part 1. i have been radically femcelized, not in the celibacy way, but in the lifestyle.
what is going on here? i think i may have gotten on a god's bad side. i think being the universe's passenger princess the last few years has left me ill-prepared to tackle the unsedated mind. i have been gone for a little while and have come to the conclusion that i simply must be working 24/7 lest i rediscover free will and further combust. to be quite honest, i have barely touched my computer in m...
2023-12-19 05:01:01 +0000 UTC
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i have a blood feud with DJI.
watch The Drone Reconnaissance Mission for some added context.
2023-11-27 17:00:02 +0000 UTC
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here are the outtakes for my video TWITTER SINS. you might not be able to tell but I'm taking a new approach with the outtakes series, and you will see more changes soon. i just think the outtakes series is in desperate need of a revamping or perhaps a complete restructure, chapter 11 style. i
dont think the style of quick chaos cuts of bloopers and short tangents fits my style anymore, nor has it for a while now. i think its a relic of the past,, what i'll call the scooby doo er...
2023-11-20 17:00:02 +0000 UTC
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here i go again, indulging in ego & parasociality like the content farm i was always meant to be. what this whole experience has taught me is that I need to make a whole video talking about modern albums, perhaps a yearly round up of some sort? let me know if you have any ideas. i love music, but i have this terrible delusion where i think my music taste is good and should be shared with others. which it should be abundantly clear by now, is NOT true. i mean did you see how high that post...
2023-11-13 17:00:02 +0000 UTC
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as much as i love talking to other people who create content, the few times i venture into talking with quote on quote normal people i always find it so fascinating. cause like why are they like that? you know? what makes them tick? why don't they have the same lust that plagues my life?
john and ash are best friends. you can see it pretty clearly in the way they finish each others thoughts. they went off to college shortly after this interview, john and i see each other pretty often bu...
2023-11-06 16:00:02 +0000 UTC
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TWITTER SINS is BACK online! I will potentially dive into more details at a later date, but for now, the video is back up and here is the Director's Commentary for it. I'm very proud of this video, I worked really hard on it, and I spent 2 weeks trying to recapture it from the jaws of youtube dot com. Thank you for all your support! There will be 1 new patreon vid a week for the next month! :)
2023-10-30 16:31:17 +0000 UTC
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Mia Corruption, it can happen to you, and your family isn't safe.

Here's the inside info (they don't want you to know). I have contacted Google Support 4 separate times, to varying degrees of success. They tried resetting my video twice on the backend, and it didn't work. Now, I have finally gotten in contact with a YouTube partner manager (which is significant as I am not a partner) who can ho...
2023-10-24 06:00:06 +0000 UTC
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Hi!
if you haven't seen, i uploaded a video a couple days ago called TWITTER SINS. It was very good in my opinion. (cause im goated) But unfortunately, youtube destroyed it?? And now it is going to tank in the algorithm :( however, i also can't reupload the video as i spent hundreds of dollars on music licensing, (money i no longer have). So for now... we must wait it out,. Thank you all for your support on patreon, it means a lot rn.
Patreon exclusive content will return soon I h...
2023-10-18 04:11:12 +0000 UTC
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hiiiiiii, im coming back !! there should be a new video in the next few days (max a week depending on copyright issues im anticipating) and there will also be like 4 new patreon exclusive videos coming out in the next month so we will all be eating good once again. In the mean time, use this post to submit some questions for the next patreon Q&A, no theme, leaving this one up to you (but if you ask me about modern albums i willl get so excited). okay thats all, see you very very soon.
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2023-09-29 15:17:46 +0000 UTC
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So, things have been weird ? I've been on a bit of a hiatus since The Romanticization of Problematic Content. First and foremost I've been traveling a lot, visiting family etc. But I've had a lot of time to sit and reflect on my content and I've come to the conclusion that I am a mess ? Creatively, I have a lot of things to say, but very few ideas at the moment. To distract myself from that, I've been very focused on other projects including directing a new music video that should be...
2023-08-10 23:28:38 +0000 UTC
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The Romanticization of Problematic Content is a really good video that i made. it took 3 months but was worth every second or not at all, who knows? thats up to you. anyway, listen to me ramble about it for 14 minutes.
2023-07-22 16:00:02 +0000 UTC
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so... as it turns out I don't know what a beaver is.
okay okay here's some more extra exclusive content for extra exclusive patrons. here are the outtakes from my newest video starring me and ben. shout out chief keef cat!
2023-07-08 16:00:04 +0000 UTC
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the drone recon mission storytime *gone wrong* *bimbo brained* *smartest youtuber alive*
i have decided to take a break from my break and break my silence on breaking my drone. here is a 9 minute storytime that i edited myself oooh are u so proud of me ooh look at me! mia mia mia.
The Romanticization of Problematic Content is still out now, it's really good, thank you for patreon goodbye
2023-07-01 04:33:59 +0000 UTC
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okay it's finally almost time. after 4, 5-10 hour filming days and just one more to go, the video is almost ready. it will be dropping on saturday june 10th. im so excited to let you finally see this but also to finally finish it. this has been an amazing project to work on and im so happy its almost done. trailer dropping wednesday. there is also a storytime dropping at the same time as this video right here exclusively on the patreon about the 6 hour reconnaissance mission to find a drone t...
2023-06-03 13:48:23 +0000 UTC
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You ever wondered just what is going on up there in that mind of hers? Of course you have, it's a natural mystery of the human experience. Well in today's Q&A u will finally get all the answers you've been looking for. Phone number, home address, social security number, you name it I'm giving it away for free. Yoooooour welcome.
2023-04-24 16:00:03 +0000 UTC
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Hello CEO Of Target's and vagrant financier's!
Welcome to the newest edition to the patreon, introducing: Teasers. In this new perk exclusive to the highest and most distinguished members of the patreon I will be discussing my upcoming projects while they are still in the writing process and encourage discussions in the comments... or not.. honestly I'm just thankful for your support, you don't owe me shit, hell you don't even have to read this if you don't want to.
My next projec...
2023-04-21 02:52:59 +0000 UTC
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hello.. patreon, it is me again with more exclusive content for you to munch on (ice spice reference) until my next big project which will be out hopefully near the end of april if you can believe it (don't). this project was really fun to work on and i've never been more excited to keep creating for you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM CAPABLE OF. no fr, i have a lot of good stuff planned, don't give up on me yet, i have a lot of yummy artcontent to give you soon.
terminally online. ...
2023-04-10 23:33:36 +0000 UTC
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Here is the full version of my interview with CJ! If you are an artist or a creative in general, I hope you take something from this. I know I found it very useful, insightful, and of course, devastating. Thank you for all your support.
2023-03-10 00:54:17 +0000 UTC
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in my ever-increasing attempt to prove that i am more than but a lowly youtuber i directed, shot, & edited a music video for texasgunclub, who you may recognize from a video i made in the summer of 2022 called 'Why These 2 Soundcloud Rappers Went MISSING' (https://youtu.be/BCmehFxhFio). working on this was a blast and i hope whether or not you like the song you at least enjoy the video to some extent. i will endeavor t...
2023-03-06 03:02:13 +0000 UTC
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hello all !!! welcome back to another ai simulated vtuber gaming lets play cod fortnite marxism, i'm back from my slumber and i deliver you some content. in todays directors commentary we look at my magnum opus (for the month of february) , the dichotomy of youtube and art. shout out to my patreon editor for cobbling together my incoherent ramblings, (i am not medicated) !!
In all seriousness, thank you so much for your support here on Patreon. It means so much to me that you are ...
2023-02-27 03:11:19 +0000 UTC
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remembered my youtube password and decided to put something up. just something casual no big deal just a 47 minute mega collab, i do it for fun honestly sometimes these things just happen and then ur like wooooah what'd she do?? anyway, check out these beautiful and cinematic outtakes. you will also be getting a directors commentary and 2 full interviews because i just love my fans sooooo much oooh.
Thank you for all your support on this project. It means so much. raaaaaaa
2023-02-14 17:00:05 +0000 UTC
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hello joe biden's america!! (and the others) it's great to see u again, hope you're all doing well. today i have for u a new directors commentary about my recent youtube video that i posted on youtube . com the website where i spend my time. if you can't tell... I had someone else edit this video. I don't like the idea of using editors but my time is nearly entirely consumed by all of my projects now and i just havn't been able to get one of these out in nearly 6 months!! so i finally just ha...
2023-01-24 17:00:07 +0000 UTC
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I DID IT!!!! I POSTED A VIDEO !!!! LETS GOO!!!!
*SPOILERS* Here is nearly 4 minutes of interview outtakes from my recent project. Watch the original project first for the best experience.
common mia w, i love mia so much i wish she was real, many are saying this etc etc.
2023-01-02 03:05:13 +0000 UTC
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hello little people in my phone!! how are you guys doing? it's me again. i've been gone for a little bit and i have come back barring gifts of fundamental truths and perspective of the highest order ! (i.e youtube and patreon updates :)
Part 1: Patreon
I know I've been a little inactive on here recently, that's my bad, but you should see more stuff soon! I have a bunch of director's commentaries, q&a's, and interviews coming your way. In order to maximize my creative procccess...
2022-12-08 23:54:46 +0000 UTC
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next director's commentary will be about this video!! i have so many thoughts to spew at you about this one. in the mean time, enjoy!
2022-11-15 05:06:03 +0000 UTC
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never before have i destroyed so much shit for a video lol, I'm in the editing process now, there has been a series of delays due to me being sick as well as just general life things, but I'm confident it will be out this week. thank you patrons for choosing this video, I appreciate you. (also the thumbnail for this video goes so hard) but yeah, I hope you like it, I'll see you soon <3
2022-11-02 15:58:46 +0000 UTC
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hey you lil sussy lil patreon people, it's me again. anyway do your thing, post your questions in the comments, you know how it is. soo here's a free little update on the next video:
today is filming day, if you recall you guys chose the mrbeast video in a vote to celebrate 100 patrons, and although this one was slightly more challenging to write, I'm having fun with it. I've been throwing around some new ideas with my content format recently just because I'm starting to find my p...
2022-10-24 19:34:21 +0000 UTC
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typical mia things :)
2022-10-17 16:00:10 +0000 UTC
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To celebrate hitting 100 patrons I posted a submission form for my next video as decided by my patrons. These are the top 4 options. (Parenthesis indicate my personal youtube clickbait title.) Below I will detail my thoughts about each one.
Options:
1. Robin!: What does importance mean to us?
I like this idea cause i would probably get to talk about art or something, but it would be short
2. Anonymous: MrBeast & The Medium (MRBEAST AND THE COMMODITY OF ...
2022-10-12 00:08:14 +0000 UTC
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hey guys!!! hope you liked my new video The Rise of Ironic Meme Culture!! in said video i interviewed my favorite internet femcel loren, so i figured i'd post our full (edited) interview here. normally this would be exclusive to $12+ tiers but, with my schedule lately has been a lot and it's hard to get those director's commentarys out as often as i would like so, as a treat i made this available to all tiers. hope you like it.
2022-10-09 19:36:05 +0000 UTC
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