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I am doing a meditation retreat this week... and then THIS happened

Well, it's been interesting, for sure! And I am learning... but the biggest thing I am learning is the importance of love, altruism, and genuine connection.

LOVE YOU guys!!!

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Recording of class on Impermanence and Mortality

We had SUCH a good group session this Thursday. THANK YOU for everyone who joined live. For those who missed it, you'll really want to check out this recap! So many great ideas were shared.

Blessings and love to all!

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Hey guys! Our next group class is TOMORROW.

The topic for this week will be "impermanence -- everything is transient." I hope you can make it!

8pm ET

https://us06web.zoom.us/j/85764774046?pwd=MYLwaLBcNR2LLsOsgXV4Gs1qLrhDgX.1

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Let's try this again... Patreon video (this time with SOUND!)

Hey guys! Sorry yesterday's video didn't have sound. Let's try this again!

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"If you think you're enlightened... go spend a week with your family"

Well, I just finished 5 days with my mother... and, oh, boy.

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Live class: Awakening the Serpent Power

Hey guys! we had a great time in our live class last night! I hope to see you there next time.

Blessings to all!

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Cover Reveal for next book!

There may still be small tweaks to this as we move forward...but here's how it stands right now.

What are your thoughts/impressions?

Much love!

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Zoom group tonight! 8pm ET

Hey y'all! So excited to see you tonight. Love and blessings!

https://us06web.zoom.us/j/84128140347?pwd=iISfAqKaRwFbJj1RIUcXA55oECFZOC.1

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NSFW link for October

Here you go, my friends! Sending you much love and blessings. I hope you enjoy!

https://onlyfans.com/thebigom/trial/qj6hujugimknhpjviuvqxotat8ewzbx9

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Class this Thursday! Topic is kundalini/the serpent energy 🐍

Hey guys!

In two days we have our meet up since it's the first Thursday of the month.

This week, we have a fun topic: the serpent energy at the base of the spine. Bring your questions, your experiences, the stories you have heard. This will be a safe place to explore it!

Can't wait to see you!

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New Cover Art!

Hey guys!! I am soooo excited to share that my designer/artist that I frequently collaborate with (he did my previous 3 book covers, oracle deck, and website), just submitted his designs for my newest book!!

Ahhh... exciting!!

Before I share it with you... since you've read a bit of the poetry in the book, the introduction, and heard me talk about it...

I want to hear YOUR guesses!

What do you think the cover will be like? What would you design? What would you like to ...

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Harmonize Your Energy Field

Hey guys! We had a great conversation last night in our class. Here's a recording; I hope it's insightful for you.

Many blessings! Kaelan

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See you tonight at 8pm ET!

Please use this link for tonight's class:

Kae Strouse is inviting you to a scheduled Zoom meeting.

Topic: Kae Strouse's Zoom Meeting

Time: Sep 25, 2025 08:00 PM Eastern Time (US and Canada)

Join Zoom Meeting

https://us06web.zoom.us/j/88148049340?pwd=YX28UZ50KQebQ8vvaqY4UQpNIYvDKP.1

Meeting ID: 881 4804 9340

Passcode: 443226

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Patrons livestream: Update from the retreat

Blessings and love to you all!

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Class this Thursday at 8pm ET: Harmonizing your energy field

Hey y'all!

So looking forward to the conversation and connection. I hope you can join us!

This week we will talk about how bringing our energy body into congruency is the goal of spiritual work. We will dive into the tools and techniques to create alignment and wellbeing.

Namaste!

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Class postponed until next week

Hey, Everyone!

Since me and many of you who regularly attend our Thursday night meet ups will be traveling today to the retreat, let’s postpone our class until next week.

I hope you have a beautiful Thursday! See you soon :-) 🙏🏼❤️

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Twas the night before the road trip...

And soon we shall be in Vermont for deep, soulful work!

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Patron Livestream: Loving those who have crossed over

Hey guys!

Today is the first anniversary of my father's passing. I thought it would be good to chat about connecting with those who have passed over and feeling the love they have for us.

Blessings to you all!

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Revised Introduction!

I'm confident it will change many times yet before publication... but here we are.

Let me know how you think it compares from the earlier draft!

Love and blessings, Kaelan

Introduction to the Path of Ecstaticism

O, my brother!

Do you remember what we have lost?

Can you recall how our souls once soared high as our crystal towers? Those that shattered sunbeams into quintillions of sunfire embers?

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Interview hosted by Darren Main!

Hey guys!

As you know, I love Darren… So I was honored when he invited me for this panel conversation. Let me know your thoughts!

Hugs, Kaelan

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An insight into my writing process...

You know what's so funny...

I had felt really good about that introduction. I think I told you that I had already written it dozens of times.

Well, after posting it on here to share with you... I decided it still needed more work.

Although I have been focusing my efforts elsewhere in the book, I decided to spend the day today circling back to revisit this intro yet again.

Would you like to see how it has changed through the process of sharing it with you all?

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Sneak Peek: Introduction to new book

Hey y'all! I know you enjoy a sneak peek of what is in the works. Here's the introduction as it currently stands for my new book. Sooooo excited to share this with you!

Introduction

Come, let us leave these poured-concrete city streets and wander barefoot back to softer, moss-lined paths. Let us drink in starlight through our skin, inhale mist into our root-like lungs. Let us journey past the crumbling farmhouses of decades gone, past the cathedrals with th...

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Recording from Live Class: Sacred Eros!

Thank you to all who attended our live session on Thursday night! We had a great time diving into the connection between spirituality and sexuality. Here's a recording of the conversation for whomever couldn't take part. Sending you all love and blessings!

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Tomorrow's class: Sacred Eros

Hey guys!

Tomorrow's Zoom class focuses on using our sexual energy for spiritual growth. I hope you can join us! 8pm ET :)

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Kae Strouse is inviting you to a scheduled Zoom meeting.

Topic: Sacred Meditation Class

Time: Sep 4, 2025 08:00 PM Eastern Time (US and Canada)

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NSFW Link for Sept

Hey Patrons!

I hope you're enjoying the last few days of summer to take your clothes of and enjoy some time outside.

Much love to you all!

NSFW Link for the month:

https://onlyfans.com/thebigom/trial/mpvdzduz9fiqahyps3ijoaapwfzt9wnp

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A Poem from my upcoming book: Ecstaticism

The Drowned City

The temple cracked as the waves rose higher,

“In here we are safe,” I held you tighter.

The bursts of light came raining down.

No, we could not save this sinking town.

Crystals shattered across the floor,

I still recall the winds, the roar.

The angry gales that drowned bright embers,

We clung to stones, we vowed forever.

Our cr...

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Patron Livestream: Exciting Creative Updates

Namaste and love to you all!

Today, we share exclusive details about my upcoming book, future in-person events, and why we do this work!

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Recording of last night's class

Thank you to everyone who joined! What a lovely discussion around the messiness of spiritual growth.

Our next one will be September 4th. Hope to see you all there!

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Livestream update from Kaelan :)

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Tomorrow's Thursday night class: The spiritual path is messy and non-linear

Whew... it's hard to have compassion for ourselves sometimes, isn't it?

We think we should be more perfected. We should be progressing at a more regular rate. We shouldn't have to circle back to the same lessons over and over...right?

Well, I don't know about you...but being messy is part of my human experience. Learning to be okay with not being perfect. Of "backsliding"...of taking a while to learn a lesson.

This will be our topic for tomorrow. 8pm ET! I hope to see you th...

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