iShieldMaiden

Im sorry!

Took off for an emergency, enjoy this oldie but goodie :)

Hey!

Im sorry its so late today, do you forgive me? 🥺

Goal by the end of the summer is to be able to crush a watermelon 😍

POV:

You wake up next to me 🥰

Keep going.

I dont feel like going to the gym today. :( what keeps you motivated?

Horror!

I love horror movies, Jason and ghost face are my fav scary peeps. What about you?!

Separation.

Hey guys! While im happy doing what I do here on patreon, twitch is place for me to help people and have fun. Last stream was a bit much on overtly sexual stuff, and I'd appreciate an overall more wholesome vibe there. Im not saying I dont make sus jokes or flirt, im just saying... there was some stuff said that made me uncomfy, and I felt like I had to keep smiling. I hated that feeling. Let's keep patreon stuff to patreon, shall we?

No upload today as punishment 😭😈💔

Se...

Good morning!

Spending the day stretching, walking, doing yoga, and prepping some destiny 2 content! Happy Sunday cuties 💜

Paid members are eating good. 😈

Daily uploads. All of what youre here for...

What's everyone up to today?

Im working, but then want to get food to meal prep and then raid helps!

Advice?

Im trying to get down to 160, currently at 169. Last 10 pounds are always the hardest ive heard. What can I do to ensure I hit my target weight goal?!

Getting fit!

I've been working on myself and I just wanted to share.

First day of a "vlog" (?)

i just show where im at fitness-wise and show some cute things I got at the store. MAybe one day I'll feel comfy enough to edit the videos so you can see me try stuff on :)

Gym.

Starting tomorrow, i will be posting daily pics of myself to eventually show improvement. I'll also be posting workouts and meals! anything else yall wanna see? im super excited to have a lil journal that yall can keep up with!

I need your thoughts.

Why did you come here? What are you expecting from this page? What do you want to see more of? Less of? What would make it worth your while here?

3/17/2025.

I'm running a little late this morning, but I wanted to say something!

I try to journal everyday about things im grateful for, and affirmations. Today, I'm grateful for my community, and my affirmation is that I am so much more than I thought I could be.

What are some things you want to show gratitude for, what can you look in the mirror and tell yourself to affirm today?

Also, new YT and Patreon videos out today, be on the lookout! Paid members only on Patreon!

My first Patreon video.

Its rough, i look like shit, my room is a wreck, but i did it. I want to get into the habit of doing it in the mornings, so it becomes a part of my routine. the only days i wont do a video are if im running late, have an early appt, etc. I cant wait to share more with you all - i plan on making patreon more personal than any other platform I have. <3

first patreon vid dropping at 1015!

paid members only!

SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED

i am going to post a video later about it, make sure notis are on!

Friendly reminder :)

If you're a paying member, please feel free to hit me up for what youre owed. Monthly raid? pixel art? vc call? LET ME KNOW. I have a thousand things to keep in line - help me out and hit me up, youre not a bother<3

Okay, let's try again.

I started a new job. I got sick. I'm taking care of my grandpa... I have alot going on..

BUT:

I am ready to start patreon only content in the new year. :) I am very excited for what's coming and I hope yall are too!

HOLY. SHIT.

Life got crazy there for a minute. Still kinda is... my grandpa is plugging along with his chemo, im fully moved into his house now, and I got a job at the post office! I love it because i get to be by myself and outside. AND im home by 430 everyday lol the commute is less than 5 minutes!

I am doing GMG with Above tonight at 730 PM EST, come by and hang? I'll also be streaming this week, tuesday and wednesday.<3 hope to see yall there!

Please comment -

I'd like to start doing short, maybe 1-2 min morning videos instead of typing what I'm doing. Would yall rather see the videos, or just read the posts? They won't be posted anywhere else, so it's exclusive to here. I'd also like to do more irl videos and upload them here. Thoughts?

I start my job soon and will have more routine so it will be consistent :)

I may be posting workout vids too! Pics at a minimum.

Nov 12.

About to take shadow for a walk. It's a beautiful morning out. Then to work on a minute with Maiden video, and then some self care since cramps are insane today. Hoping to still see everyone tonight for stream! Can't wait to get back into with yall.

Shew.

Life has been hectic. Sorry I haven't been as active here. I'm finally feeling better and getting into a rhythm, so expect daily morning posts here. <3 Some posts will be locked to paid members, but some will be freebies too. PM streams starting 11/12! look for the go live noti in the discord or on twitter!

Switching things up.

I woke up at 6 am today. Trying to finally switch my sleep schedule around so that i have more time in the day to do things i need to do. Hoping to spend from 6 am - 9 am editing videos, then going to the gym, then helping my grandpa with lunch and meds. I think this will be a great schedule, and free up my evenings to stream and chill.

Back at it.

Contest weekend was tough, getting back to posting regularly. Thank yall for sticking around 💜💜 getting back into the gym and really about to light a fire under my butt for content and the lsat!

Anything in particular you wanna see more of?

Halloween is coming up...

Should I be Hermione granger?

P.S. -

I've been doing a lot of soul searching ( i hate that phrase but here we are) and...

I'm going to try to get into law school. I have more discipline than i did in my early twenties and I'm ready. Picking up an LSAT test prep book tomorrow and spending the next couple of months prepping. Hoping to get a 174 to maybe get in to Harvard. It's a free ride since I make less than 85k a year, if I can get in...

Twitch.

I streamed for the first time in a long time tonight, and honestly I am so surprised anyone even came out. Seeing lower numbers hurts, so I turned that off lol. It's tough taking a break because you constantly lose all momentum the moment you do. I genuinely SO appreciate those that are here, and when y'all drop in stream, even to lurk. It means the absolute world.<3

I am struggling so hard with content right now. My family relies so heavily on me, that the content/streams i do get ...

UPDATE.

Tonight is my mom's surprise birthday party. I'll be spending the day prepping for that, and working on scripts for some build videos I have coming out. I'll have a poll out later today for warlock titles, would be AMAZING if yall weighed in! After this party, things should be settling down with family (grandpa has c*ncer but hardly any symptoms, just tired alot, so im really only there during the mornings), so it's looking like friday I will be back to streaming! hope to see yall there!