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Early access: My husband spills the Tea...about me!

You guys get to see it first! I hope you enjoy this conversation with my husband!

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Behind the scenes on my last video

Hey guys! Here's the story behind my last video

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Why do so many christians hate Jesus?

This is something I have been wanting to say for a while. What are your thoughts?

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Does bottoming make me less of a man?

Does anyone else struggle with the psychology around bottoming and how it pertains to our sense of masculinity?

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Did I hate myself?

Building on the video I shared with you Patrons this week, I created a more polished video of the ideas I have been exploring. THANK YOU all for being such an amazing resource!!

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My dad’s health, existential crises, and more!

Hey all! Here’s your behind the scenes look into my life that you won’t find anywhere else. 🙏🏼

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August OF link

Here you go!!

I hope you enjoy 


https://onlyfans.com/action/trial/leijfhybi5pflkabxt519oqypuhljsej

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Why We Want to Be Rich, Famous, & Sexy

This is something I’ve been thinking a lot about lately… I’m curious to hear your thoughts on the matter. :-)

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Looking at doing a retreat

Hi, Patrons!

I’m looking at hosting a luxury retreat in Puerto Vallarta 🇲🇽 for about 20 guys. Cost would be around $2,000 for 3 nights, all meals included. 

Who would legitimately be interested? I’m looking at the holiday weekend in January (12th-15th), 2024.

As Patrons, you’d get priority placement and a small discount off the regular rate. 

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Patron Hangout TONIGHT

Hey, Patrons! Tonight, we will be hanging out on zoom as soon as meditation class ends – around 6:30 PM Eastern time. Here is the link… I will see you then!

https://us05web.zoom.us/j/83596798155?pwd=tx02AmaDD1WqePjNir1aTEx59mX3v0.1

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Is Monogamy a Myth?

Someone requested this specific topic. I hope that you enjoy!!

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What’s going on for me…

The story you won’t here on youtube :)

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Zoom Hangout!

Hey Patrons! Please mark your calendars for next Sunday, July 30th! Let's all meditate together on Youtube at 6pm ET, and as soon as it wraps, we will head over to Zoom and chat and catch up. I hope you're having a wonderful summer!!

See you soon!

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My First Gay Cruise!

You heard about it first, but here is the whole story!!

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Photos from Europe that won’t find elsewhere

giving you a behind the Scenes :)

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Finally heading home!

Wow. What a trip! I’m so excited to share with y’all. 

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Marrying my Husband is my Greatest Accomplishment 💕

Y’all are not surprised by this lol 

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Early access: the story behind why I started doing On!yF@ns

You see this before everyone else! Thanks for being my Patrons!!

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Having a great time in Rome!

I don’t usually post about my personal life on my socials, but as my Patrons, I’d like for you to have a behind the scenes on what’s going on for me. Here’s some pics, and I’ll upload a video sharing more in the coming days!

hugs to all!!

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OF link for July

Hey gang!

Here’s your access to my NSFW content. I hope that you enjoy!


https://onlyfans.com/action/trial/fvpvqd5r3aakznfo2tf0hmcusjnplkuu

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Early access: What is a Birthday worth?

See this video before everyone else! This Will go live on my birthday on Saturday :)

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I’m back!!!!

Whew! That took WAY too long!!

I am back to posting on YouTube.  And as my supporters, I’m going to give you access to my next vids before everyone else gets to see them! I hope that you enjoy!!

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What is in my sacred space?

FINALLY! Got my YouTube studio/meditation room together. i want you all to be the first to see it — and learn a little bit more about what is sacred to me :)

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First looks at my new home

Renovations are winding down — and I thought you would all like to see the spaces I’ve designed and have been working on for the past few months. Here’s our new retro-inspired kitchen!

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Let’s talk about mortality!

Hey gang! Since I can’t do an edited video this week — here’s one I’d have liked to have done, but I did it just for you!!


peace and blessings!

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Finally feeling better. How are you??

Special video for my patrons!

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OF link for June

Happy June everyone! Thank you for all your love and support.

heres your access code to OF!  I hope that you enjoy!!


https://onlyfans.com/action/trial/c1vggygqn7bjmg5ibkfco0hkj8q9ecfd

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Still sick…

Little behind the scenes update for you!

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Love my patrons!

Love from a sick Kaelan :)

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Behind the scenes and a silver award!

Thank you all for your support. Here’s what’s going on in my world. And look what arrived in the mail today…



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