early access & downloadable MP3!!!
this will be my last video uploaded here!!! please enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(why does this feel so emotional T-T)
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
2023-05-12 02:45:39 +0000 UTC View Posthi there! howdy! yep, it's me, hi!!!
it's been 6 (?!!?!?!) amazing super long years, but i think the time has finally come! i'll be shutting down (unpublishing) my patreon page on may 31st. the billing cycle has been paused, so you won't be charged again!
the short answer is, i currently can't put out the level of ASMR that i want to right now, i can't offer anything monthly, and this has been making me feel guilty for a long time! i've thought of an alterna...
2023-05-12 02:02:01 +0000 UTC View Post
happy (early) halloween!!!
i was able to finish up this video much sooner than expected~ :DDD
i hope you enjoy it~ yaaaay!
will premiere up on youtube on halloween methinks!!!!!!!!
2022-10-30 03:14:44 +0000 UTC View Post
you wake up in the "office" of a very strange doctor!!!! wow i'm sure she will help you very much!!!!!!!!!!
video should be up in a few days! my animator lya did such an amazing job >V< look at that nurse go.,...
2022-10-29 02:29:58 +0000 UTC View Post
after a million roadblocks, it's here! thank you so much for being patient. i hope you enjoy~
if you didn't know, this video is a collab with the super amazing silvi! you can find her here!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKuT4QFVFYMAGcWnttcEI2Q
thank you f...
2022-08-06 18:13:27 +0000 UTC View Posthi everyone! animation for the next video is now done, and it came out so amazing! look at that expression change! the fluidity... >V<
as always beautiful animation is by lya!!!
https://twitter.com/Lyatran2k4
regarding the video itself i've been set behind because of a lot of really really unfortunate things happening. my precious baby and the light of my life passed away very very ...
2022-06-26 12:04:59 +0000 UTC View Post
hey! the art for the next video is complete and being sent off for animation! the script is also complete, so we're makin' good progress!
it's my first ever asmr collab video!!!! are you excited?! the theme is being kidnapped by yandere twins... i hope you'll enjoy it!
i'll have it up ASAP!!!! thank you for your support, and all of your patience!!!
2022-06-16 21:54:17 +0000 UTC View Post
here it is finally! thank you so much for being patient~
public premiere will be saturday! i hope you enjoy :D thank you for everything
2022-05-05 04:03:52 +0000 UTC View Posthere's the finished animation for the next video! isn't it cute?
please enjoy, don't repost anywhere, you're free to use privately for whatever.
thank you, new video should be up SOON!!!
2022-05-04 15:43:13 +0000 UTC View Post
hey!
thank you all for being so incredibly kind and patient with me!!!
i'm pleased to let you know a new video is coming soon!
the artwork is done, the video is recorded... all that's left is a little editing, and if you haven't been by streams... ANIMATION!
yeah, that's right! i'm working with an animator now, and the artwork for all future videos should be animated! isn't that awesome?!
hopefully i should have the completed video up here f...
2022-05-01 14:58:13 +0000 UTC View Post
hey. it's been a while, i'm so, so sorry for that.
i keep putting this off, because i keep thinking something's going to magically change, and i've come to realise over the last few weeks whilst desperately trying to force it to that this won't work. i've been grinding out stuff nonstop, working miserably on new videos, freaking out over patreon, and barely struggling to hold myself together.
i don't want this to be a pity party, because that isn't my intention. i just ...
2022-02-28 05:17:22 +0000 UTC View Post
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! i hope everything is going great for you! here's the christmas video!
this will be how early access videos work from now on, as currently i plan to schedule release all new videos, so the early access will be here as the higher quality file! i'll switch the tier once the video has released on youtube for everyone else who's a lower pledge.
life is beyond difficult, but i'll do my best.
here's to a better 2022!
2021-12-23 05:07:53 +0000 UTC View Post
hello there! it's done! the halloween video! it's a sequel to my overly affectionate witch video from two years ago, and it's almost 2 hours long! i hope that you like it! i worked very hard on this ;---;
it's early access in mp3 format because i'm considering making the video scheduled!!! i hope you enjoy, and have a happy halloween!
2021-10-31 02:54:00 +0000 UTC View Posthello! i made an important post on youtube basically just explaining when new content will be coming and the reasons for my absence lately. it's not intentional, i'm working hard and want to make videos and streams! it just feels like everything is comin for me lately. i'll do my best as soon as i can.
thank you for supporting me through everything. it means the world, truly. when my PC is back i'm going to put up a new video ASAP and i'm going to do a 12 hour partner party s...
2021-08-08 17:15:02 +0000 UTC View Posthello everyone! happy, uh, awful summer heat? (seriously, it's too hot, i'm dying.)
i hope you're all well! i wanted to do a quick update just to make sure everyone knows what's going on!
my personal life has been really, really chaotic the last couple months. there's been medical emergencies, a lot of stress, and a lot of work to keep up with for me. additionally, a lot of content creation has been going on; not just videos, but i'm streaming 3-5+ time...
2021-07-18 19:15:36 +0000 UTC View Posthey!
the video is recorded, and over 2/3 edited. i've been editing it for over a week now. i think i must be reaching close to 100 hours spent editing it. yes, really!
hopefully it won't be too much longer. i would've been done or almost done now but i spent 30 hours in the hospital with my mum yesterday. she almost died. additionally, i fainted (twice) in the hospital due to the stress of work and then all of this and i'm dealing with a concussion from bonking my head on the conc...
2021-06-14 15:54:17 +0000 UTC View Post
YESTERDAY WAS A VERY EXCITING DAYYY!!
(oh, happy june by the way.)
my mama delivered my live2d model!!!
this is something i have wanted for years and have been actively trying to get for a year!! i am so happy that it's finally happening!!
i can't use it yet, (rigging has to happen first - that's a big work in progress, but i'll keep you updated!!) but i can't stop looking. here's the ref my mama made and a few exclusive expression shots i snapped just now~ my ma...
2021-06-02 15:50:52 +0000 UTC View Post
okay! as of now the $100 tier has been nuked!
i did message all members of this tier (most removed their pledge, thank you) and asked everyone to remove the pledge or downgrade. anyone who does not do this by the 31st of may will be softblocked (blocked then unblocked) so that their pledge is removed and they are not charged for no tier on the 1st of june! this also means that they might miss out on this month's rewards, so please please PLEASE change your pledge if you were ...
2021-05-28 17:45:42 +0000 UTC View Post
thank you all for being so sweet regarding the last post... i think i will look into printers! ^-^
once again, please remember the $100 tier is going at the end of the month. please change tiers (or remove your pledge!) to avoid being charged $100 tierless and receiving no rewards at all :o
2021-05-11 22:21:38 +0000 UTC View Postjust an idea here: please bear with me! it's not definite, but i really want your input.
i'm a chunk of the way through this month's patreon letters, and i'm having to take frequent breaks because of the pain. i mentioned in my last post how i did a bit of damage to my hand and wrist last time, but i assumed after a couple of weeks it had healed. that pain returned quite quickly into writing the even slightly shorter letters and i'm not happy >:(
i wanted ...
2021-05-11 16:39:13 +0000 UTC View Posthello. i wanted to inform you of some changes to my higher patreon tiers.
these changes are for my wellbeing, to hopefully aid me in producing more video content! i've been a bit afraid to do this for a while, but with me having been at my limit recently i've given all of this a good think over.
these changes will be taking place beginning may 30th, to prevent any tiers getting charged for next month. please downgrade, or unsubscribe (i won't hold it against ...
2021-05-05 15:49:17 +0000 UTC View Postlife's been a bit of a rollercoaster for me lately.
i don't want to make excuses, i don't want to vetnt o you guys. i'm sorry for failing to deliver content for too long yet again. if you don't care to read further, all that really matters is that i'm trying my very very best, things keep getting in my way, i'm kinda beyond my limit but i will 100% have a video up for you guys and content will resume at as regular a pace as possible as soon as i possibly can. i don't want to ...
2021-04-28 03:34:49 +0000 UTC View Posthello everyone! i'm sorry for being so MIA as of late! i hope the new video somewhat made up for it, i just wanted to take a quick moment to type out a message for you guys to make sure you know i'm still here :p
you might've seen, you might've not, but i finally got my new pc up and running recently and i'm still kinda in disbelief over that and polishing up the transition period! i've started streaming on twitch regularly (twitch.tv/fallenshadowasmr, i'll be streaming tonig...
2021-04-02 12:34:11 +0000 UTC View Post
hey! so the art and script for the next video are both done now,, i plan to record it tonight! that means you can expect to see it uploaded here within the next couple days. i thought i'd share the art with you until then!
the script is actually the second longest script i've ever written, after the very old yandere kohai part 4 (will we ever beat that? probably not.)
here's a secret, between me and you guys, i don't want those youtube people knowing ye...
2021-01-28 15:52:02 +0000 UTC View Post
here you go! :D
2021-01-17 22:09:40 +0000 UTC View Post
