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Derideal 15-01 BLOG+WIP

the decision of making the begining of the episodes including somewhere in the first pages the "title" of it as some sort of introduction, was a decision that I took around this time...

I just wanted to stop including the bits with the text quotes at the beginning, as I tried to make different things for each Derideal "part"...

but then, I revised the scripts, and had to add several extra pages at the beginning of some, and the text of the episodes ended up getting much later in t...

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Derideal ep15 - 01

some time has passed since the previous episode... and we'll see some of the consequences the isolation is having.

from this episode on, I had more training writing what I wanted, so I hope the following episodes to be more effective than the other... also, I'm hoping you enjoy reading Derideal so far! and specially now, that thing seems to be changing to fast for the protagonist.

I'll probably talk a little more about this page in the blog and wip post. 2023-11-24 14:19:40 +0000 UTC View Post

Autumn couple

A patreon reward I was missing to post, and almost forget to post... and now that I think about, I might have forgotten to post the previous one I made last year @.@

anyway, congrats on anniversary @flann & @cotta

tool used: clip studio paint + huion kamvas

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Derideal ep15 "no text" cover

I like this illustration, I hope you do, too.

so I'm also making available the cover without most of the text.

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Derideal ep15 "ISOLATION" cover

Hey! I'll upload the next episode cover as a bonus this week, idk, I feel like I WANT people to read what's next quickly... makes me anxious sometimes, but it's also best, gives time for revisions, adjustments etc.

This is probably my favorite cover from the bunch I made for Derideal part 3.

the original name of the episode was "the loneliness" but I thought "Isolation" was a better word for it later...

GUILT --> ISOLATION

Will Ivory manage to stay ...

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Intimate night (NSFW)

**NSFW WARNING!**

Ok, I'm making this public, but just including the preview, so it's up to people to see it or not, this is a commission and I didn't made any agreement to keep it patreon exclusive, so I'm just posting it here for everyone.

I had no idea which title to put in this drawing, idk much about the characters... but this is a commission I made sort of on-the-side.

I don't really accept NSFW commissions often, except certain cases I like the idea o...

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Sigma sisters (NSFW edit)

I did two edits to this commission, thought it would made a cool pinup

and I guess I spent too much time on this one, re-draw.. but nakey


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Val the thief

A funny little European polecat, which I guess it's the non-domestic ferret.

dressed as a cartoony thief, because, why not! I also made two versions, that are basically the same thing, right?

Tools used: Clip studio paint + Huion Kamvas

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Space shark

Shark dude floating in space 🚀
Looking a little tired too, guess he's taking a break from work!
Suit is based off hardspace ship breaker videogame, difficult part was dealing with the character tail, being a shark and all that

Tools used: clip studio paint+ huion kamvas

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Concept WIP

Lights were out early today, idk what happened but all power got down around my block... Good thing my ipad still got charge left, so I decided to doodle around.
Not my usual thing to "not draw" but start right away using smudge of paint hehe, but I needed to relax and drawing lines in the ipad I find uncomfortable 😣
It's just a XEN themed drawing, kinda random but base off something I have in mind for the comic episodes eventually

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Floating shark in space

This one is apparently inspired after a videogame called "Hardspace: Shipbreaker"

the suit is an adaptation of that videogame suit to this character, honestly... the shark tail was quite a challenge to make some sense, but it was a fun character anyway :3

finished version will be up soon

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Derideal 14-32 WIP+BLOG

wip of this page: https://www.patreon.com/posts/93216942

A rare thing that I saved the original sketch I did for this page.

 I usually tend to erase these or just draw over it,.. I think these remain because I tried to use the same sketches and change the size of the panels, and ultimatelly ended up re-drawing everything.

I thought the original sketches were too boring and too similar to othe...

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Derideal ep14-32 (end)

This is the end of the episode, this one is shorter than the previous one, but I'd say despite that, it's more interesting in general.

Poor Ivory is now very sad, divided between her desire to see Alpha, to love him... and chosing to stay away in order to protect him... she's also smart enough to not tell Orozco how Alpha got that information, but maybe the scientist already know, which is more likely... unless Daniel managed to erase or hide certain things from the rest of the scientis...

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Mixi concept v2

Mixi is a virtualized intelligence... And if everything goes right I'm going to incorporate her into the next XEN series of episodes.
She's supposed to be a friendly type of character, helpful too at handling defensive measure against cadacter

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Derideal 14-31 WIP+BLOG

Hey! what's really interesting about this page is that the original dialog isn't nearly the same it ended up being, specially the final 3.

it had to do more with Orozco despise for "emotions" in a way.

1 - it's a pity for Daniel, but all of this made things easier for me.

2- they all will thank me later, because if I achieve the objective...

3- I'll erase from them forever all doubt and suffering from their lives.

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Derideal ep14-31

What's really Dr. Orozco objective? the perfect conditioning or something else?

the comic might start getting a little more interesting from this point on... I hope you've all enjoying part 3, it was very difficult for me to finally settle with a series of episodes that could finally end the story... but the story of Derideal is far from over yet.

more about this page in the WIP+BLOG post> 2023-11-17 14:05:26 +0000 UTC View Post

Aster nude alt (nsfw)

I guess I won't be drawing this girl oftenly now, so I decided to make a nsfw  version of what I think was the latest picture I made of her?

not sure! but here you have haha, I guess it's a bonus update

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night caresses WIP (nsfw wip)

A NSFW commission I decided to accept this month, still working on this...

fantasy themed, based off some rpg book setting.

I have to say only reason I had to take this were changes to draw more long girls

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Derideal 14-30 WIP+BLOG

Alirght, a few funny things about this one, the panels have some numbers, because I originally draw them in the wrong order, but as I was revising the script, noticed they work better in the order it's in the image.

what do you think this will do?

Orozco knows Ivory is sort of obsessed over Alpha... it's not a good thing, but she will be easy to manipulate into believe leaving Alpha alone could save his life.

now the question is, which effects this isolation could have on ev...

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Derideal ep14-30

They're all going to feel just so much alone...

anyway, this is the bonus page of the week, as it was the most voted option in the previous poll.

more details about this page in the BLOG+WIP post I'll upload in a few minutes. (link below)

https://www.patreon.com/posts/92936858

UP1 - text got some corrections, thanks @twilight

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Bandi x Vex 2 (NSFW)

I can't really remember if this is 2 or 3 based off this theme, I just wanted to keep the fantasy going haha.

it's just a silly thing, I guess Vex enjoyed the last time a little too much? 

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Crash

A Patreon reward I was missing, but I finally got around to make.
I got to say that I'm having a fun time developing the latest color sketch styles I've been doing... I sense they're fun to make, but also fun to look at.
Since I don't need much precision I have more gun drawing this in the ipad, just let loose

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Sketchy Ivory

I had this sketch laying around and I was hoping to draw it entirely again and ink it and make a more polished drawing out of it...
But time passed and I didn't do anything, since I didn't want to lose the sketch because I like the dynamics of it, I decided to just make the picture in a more refined colored sketch... I think it's a cool style I'm finally managing to improve.

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Derideal ep14-29 WIP+BLOG

The previous set of pages were designed to mean something in conjunction, a little setup for different ideas I had.

Orozco offers water to Ivory, a gesture of friendship... she's offering something for free to her.

  • this was supposed to gain her trust faster, make her less suspicious. I guess readers would think the opposite, see it as something very suspicious in return. Orozco is at first faking a very friendly smile, bigger smile than normal, after that... she start to cha...

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Derideal ep14-29

Orozco likes Ivory a little more than she like Alpha, mostly because she's has interacted with her longer, off the story of course.

but what's the really after?

I'll comment about this page in the blog+wip post.

up1 - text got some fixes, thanks @twilight

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Verza quick sketch

Something I made in like 15 minutes I think.
I want to make it good later someday, new girl with a ridiculously oversized rifle

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Autumn Jess

A Patreon reward I was missing--! it's been crazy, I know I still owe a few ones, but I'm going to get everything done eventually.

I like drawing ferret girls, so I was looking forward at this @.@

I might decide to make a pinup out of this one later.


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Silent threat cover mockup

another commission done, this is just a cover-like illustration, for a custom story someone is working on.
I had fun with it, got some creative freedom to design the wolf girl, and I think she looks very cute and dangerous haha.

in fact, I might have enjoyed this as thinking it more like a comic book cover... fun times, also made me realize how much I would love to also give writing assistance to people who needs it, but I wouldn't know where and how to start haha.

2023-11-10 15:21:03 +0000 UTC View Post

Raccoon girl sketch

well, I wanna name this girl.

so far in discord I got the following suggestions:

Maria
Manuela
Emanuelle
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other suggestions were

Rookie
Verza
Lerza


I think I'll run a poll in telegram or discord... wanna make it public

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Derideal ep14-28 WIP+BLOG

WIP OF: https://www.patreon.com/posts/derideal-ep14-28-92519352

anyway, this is the WIP of today's page... it's basically Orozco taking advantage of the xeno's vulnerability, she knows Ivory likes Alpha a little too much, also suspects Alpha got that information from somewhere... who's the most sneaky kitty of the two?
anyway, the entire episode theme is the guilt this ti...

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