shop 🏔️

I also advise you to check if there is a difference in cost between the application and the browser from your computer, because some have a huge difference in cost.

Some selfie 🤳

I miss Kyiv life a little, which, unlike in Dnipro, was quite active 😅

I hope that in April I will be able to come to Kyiv for shootings, but I don’t plan anything in advance, and of course it’s a pity that all these trips are happening without Mark, it’s very difficult for me with heavy bags and suitcase, there are almost no ramps in Ukraine, so you carry everything yourself up the high stairs at the railway station and curbs, and with my muscles it’s just hellish torment, ...

Beautiful Julia by me 🖤

Express shooting with Julia, when it’s cold outside, you have to get out and shoot indoors until it gets warmer 😅

Model's IG: https://www.instagram.com/juliaslip_nu/

My Patreon shop is live from now ❤️‍🔥

I’m beyond excited to share something truly special with you—my exclusive intimate photo sets are now available in my private shop! ✨ Each collection is a unique visual story, capturing sensuality, raw beauty, and artistic expression in a way you’ve never seen before.

What’s inside?

• High-resolution uncensored images

• Carefully curated thematic series with different moods—seductive, soft, wild, and artistic- all contain explicit photos ❤️‍�...

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My beautiful veins on my breast 🫶🏻

I once had an ex who said that my veins on my breast are disgusting (I will definitely write about this traumatic period of my life as a continuation of my story about myself) and now I look and do not understand how I could believe him and really thought that they look terrible.

Now I like my veins, definitely 🤍

My nude selfies in the mirror 🪞

Hello friends, how are you doing?

I’m a bit nervous about my upcoming trip to Madeira for a project with a model from Playboy 🤫

I really hope this project will live up to the one I shot with Ira in Iceland, and that’s why I’m so worried—I don’t like having such a big responsibility 🙈 I immediately start thinking: what if it doesn’t turn out the way I want? What if the weather lets me down? What if something else goes wrong, and I end up with terrible shots? I don...

Me by Irina on film, Part 2 🎥

New self portraits soon ❤️‍🩹

The day before yesterday, I had my 24th heart examination, and I took the opportunity to shoot some self-portraits at home. Every time I take photos, my house turns into complete chaos, as you can see in the pictures 🙈🤪

I haven’t even looked through them yet to see if anything turned out because I’ve been feeling really unwell these past few days. It felt like my muscles were being slashed by invisible knives and needles, and even with medication, it was hard to bear. So, it w...

"My Journey Through Life: Childhood" Part 8

All my childhood, I had very long hair, and I always dreamed of getting a short haircut. But my mom strictly forbade me to cut it, and it seemed incredibly unfair to me—after all, it was my hair, not hers.

And then, one fine day, when I was already 15, I went for a haircut and decided to go against my mom’s wishes—which, for me, was something completely out of the ordinary 😅 I was genuinely afraid of her, but this was my first step in standing up for what I wanted. So I told th...

"My Journey Through Life: Childhood" Part 7

Finally, the long-awaited moment happened—my dream came true.

My parents gave me my first camera for my 15th B.Day, which I used for almost the next ten years—my Nikon D90 🖤

To this day, I talk about it with immense gratitude to my family. My parents could have dismissed it as just a hobby, something unserious, thinking that photography wouldn’t bring in a living. But they saw how passionate I was about it for years, how it didn’t matter to me what I was shooting with, ...

Me by Irina on film, Part 1 🎥

The photos were taken back in Kyiv, on the back you can see the hematomas after myopressure (the painful procedure of squeezing out the muscles is unbearable). This was one of the millionth attempts to improve the situation with muscles, but alas) The photos were taken on film, I hope you like it!

Photographer's IG: https://www.instagram.com/vls_aesthetics/