Prana Machine

St. George Sun

Earlier this spring right before May. I was having the most frustrating and stagnant few days. I was on my exodus from the void. When I’m on the road and in pursuit of energy I have to keep moving and exploring and shooting and playing. Even on my worst days I naturally gravitate towards these activities when I’m on the road and have access to beautiful natural surroundings. I’m not inherently content and there are a lot of obstacles in my way so I’ve gotten really good at getting the...

Low Highs & High Lows

Yesterday.

Whitney Portal

"Liberation" selection

Speck Fetish

Photo Synthesis (Thoracic+)

Jacqueline

Magnolia Magic (Thoracic)

Totali-titty

TOTALITY.

Writing from the bath tub. I’ve touched back down to the ground after the 2023 Annular Eclipse whirlwind this past weekend. This came at the very end of my front range trip so I was ragged and solely propelled forward by my fierce but illogical desire to put my naked body under the totality zone and really feeel it.

I needed something to commemorate the past year of shitshow and going to this spot at this time for this event was so fucking perfect....

Featured Throwbacks

A few fun things from the past year or two. I usually let robots select these. I originally intended for these throwbacks to feature older publications and other pro art throwbacks, but it's way more fun to also share photo dumps. I'm really just over here doing whatever the fuck I want.

1. VB business

2. I just shared this recently. I miss my hair curtain. But I won't have to for long. 

3. Squirrel mode 

4. This summer I wanted to get up to an alpine lake an...

Untitled Art (8)

Texture and Scope (Thoracic)

The Mane (Thoracic+)

Pole Dancer

I almost like this iteration more than the hanging one I posted a few weeks back. Almost ;) Make sure you zoom in! This one will look amazing printed out super big so that’s what I’m gonna do.

Eco sensual

GOOD DAY

Happy September everyone! The transitory parts of the seasons are my absolute favorites. I love feeling things turn. Here is a photo dumb of some cute or ugly phone pics of me in between bouts of crying this summer 😂

I notice in doing this cute dumb thing that I’ve actually been healing from the traumatic things that happened this spring. And kind of feeling myself again. And feeling playful and cute and hot. That’s honestly the goal of being alive. I also realize that I’ve be...

More from Spring in the high Sierras + behind the scenes (Thoracic+)

From earlier this spring (Thoracic+)

Prana Poses!

The other night I couldn't find comfort in my body. Fascial adhesions feel like I have a full one piece long sleeve bodysuit on, then I take all the fabric limbs and twist them around all my arms and legs so the fabrics isn't straight. Then do the same on my torso. Then jump into a pool. Then get out and just wear that shit all day.

Both dripping with sweat and ice cold. Literally nothing I can do. No energy to take a shower and reset or get some warmth in these bones. Cant even afford ...

Here's PRANA

Hello :) a couple portraits to set the mood. It's a lot more vulnerable and less fun for me to shoot my face. That's not the part that hurts and is often the part that shows how I'm really feeling... a lot of my full figure self portraits that show my face, especially those that are shot during meaningful moments of hot and heavy Suffer, convey a deep scowl. Not very serene. That's ok. 

It's part of the whole. I like the tension that is portrayed in a lot of the work that I do, as ...

Face.... Plant

Ok I got my special desk and chair so I can maybe do some editing, but am still unable to do much without having like 3 drinks to stave off the physical discomfort of sitting down. Thats my update on that front.

I've landed back in Southern Colorado after a short stint in the front range and I don't know how I can even travel anymore. Hopefully these posts can be a thing to look back on from a better place where I'm able to move energy more freely and use my body to complete the tasks t...

It’s here! Cervical Goodies summer edition.

Sourrrr Soul

Moving little tidbits of energy. Fucking love you guys for being here for it.

Endlessly Tired

Eternal Slumbar.

Mono part II (Thoracic)

Where is the Prana moving? Where is the Prana stuck?

Yesterday!

I almost didn’t bring my camera when I went to go outside. I’m glad I did.

I’m currently desperately trying to find some energy to give me some purpose so I can feel motivated to do my PT and get off from this rock bottom body state where every moment is spent trying to avoid and distract from feeling. I can’t make any plans or do anything big until I can get there and then keep my head down and really self care for like a solid week or two. Wish me luck!

Unfort...

They can’t take the Yeehaw

No they can’t ;)

Yes this is what I am choosing to prioritize from my recent work. You can’t stop me. Or take the yeehaw away. Pardner.

Mono part 1